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i liked th party . yes it wz nice . congrats t th panitia2s n wtevers.

i have pictures t describe how hard we worked t prepare th entire party [i shallnt forget tht me n fajar made th sig card + poster with th help of nisa n carisa n a lil bit of cania] so i wont go on abt tht bt -
th party ...

i wz able t talk with afdal like th gud friends we r.
i wz able t say stuff t arya despite th fact tht he ..
n i wz able t talk t indra a lot like how we never did.

me n nisa scratched each other with th face crayon thing n i destroyed her scarf with green accidentally cz she kept movin.

me dhea nisa & wita went t boii afdal arya iwan 2x at iwan's house t talk abt stuff; n nisa remembered th fact tht we're meant t watch th airplanes fly by bt th sky wz covered with cloud so we cudnt.

i ate fries cake n sausages; n kept despairing evrytime something goes t waste like tissues or stuff.

i got a heart balloon which got popped bt fajar gave me another one with a heart he drew n i kept it for a while.

i watched indra + andin talk t each other so intimately hhi. :]

i kept wailing miserably bcuz of th un-operating DDR which i rele wnted t play bt oh well ...

i just sat n talkd n tuk pix n videos n tried t scratch anyone's face n asked umar abt his opinion of th party cz icha told me to n he just shuk his head n ddnt know wt t say except 'g ad' or something.


in th end we all cleaned up as much as we cud n then talkd n sat down all tired n exhausted n wantin t rest in bed while listening t music from ghabot's laptop.

y am i miserable?
nisa spotted it.
fajar spotted it.
dunno if cania did, bt she talkd t me abt deep stuff.

so i guess i am. i know i am ._.
bt rele, i liked th party.