s'been a while~

greetings journal readers [if any] 8)

its been a while since i typed a journal entry.. xD [a PROPER one tht is]
has anyone of u ever even MET a person who furiously types/writes long detailed journals like i? i shudve made a blog. or maybe i shud - n just copy + paste th stuff i typed here t ther? nahh. blogs r more public. this dA journal is more private XDXDXD /discusses-with-self
speaking of which, wts with this ugly font? *when u type th journal
anyway2, this journal's gunna wrap up th stuff i've been doin between th 7th up til yesterday [18th]
mind u, i dont think ill put a lot of details so hopefully this shall be nice and simple ^_____^;; *altho im mean and complex >D [erase th mean part]

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Saturday 7/6/08 | KAIFA

ermm.. th major event of tday wz 1) personal argument with someone and 2) kaifa. well2, in kaifa surprisingly we had a test, n i forgot all of th answers pdhl i used t know DX sob2. well, it lasted for an hour or so, cz afterwards we hadta go into our kaifa sports day teams. i wz on th blue team with cania i thot it wz just us girls bt then when we wer told t go t each team's respective rooms, i found out we wer also with th kids n boys.

i wz walkin to th room wondering out loud wher th blues go, and then fajar appeared walkin next t me n he asked 'kmu biru?' then i sed 'yeah.. u too?' n he smiled n so did i 8)

inside, we talkd abt who does wt activity [th kids n boys do more pif pif pif *n also more physical], n we also had lots of matters abt th team chant. i made up my own [which i personally find much better] bt om effendi n co. wnted me t lead it and as a girl, of course i ddnt wanna!! so we went on with a lame blue blue blue win win win n stuff. other issues wer also conducted during those premises, altho chat logs + brain memory shall be th witnesses, ty very much.

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Sunday 8/6/08

nothin happened here.

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Monday 9/6/08 | LAST PRIMARY

after school i went t 'take care' [i.e. play games] of yr1s n yr2s like any other monday with dhea, carisa, marc and iwan! 8) i persuaded tht eka graha guy 1000 times th previous day n i seriously thot he wudnt go bt he did! TAT bsides, it wz our last one so it shall be memorable 8) *and it wz.
well2, first of all we came in th class n marc n iwan played blocks with some of th kids, n us girls made necklaces n all with a boy calld.. alex? i forgot~ well i kinda like tht kid, he's got spunk. 8D
soon, th pizza came!! *______* it wz so delicious i tell ya. i only ate 2 tho. i think some ppl tuk 3 or wtever XDXD we even tuk pictures~ they wer so cute and friendly.
after we wer stuffed, th teachers told us t go outside n just randomly play with them xp they wer chasing iwan all over th yard [they love him], clinging to me, marc, carisa, dhea.. bla3.. n i dunno, it wz just free~ i tuk videos n th alex kid n mustafa or wtever his name wz kept being such attention-whores n acting dumb in front of th camera XD
an accident occured; one of th kids fell while me carisa dhea n a buncha kids stood on top of th bench for a picture, altho th kid wznt on th bench XD i think he wz chasing iwan n he tripped or something.. after tht incident, we went back inside XD it wz over.
here's th group picture we tuk outside with a self-timer [its very big]: [link]
afta tht, me dhea n salmaniye stayed in baskin robbins from 2 til 3pm eating 6 ice creams. XD i ate 1 1/3, dhea ate 2 1/3, n salmaniye at 2 1/3 [we shared one of em]. one of salmaniye's flavours wer so icky and tasted like mountain dew XDXDXD me n dhea had an unpleasant sensation in our tongues. we even tuk pictures XD who knows wt th store owners thot of us.

