ahh i havent typed a journal in 4 days ~ lol so wut xp
RO ISNT LOGGING ON!! x_________x;;
its makin me annoyed.. cz i wanna level up!! argh argh argh DX it says 'failed t connect t server' n im so worried cz i wz just installing a firewall n maybe thts th cause ToT;; RO PLZ WORK, I DONT WANNA STUDY!! DX
anyway i wnted t type a journal cz i had a .. kinda sad dream last nite; well ther wz more than 1 bt i only remembered th last one i had bfore wakin up.
ok so, i wz in a mall, n my family split up, so i wz with dad. we went t th food court t eat after goin up sum mouldy staircase - th place lukd like a typical indonesian mall/pasar thing .. like.. ITC or something u know?
ok so then we wer eating, n then i heard an enormous rumble, bt my dad continued eatin his burger n i wz lukin around th place worried. all of a sudden water came rushing in th mall n it went as high as my knee i think! o______O;; i wz terrified bt evrybody continued eating, like this wz somethin typical t happen on like th 3rd floor or something! bt THEN a HUGE wave came bursting in and th entire place wz DROWNED n i thot i wz gunna die.
my dad tugged at my arm t go t th left, bt i cudnt c an exit ther n just swam t th rite, with my instincts. i held my breath for as long as i cud as i kept swimming twards an opening of light. when i exited, for some odd reason i wz on a sloping pavement n all th water wz like.. soaked or summat oxo!
bt for dear life, i climbed up a nearby hill [?] n stood next t a tree clinging on shivering cz of how wet i wz, as i watched families n ppls n bla3s trudge away from th mall soaked n hugging each other. then i screamed ' PAPAHHH! PAPAHH!' for ages n ages til i found him walkin bhind some other men, NOT WET and READING A MAP? WTH? bt then i ran t him n started hugging n crying n stuff XD he seemed fine ToT;;
afterwards we went t th front of th mall wer i saw many vendors lukin after their stuff [for wt?] n then i met up with th rest of my family n .. thts abt it i think. i woke up at 9AM 8D
now i shall amuse myself with katekyo hitman reborn episodes insted of studyin~
Wednesday, 28 May 2008
Saturday, 24 May 2008
>____>
in yr11
th exams u take
r not only iGCSE's
or wtever they cud be
bt ..
thers life exams too
abt love
friendship
personality
..
ya, gtu deh
n theyre not by th cambridge or wtever exam board
theyre by Allah SWT
n u kno wt
theyre way more difficult than writing pages n pages of 19 exams
im havin trouble with one of my tests.. God's trials..
n well, ive done this so many times
bt unlike exams, which u can easily ace if u memorise all th answers t 1 paper-
th ones God make.. has so many ways t get th rite solution
its not easy bein me -
its not easy bein 15 =\
n its definitely not easy takin 19 school exams ..
n abt 10 other ones tht matter much more for ur life n afterlife
im tryin t be patient u kno
tryin t .. just wait?
or prhaps do somethin?
bt basically wt i mean is ..
i just want help
now; wt am i gunna do over th week insted of studyin, cz i have no exams yet til th 2nd of june?
th exams u take
r not only iGCSE's
or wtever they cud be
bt ..
thers life exams too
abt love
friendship
personality
..
ya, gtu deh
n theyre not by th cambridge or wtever exam board
theyre by Allah SWT
n u kno wt
theyre way more difficult than writing pages n pages of 19 exams
im havin trouble with one of my tests.. God's trials..
n well, ive done this so many times
bt unlike exams, which u can easily ace if u memorise all th answers t 1 paper-
th ones God make.. has so many ways t get th rite solution
its not easy bein me -
its not easy bein 15 =\
n its definitely not easy takin 19 school exams ..
n abt 10 other ones tht matter much more for ur life n afterlife
im tryin t be patient u kno
tryin t .. just wait?
or prhaps do somethin?
bt basically wt i mean is ..
i just want help
now; wt am i gunna do over th week insted of studyin, cz i have no exams yet til th 2nd of june?