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Tuesday 10/6/08 | ARYA'S HOUSE

glek. i had my chemistry paper 1 tday D<>[which i dd not attend to] bcuz she ddnt wanna go back n forth from home n such.
at first ther wz ichay, we talkd abt my drawings cz i brot my artbook, bt then she hadta go T__T;; so i wz lead [i had problems with th spelling of tht past tense, thus i consulted umar 8D] into arya's room, or whoever's it wz. ther wz faizza and izza and ali and later on mish'al. i just sat against th wall on th bottom mattress [it wz quite comfortable btw] n started drawing - bt most of th time i wz watching th adorable toddlers with huge grins on my faces XD they wer playin with this noisy toy laptop, n none of em knew 2+2. -___-;;
when i asked th vicious ali who kept holding this green + black robot bionicle-lukin toy some math problems, he never answered n lukd as if he ddnt kno!! wt on earth. Dx stil it wz amusing.
th kids wer also playin with kitchen utensils, ali n izza had a little dispute as to who dominated th oven bt ali settled it by pointing at himself sayin 'this is mine' then at izza sayin 'this is urs' [or wz it 'and urs'? well wtever, its along those lines XD]. i tuk a picture of it xDD;; oh yes, ali also made me some chocolate cake.
at around 12 or somethin i wz summoned by mother t consume lunch, which wz bakso i think. it wznt very nice being alone, bt thank God i had th tots. if not, i wudve died of silence. Dx *i wz doodling on th back of my artpad some RO ppls 8)
ther wz another funny izza/ali incident, wher izza grabbed a toy knife n then ali snatched it away from him n sed 'jgn, nnti kepotong! kyk gini' and then he started makin cutting gestures at his WRIST! XDXDXD i wz laughing n in my head thot: ali knows how t be emo. xD oh come on ali, u wont get cut at th WRIST, probably just fingers or somethin xp
it wz a jolly time, bt at 12:30 i went home n played RO n stuff *not studyin of course

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Wednesday 11/6/08 | SABA'S PARTY

I had a great time tday! i forgot abt th person i had a dilemma with for like 4 hours or somethin n it wz relaxing, bt like my famous quote 'happiness is temporary', i snapped back t reality pretty quick.
tday marked th last day of my igcse's!! o: it wz a physics paper 1. paper 1s are multiple choice n take up 45 mins >__>;;
well anyway! when i burst out of th room which i dreaded in from 3:40 til 4:25, i found someone screaming my name 'SYANIA!!!' n it turned out t be RULA?!?!?! i heard from th day bfore she mite be comin t th party we wer having at saba's house, bt i wz rele surprised t find her actually ther o___o;; she lukd much thinner, and prettier too. i liked her hair~

like all my other school friends, she hugged me bt i ddnt hug her back XDXDX i dunno, i just dont like hugging. or am i simply embarassed? it wz nice seeing her for a long time tho.. well, th last time wz th school fair actually. or wz it february?

she went on with her other friends n like planned, me n shaza screamed 'WOOOOOOOOOOTTT!!!' t declare th end of our exams *tchd. we wer th only ones doin tht, of course. she n i r crazy delinquents. xD we plan t get a detention/in trouble for a dumb reason next year. bt not on purpose 8)
so2, we tuk pictures, all of us, and then jet off t saba's house which wz like a 2-minute drive away from school. me n shaza n madusa rode in madusa's car, i thot th guy at th front wz her driver so i sed stupidly 'is tht ur driver?' n shaza hissed at me 'thts her dad u IDIOT' n i wz like OOOOOOPS XDXDXD tht wz rele dumb.
th ppl tht came wer a few, which wz gud, cz i ddnt want a lot of ppl ther t be honest XD ther wz me, shaza, madusa, saba, sammy, dahlia, rula n iman. rodha came later on, bt REAAALLY later. at first we hung in saba's room - we changed, talkd, discussed abt th movie 'teeth' which me n shaza wnted t watch bt cudnt cz of many disapprovals, n.. yeah stuff.
we migrated t th clubhouse, n pizza n ice cream [*_______*] wer brought in. i kept nudging shaza t eat th pizzas with me bt since nobody else wz, we waited Dx me n madusa had horror talks abt this dartboard, with those pointy killer darts.. u kno? we imagined ppl throwing th darts at th board bt somebody wz passing thru n then th dart GOES RITE THRU TH HEAD! ugh it wz horrible n she n i kept going 'AHHH' n makin 'im scared' gestures t ourselves which wz rele stupid XD tht pompom head n i also played with this enormous fan.
ok, since wt we dd ther wz all random and non-linear, here's th singkatan [how d u say tht in english? wait.. abbreviation?! no way. uhh.. brief! oh yeah.. i knew tht]:
*rula/saba/shaza's media players wer switched back n forth t play th music.
*after maghrib we acted like drunk ppl n started dancing - no, not like th dances ppl in clubs do, bt th mental, hyper, high teenager dances XD i wz th one tht danced most t be honest o___O;; it wz actually very fun and energetic. bt i bet i lukd like a moron XD i wudnt dance like tht in front of anyone else. i grew tired after eating 2 more bowls of chocolate ice cream tho. *they tasted so gud TAT
*we.. talkd. yeah we talkd. i mostly talkd with shaza, sammy, madusa n rula tho XD i forgot wt kinda stuff we talkd abt bt yeah we did.
*shaza kept grabbing me n spinning me around, horizontally. she's such a man i tell u. u wudnt believe how strong she is n how fast she can spin me around. i kept yelping tho like a dog with rabies [ckck how dare i compare myself t tht animal] bcuz it wz terrifying, tho quite fun.
*evrythin else wz just random, like th ppl we are. mind u, tht wz th last time i ever saw sammy n th last thing i sed t her wz 'then stalk me!' i think. TAT;; no more sammy .______. i went home at 7:30 cz.. i dunno. i just felt like i shud. bt it wz very fun :]

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Thursday 12/6/08 | KEMPO RHEARSAL

argh. yet again another controversy tday. after 5 days of not. *sigh*
well, t our surprise, ther wz kempo tday cz om susilo wnted us t do a demo for th kaifa sports day on saturday. they thot it wud be a gud thing t show for th kids n th FANAR dudes. riite. dhea n iwan ddnt come bcuz they wer caught up in schoolwork. riite.
fajar acted so miserable and angsty in th car. whenever om ali asked him somethin or made a joke he ddnt even try t force a small laugh, or answer clearly. he kept muttering and replyin short. on th other hand, me n farah kept cackling n talkin n all.
th demo wz so freakin hard. we learnt new moves tht had complicated names n confusing gestures. we even learnt th jumping one - tobireng bla3 or something. i wz with errin again. carisa fajar farah n arya wer like a foursome, they kept giggling n conversing with each other.
i dunno wt else t say abt tht rhearsal bsides th fact tht i cudnt memorise th techniques very well, n i myself wz in a bad mood. bt of course, im someone who exerts full effort at anythin, n can pretend, so i think i managed t laugh n smile sometimes.

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Friday 13/6/08 | YR10 STUDY SESSIONS [gone bad] & WEDDING

tday wz nisa's 14th bday n i ddnt prepare a drawing for her so i worked on it til 11:30 wher i rushed t her home only t find iwan fajar n indra leaving. they wer wrapping th prizes for kaifa sports day - ther wer a hell loada bags i tell ya. i saw a mysterious pan being clutched by one of th mothers. i ddnt come early cz i wz too busy playin RO bfore drawing /gg. neverthless, i hadta go home after presentin her th picture anyway cz i wz ordered t hang up th laundry.
when i wz done n such, i went t nisa's house, wher i ate bubur. ther wz dnf, nisa, me, dhe3, md, hamzah, khalid, fadhli n bla3, i forgot. in th room we watched 'smiling pasta' videos, bt then dhea told me she promised th yr10 boys tht they'd study tgether n i wz dragged along.
in th clubhouse ther wz indra, abid n iwan. ther wer papers n books all over th place like a hurricane had swept thru. *glek* anyhow, we went ther at 2-ish i believe. since i ddnt havta study /gg, i just sat n watched wt they wer doing, also shuffling thru icha's past papers n abid's accounting stuff. we wer calld over by nisa t get some cake, which we delivered t th boys.