Sunday, 18 May 2008
die another day
when i c ur smiling face it makes me wanna cry
idk
idk
idk
idk
idk
actually i do.
exams from mon-fri
7 in total i think
..
stupid . .
life
or person?
thers nobody t talk abt this to.
well, ther is
bt theyre not ther for me.
someone used t be-
bt they're th last person i want t kno abt this
cz they wont care, u know?
idk
idk
idk
idk
idk
actually i do.
exams from mon-fri
7 in total i think
..
stupid . .
life
or person?
thers nobody t talk abt this to.
well, ther is
bt theyre not ther for me.
someone used t be-
bt they're th last person i want t kno abt this
cz they wont care, u know?
overall : bad
ugh, i thot tht with th revival of terms with hamzah, i'd not be so emo anymore bt its staying >_____>;;
ill make th journal as short as i can [which is possibly an impossible task for me], cz it's 1AM n i rele wanna sleep. its abt yesterday btw.
kaifa: mr. bilal phillips speech like wt umar mentioned. i listened t th smoking parts, n th some history parts. bt other than tht, i wznt payin attention. i have no idea wt i wz doin - oh yeah, readin th sunnah booklet + drawing th draft for umar's pic. :b i wz sittin inbetween carisa n nisa, we wer at th top of th auditorium 8D after several droning hours, me, dk, md, carisa, ichay n icha wnted t go t th toilet *we wer DESPERATE* bt at th floor we wer in [1 or somethin], it wznt ther so we went t th ground floor. bt then it wznt ther either XD we climbed up th escalator bt th door only lead t th elevator! so then we went t th 2nd floor, bt ther wz nothin ther so we went back down. bt wnted t go back up or somethin - only t find th elevator stuck XD it wudnt close or open. imagine if we wer in it! id be freaked out. im scared of elevators u know? ;D finally we found th toilet in th ground floor in th woman's section. we wer saved yeah ~ i calld tht th toilet chronicles. *hero music* ive had several others bfore, in th kbri n at school i think. oh yes, i failed t find n meet th twins t wish them a happy bday DD: oh well.
home: th miserable part! it wz like 1pm or somethin n i had my laptop on my bed so i can listen t music while i draw umar's pic at my study table. *oh yes i just realised i havent had any memorable dreams since a while DD: bt then i rememberd abt our little ice skatin plan, which backfired cz umar wudnt ask hamzah for me *u made me so angry ther man* n fajar wudnt help me ask umar either. i forgot y [th chat log can explain] bt then afterwards me n fajar had a fight, with my huge meaningful rants n his calm ignorant replies >___>;; God, he made me so angry n sad, bt heh heh guess wt i ddnt cough up any tears. he n umar made me so effed up n i told like carisa n cania n afdal some parts of it [th fajar log shall be kept secret]. i wz like angry/depressed for 2hrs. i cooled down by lukin for SLR cameras for my bday present. i also started umar's pic, which i dd so reluctantly cz of wt happened earlier, bt i just wnted t be nice n prhaps a drawin cud make him happy for he receives somethin in his bday =\ . i rushed it so bad whilst listenin t music n 10 minutes bfore maghrib hijrah-ed t th twins' house. i wz still sad bcuz of th fajar incident, bt when i rang th bell hamzah opened th door, just th person i wnted t c~ th conversation goes somethin like 'hamzah, happy bday!' n he went 'thanks' or somethin idk, then i shoved his pic at him n asked wher umar wz, hamzah lukd inside his house n sed 'he's.. sumwher' or somethin along those lines, then i sed 'oh ok wtever give this t him ok n tell him i sed happy bday' *shoves umar's pic at hamzah* 'byee!' 'bye' n he closed th door. :b mission accomplished 8D sorta. well enjoy ur pic umar. i transferred my laptop back t th dining room n wz abt t get ready for kempo when suddenly th adzhan boomed n i saw fajar openin up a chat with me t say he wz sorry n stuff. oh, i dcided not t be so soft on him anymore so i asked him questions first n well.. yeah. bt at least tht shows he still finds me his friend.. or somethin .__.
drive: i went in th sudarsana mobile n he n i ddnt say a word until dhea came in >__> or dd he ask me abt somethin i wz takin out of my bag? ahh wtever. she wz in th middle. we talkd abt jungle zone n arranged t go tmorrow [aka tday], altho we needed t invite th others n stuff. he seemed so cheerful rite ther n then, so different when he's online. thruout th rest of th journey they kept talkin abt indonesia n stuff n evrytime they do tht i get upset .. cz of a private reason; n so i just stayed quiet n only talkd whenever - whenever.