i brot my drawing stuff bt i ddnt use em at all XD insted, i helped indra with his biology n others with their maths or wtever subject it wz, n well.. talked! XD i even ran home n back like 4x t sholat n get my own past papers which indra borrowed all of. xD

t tell u th truth, they wernt REALLY studyin like ther wz an exam th next day. we wer too busy joking around, takin pictures n complainin abt accounting or fussin abt papers n questions n such. it wz rele fun XDXDXD
BUT th highlight of tht study session wz .. E.A. its a secret, only us attendants + MD [who came very later btw] kno abt th true meaning bhind it. altho i told fajar a few days later xp bt we 6 wer th only witnesses! i shall never forget wt we did. XD
when i came back from sholat asar ther wz fajar, nisa n frh already so E.A. wz abrupted. u___u th session ended at like 5 i believe, cz ther wz a wedding in alkhor later on n we hadta get ready. at dnf's house tho, we helped prepare th parcels for tmorrow~ it wz fast work.
th ride t alkhor wz soooo long i actually slept. th only teens tht came wz dnf, me, md n nisa. -o-;; th boys ddnt wanna come, well hamzah dd, bt since he wz th only dude he backed out. *sigh* we only stayed ther for 2hrs actually - we ate n watched th performances [link] . i sat with farah all nite. th singers wer gud 8) dita wz especially admirable *0* idk, not much t say abt tht nite. bt i dressed quite 'girly' if u can call it tht, tho i dunno when i can wear those clothes ever again. tmorrow im back t my manly self.

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Saturday 14/6/08 | KAIFA SPORTS DAY

im listenin t 'keep ur hands off my girl' rite now n i just wanna say: JOEL'S VOICE IS SO SEXAAAYYY!! XD
*cough* us sekompond-ers came exceptionally early n th place wz pretty deserted when we entered.
since i already have pictures n videos of th sports day, n rele memorable things both gud and bad happened, i wont bother typin in detail abt it. bt i shall present in bullet points:
*i totally messed up th kempo demonstration.
*i had a grudge on th colour green for a while cz of tht day.
*us blue ppl lost. green won.
*i broke off a piece of th team card n calld it th "piece of victory"
*i found fikar n jihad t be very amusing ther.
*after evrybody left, n us sekompond ppl wer th only ones, me n mater hung around next t [umar?] n hamzah wer he [they?] wer sitting. we wer fiddlin with our al-tazaj food n goodie bags i believe. md soon came very norakly playin with a tambourine n teasing th awfully poor twins. this resulted in them playin football.
*we wer then calld by th mothers t pick out th leftover prizes [i remember boii being thrilled abt his pan] n we dd tht for a while.
*after much confusion, we found out tht we hadta go with th fathers bcuz me n cc's mom had errands t do. dnf disappeared btw.
*me md dhe3 CC n ocha hadta squeeze in one car with mr.bang [om bangun] n dad at th front. i wz th last one t come in, bt when md wz tryin t get in th car she sorta stumbled n flew backwards, bumping into me who yelped in reflex 'ALHAMDULILLAH' bt th case wz tht i wz also stumbling backwards XDXDXDXD it dusnt sound funny when i describe it, bt BELIEVE ME, me n md wer laughin til tears came out, n when we told th story t evryone else in th car, they laughed very, very hard too. XD *specially carisa. th reason y i screamed 'alhamdulillah' whilst nearly FALLING wz cz i just finished burping when md bumped into me. : D BWAHAHAAHAHAH XDXDXDXD we roared for a long, long time.
*turns out we wer goin t arya's apartment!! th actual event wznt actually in his house bt we spent th hours ther, watchin 'th moment of truth'. it wz rele suspensin n interestin n we wer all like gasping n ooh-inh n aah-ing n goin 'ckck u naughty woman' n stuff. XD hamzah wz sittin bhind me surprisingly and then his twin brother joined.
*me n CCwer th only ones left i think. i went t arya's room with cania n played guitar hero. it wz nice~
i think thts all i havta say for tday!~

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Sunday 15/6/08

nothing happened tday - i just played in th laptop as usual. th yr10's had another study session i think bt i ddnt come.

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Monday 16/6/08

i cant say nothin happened tday. lots of things happened. one of em includes th end t my personal fights *alhamdulillah y Allah. th other wz just playin RO all afternoon n evenin with fajar. i felt bad, cz he wz meant t be studying. well, not yet rele. xD bt it wz great fun.

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Tuesday 17/6/08 | STUDY SESSION AGAIN

ther wz confusion as t when tday's study session wud start, bt i went ther aftar asar at 3:30pm-ish. i told fajar i'd go after asar n he sed he wud too. he also told me tht he wznt allowed t play in th laptop [as instructed by tnte siwi] so when in RO he logged in all of a sudden i asked somethin along th lines of 'wt abt ur mom?'. he told me she wz asleep, so we played tgether freely. bt then he went off all of a sudden, then back online again. he sed tht his mom wz awake, bt she's gone now. later on he went offline again and now his and iwan's msn went off too!! im pretty quick at thinkin when it comes t solvin stuff like this so i grinned t myself 'fajar ure soo busted'. bsides, he wz meant t be studyin! n th day bfore i wz like tmorrow u better not play RO for too long.
well, since i already sholated, i went t th clubhouse wer ther wz iwan indra dhea n andin~ o: i wz just sittin down helpin andin with her maths, when i noticed tht they all had a study date except me cz they wer teachin one another TAT
iwan > dhea
indra > andin {both maths?}
LOL XDXDXD i wz all gunyuu cz i ddnt have a date n they told me t find one n someone suggested fajar n i wz like yeah he's supposed t be here! i then felt hungry so i rushed back home t eat some ice cream. i checkd my mobile n i got an sms from fajar o: he sed he got caught. BWAHAHAHAHA XDXDXDXDXD i knew it.
so, i smsed tht guy pleading him t try n ask his mom if he wz allowed t come or not. he sounded as if he wznt able t make it or even try askin cz his mom's angry. in th clubhouse md appeared, thus resulting in iwan having 2 dates now cz andin went over t him XD i think.
since i wznt teachin anymore, i went t th gym and started runnin on th treadmill. when i stepped outside, i found fajar sitting on th couch next t mine! : D i wz grinning. i asked him somethin t do abt how his mom let him n all n he went on with a long story abt his ESCAPE. tht kid actually ran away XD stupid stupid. it wz a funny story tho.

th yr10s wer studyin math n he, as a yr8, wz studyin science. in msn he told me he wz too shy t come cz of tht matter bt well at least in th end he came anyway XD

well, from then on til maghrib, adi n farah came. adi wz of course with th yr10s, n farah with me n fajar. md talkd more with th others obviously - th yr8s wer much more serious in their studies than them xDD *this fact only applied 20 minutes bfore maghrib btw.
bfore th yr8s wer so serious, me n fajar kept chattering abt a buncha stuff. i only remember stuff abt his fantasies n dreams, n his school life. i dunno, we dd talk a lot. ther wz also adi's dad, tho i ddnt rele notice him obviously.
fajar also told me how he sneaked in his house n snatched a math paper he wnted t ask me abt, bt his mother wz actually ther reading a newspaper XDXD unfortunately i cudnt answer his question very surely. it wz a maths igcse paper 2, abt venn diagrams @___@;; once he sighed n sed something along th lines of 'yahh g bsa chatting deh nnti' [bcuz ehem2, his mom raged] n i questioned without knowing th answer at all 'emank chatting sma siapa?' n he lukd at me n replied 'kmu' as if its obvious. i wz like 'oh', bcuz its not!
during th session i wz drawing a pic of a random person n after a while i added features tht made fajar remark 'thts trent harrison' rite after i sed how cool he lukd. i resented tht he luks too keren t be trent harrison n tht boy started glaring at me. XD we had several quiet utterances of unacceptance, n my mouth sometimes sed th opposite of wt my heart wz thinkin. *yes ppl, it's my heart tht does all th thinkin, not my brain XD
after those quiet moments [i dunno y bt we spoke lowly out of reflex. bsides, it wz pretty private so we ddnt anyone t hear dd we?] he started studyin for real, n i bgan helpin farah by askin her questions. while i wz drawin n talkin t fajar bfore btw, she kept sayin stuff so loudly bt i ddnt even pay attention, bcuz she wz interrupting our conversation! >___>;; *if u read my previous journal u cud have remembered tht she also kept interrupting when me n fajar wer partners n practised in kempo
finally it wz maghrib, n after some minutes i went out n started walkin home. th rest wz still in th clubhouse or dhea's house, idk. i went up t fadhli n inquired abt his poor poor hand. fajar also went up n disturbed. hohs weller. we 3 walkd tgether home n i sensed tht tht boy wz in a pretty bad mood. i wz just starin blankly at front when fajar softly sed tht he saw a shooting star n pointed at th sky. urghh i so wnted t see!! >___< at nite i started bein miserable again n ranted at poor arya.