kempo: it wz kinda happy, bt overall upsetting n regretful .x.;; we wer warming up n fajar stud next t me, n while we wer doin so he kept sayin somethin bt i had no idea who to, maybe t himself, or t iwan who wz bside him, or myself even. bt i ddnt hear any word he sed - except somethin like 'i thot u wer happy'. i wnted t answer bt i ddnt. he also attempted t say somethin tht wud make me laugh bt i ddnt understand him n just choked out a small grin. i dunno y i wz like tht at first, bt then later on in th nite i realised its cuz i wz still kinda heart broken by his words tht his rele friendly actions rite in those 2hrs wer too fast n too much for me t handle. i ddnt recover yet, t put it simply. i believe i kept puttin a blank face, n like wt i remember hamzah saying, when im not smiling or frowning, it luks like im frowning. i felt fajar luk at me several times. after warmup th sensei [ther wz only 1, so he hadta handle us 3 kyus himself] dealt with th small kids so us girls sat tgether n talkd abt stuff. me n carisa wer laughin so hard abt this girl's name in my class XDDXD i dunno whether t say astaghfirullah or not, so let's just say it: astaghfirullah. bt i wz so dyin of laughter, thanks mater, thanks mater. just th rite medicine :b after a while it wz time t practise our demos again x.x our daii2s wer fine bt then th sensei sed we shud stop at tenchikeng - n he then sed he wnts t change our kote nuki to gyaku kote! o___o;; *glek* thts th one wher u get t banting2. i mean, i sed i wnted t banting fajar bt i ddnt kno it wud come true.. n turns out, gyaku kote is so hard for me. fajar kept teachin me [he wz so gud at it .__.] bt i kept failin n i felt bad cz i wz th one thts meant t banting him bt i cudnt even twist his wrist rite. i kept grabbing his arm insted of his wrist + palm, n it hurted him in th way its not supposed to. i kept tryin n tryin, basically just with him, n sometimes from dhe3 n th sensei. once when he dd it t me, a billion times infact, he hurted my wrist rele bad, so when i sed 'fajar tht hurts!' n stuff, n he replied 'so wt', i glared at him n sed 'i wont be able t draw anymore' n in reflex simply walkd off n he wz sayin 'im sorry' bt then he went t carisa t .. fool around? idk. she n i wz still laughin abt th name. sooner or later, th sensei wnted us t form a circle so we can all watch each other, n when it wz me n fajar's turn i messed up evrything. i cudnt do it at all T____T i also felt bad cz fajar tried t teach me n he wz actually patient with it, carefully showin me wher t put my fingers n all bt i fell thru. when he wz showin me by tryin t banting me, his fingernails wer diggin in my hand n i snapped 'cut ur nails' n he apologised ther too. i dunno how he can be so nice n caring when just a few hours ago he wz sayin things tht wud end a bond in a cinch. i sat down in th circle next t him n carisa in complete failure; when th sensei calld hariz over n he gave a very gud demonstration of th technique. us girls clapped bt th boys arya iwan n fajar ddnt, i sed ' pd jealous niih' n dhea sed so too i guess, fajar answered 'kyk kmu bsa aj' n i got offended. i think he tried a lot of times after tht t make conversation bt i ddnt answer much - so then i sat quietly hugging my knees n when th circle wz over, th sensei dealt with somethin n i wz just .. sittin doin nothin rele except thinkin. later on it wz time for a final practise of th demo, n i wz determined n actually more remorse + upset than bfore. soon it wz time for th gyaku kote, n ppl forgot tht they hadta do it after someone's command; only me dhe3 fajar n cania got it rite. th sensei wntd us t repeat it, i tuk a deep breath in my head as i prformed th gyaku kote, not lukin at fajar's eyes at all like wt i usually do when we're in normal status, n u know wt? i dd it rite, with no obvious mistakes. i think i hurted him when i twisted his arm n kickd him, bt i wz rele .. i dunno, wt wz i? sad? depressed? upset? regretful? i had no idea. bt i rele ddnt recover from th heartbreak, so i just.. left him after i finished. th sensei then hadta deal with th senpais, so we just sat down n watched them, th boys n dhe3 n frh wer playin with alif. later on th others joined th circle n we talkd abt perverted stuff lol. it wz then time t break up, n in th car i dd not sit next t fajar, bt on th opposite side wher i cud lean on th window, luk outside n just ignore th conversations goin round in ther, except when they asked me questions or talkd abt jungle zone n such.