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Wednesday 18/6/08 | ANDIN'S HOUSE

i cant believe its a week til i go t indo. im so not ready. ther will be large changes. no arya, iwan or md. i wonder how tht'll be.. *also, im just not anticipating for th flight >__<
tday i wz reluctantly brot out of th house at 9AM [NOT in my usual schedule of arousement at 10:30-11:30AM] t andin's house, bt first we went t th house next door tht belonged t tnte nurul.
when andin n dhea came into view [they finished their exams tht day] all th mothers tht wer ther went t andin's. her house wz HUUUUUUUUUUGE. o____o;; and pretty. and had lots of entertainment - stop thinkin pervertedly u naughty ppl *slaps*. it wz 10AM already.

i went t andin's room n it wz just as big. my eyes wer entranced by th DDR mat tht laid on th floor ready t be stepped on. me n dhea wer all hyped up n immediately started playing XDXDXD we wer such noobs. bt dhea wz better than me. n whoa, andin's sure got DDR skills. she wz so faast! Dx tho bfore i left tht house, i knew i improved 8)

th mothers wnted t go t andin's house mainly t learn how t bake some cake which i discovered later at home fantastically delicious! *0*
bt me dhea n andin ddnt bother t watch. insted, we played DDR, watched America's Got Talent [its a gud show btw, bt thers just too much singing n im kinda sick of tht], ate yummy soto.. dhea n andin played in th computer whilst i karaoke-ed. tnte retno sed my voice wz gud >__>;; i wz tryin not t be heard!! DX bt oh well.
at 12:30 we went t school~ me n mater tried lukin for mr.parry t deal with IA business bt we cudnt find him TAT i even asked hamzah bt he ddnt c him either. nobody did!! Dx oh well. im gunna havta suffer a wrong-name-calling in th ceremony on thursday .__. unless i talk t him bforehand!!
i wz just standin around with nisa n cania or someone when i saw th kompond boys walkin by. my God fajar lukd so irate o___O he lukd like he wnted t beat a person up if they dare get near him.
in ze car [oh its been forever since i sat at th back after school T__T] me n nisa talkd abt dumb stuff like her lack of studying n school stuff. me n fadhli talkd abt RO. 8) i thot nisa wz gunna go t villaggio with me later tht day bt she ddnt >___>
i dont bother typin abt th villaggio trip cz its not interesting xcept tht virgin is band products heaven, except it doesnt have ANY good charlotte or wtever stuff. they just have AC/DC, slipknot, korn, green day, linkin park, bla3. bleh.

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sooo tht wz my past almost-2-weeks. when u read it it dusnt seem long, bt it LOOKS long. and trust me, it takes even longer t type it up! duh. x___x;;
well i hope this journal's entertaining anyway - if u actually read it. XDXDXD
i cant believe it's 1:00AM now. n i sed i wnted t sleep at 10.