in th last gyaku kote of th nite, when i wz in th process of swingin fajar's wrist around so tht he'll fall, n he landed on his front n i wz gettin ready t push his shoulder, he sed 'you can do it' as support - n tht wz th last thing he sed t me tht nite. maybe.
ill make th journal as short as i can [which is possibly an impossible task for me], cz it's 1AM n i rele wanna sleep. its abt yesterday btw.
kaifa: mr. bilal phillips speech like wt umar mentioned. i listened t th smoking parts, n th some history parts. bt other than tht, i wznt payin attention. i have no idea wt i wz doin - oh yeah, readin th sunnah booklet + drawing th draft for umar's pic. :b i wz sittin inbetween carisa n nisa, we wer at th top of th auditorium 8D after several droning hours, me, dk, md, carisa, ichay n icha wnted t go t th toilet *we wer DESPERATE* bt at th floor we wer in [1 or somethin], it wznt ther so we went t th ground floor. bt then it wznt ther either XD we climbed up th escalator bt th door only lead t th elevator! so then we went t th 2nd floor, bt ther wz nothin ther so we went back down. bt wnted t go back up or somethin - only t find th elevator stuck XD it wudnt close or open. imagine if we wer in it! id be freaked out. im scared of elevators u know? ;D finally we found th toilet in th ground floor in th woman's section. we wer saved yeah ~ i calld tht th toilet chronicles. *hero music* ive had several others bfore, in th kbri n at school i think. oh yes, i failed t find n meet th twins t wish them a happy bday DD: oh well.
home: th miserable part! it wz like 1pm or somethin n i had my laptop on my bed so i can listen t music while i draw umar's pic at my study table. *oh yes i just realised i havent had any memorable dreams since a while DD: bt then i rememberd abt our little ice skatin plan, which backfired cz umar wudnt ask hamzah for me *u made me so angry ther man* n fajar wudnt help me ask umar either. i forgot y [th chat log can explain] bt then afterwards me n fajar had a fight, with my huge meaningful rants n his calm ignorant replies >___>;; God, he made me so angry n sad, bt heh heh guess wt i ddnt cough up any tears. he n umar made me so effed up n i told like carisa n cania n afdal some parts of it [th fajar log shall be kept secret]. i wz like angry/depressed for 2hrs. i cooled down by lukin for SLR cameras for my bday present. i also started umar's pic, which i dd so reluctantly cz of wt happened earlier, bt i just wnted t be nice n prhaps a drawin cud make him happy for he receives somethin in his bday =\ . i rushed it so bad whilst listenin t music n 10 minutes bfore maghrib hijrah-ed t th twins' house. i wz still sad bcuz of th fajar incident, bt when i rang th bell hamzah opened th door, just th person i wnted t c~ th conversation goes somethin like 'hamzah, happy bday!' n he went 'thanks' or somethin idk, then i shoved his pic at him n asked wher umar wz, hamzah lukd inside his house n sed 'he's.. sumwher' or somethin along those lines, then i sed 'oh ok wtever give this t him ok n tell him i sed happy bday' *shoves umar's pic at hamzah* 'byee!' 'bye' n he closed th door. :b mission accomplished 8D sorta. well enjoy ur pic umar. i transferred my laptop back t th dining room n wz abt t get ready for kempo when suddenly th adzhan boomed n i saw fajar openin up a chat with me t say he wz sorry n stuff. oh, i dcided not t be so soft on him anymore so i asked him questions first n well.. yeah. bt at least tht shows he still finds me his friend.. or somethin .__.
drive: i went in th sudarsana mobile n he n i ddnt say a word until dhea came in >__> or dd he ask me abt somethin i wz takin out of my bag? ahh wtever. she wz in th middle. we talkd abt jungle zone n arranged t go tmorrow [aka tday], altho we needed t invite th others n stuff. he seemed so cheerful rite ther n then, so different when he's online. thruout th rest of th journey they kept talkin abt indonesia n stuff n evrytime they do tht i get upset .. cz of a private reason; n so i just stayed quiet n only talkd whenever - whenever.
kempo: it wz kinda happy, bt overall upsetting n regretful .x.;; we wer warming up n fajar stud next t me, n while we wer doin so he kept sayin somethin bt i had no idea who to, maybe t himself, or t iwan who wz bside him, or myself even. bt i ddnt hear any word he sed - except somethin like 'i thot u wer happy'. i wnted t answer bt i ddnt. he also attempted t say somethin tht wud make me laugh bt i ddnt understand him n just choked out a small grin. i dunno y i wz like tht at first, bt then later on in th nite i realised its cuz i wz still kinda heart broken by his words tht his rele friendly actions rite in those 2hrs wer too fast n too much for me t handle. i ddnt recover yet, t put it simply. i believe i kept puttin a blank face, n like wt i remember hamzah saying, when im not smiling or frowning, it luks like im frowning. i felt fajar luk at me several times. after warmup th sensei [ther wz only 1, so he hadta handle us 3 kyus himself] dealt with th small kids so us girls sat tgether n talkd abt stuff. me n carisa wer laughin so hard abt this girl's name in my class XDDXD i dunno whether t say astaghfirullah or not, so let's just say it: astaghfirullah. bt i wz so dyin of laughter, thanks mater, thanks mater. just th rite medicine :b after a while it wz time t practise our demos again x.x our daii2s wer fine bt then th sensei sed we shud stop at tenchikeng - n he then sed he wnts t change our kote nuki to gyaku kote! o___o;; *glek* thts th one wher u get t banting2. i mean, i sed i wnted t banting fajar bt i ddnt kno it wud come true.. n turns out, gyaku kote is so hard for me. fajar kept teachin me [he wz so gud at it .__.] bt i kept failin n i felt bad cz i wz th one thts meant t banting him bt i cudnt even twist his wrist rite. i kept grabbing his arm insted of his wrist + palm, n it hurted him in th way its not supposed to. i kept tryin n tryin, basically just with him, n sometimes from dhe3 n th sensei. once when he dd it t me, a billion times infact, he hurted my wrist rele bad, so when i sed 'fajar tht hurts!' n stuff, n he replied 'so wt', i glared at him n sed 'i wont be able t draw anymore' n in reflex simply walkd off n he wz sayin 'im sorry' bt then he went t carisa t .. fool around? idk. she n i wz still laughin abt th name. sooner or later, th sensei wnted us t form a circle so we can all watch each other, n when it wz me n fajar's turn i messed up evrything. i cudnt do it at all T____T i also felt bad cz fajar tried t teach me n he wz actually patient with it, carefully showin me wher t put my fingers n all bt i fell thru. when he wz showin me by tryin t banting me, his fingernails wer diggin in my hand n i snapped 'cut ur nails' n he apologised ther too. i dunno how he can be so nice n caring when just a few hours ago he wz sayin things tht wud end a bond in a cinch. i sat down in th circle next t him n carisa in complete failure; when th sensei calld hariz over n he gave a very gud demonstration of th technique. us girls clapped bt th boys arya iwan n fajar ddnt, i sed ' pd jealous niih' n dhea sed so too i guess, fajar answered 'kyk kmu bsa aj' n i got offended. i think he tried a lot of times after tht t make conversation bt i ddnt answer much - so then i sat quietly hugging my knees n when th circle wz over, th sensei dealt with somethin n i wz just .. sittin doin nothin rele except thinkin. later on it wz time for a final practise of th demo, n i wz determined n actually more remorse + upset than bfore. soon it wz time for th gyaku kote, n ppl forgot tht they hadta do it after someone's command; only me dhe3 fajar n cania got it rite. th sensei wntd us t repeat it, i tuk a deep breath in my head as i prformed th gyaku kote, not lukin at fajar's eyes at all like wt i usually do when we're in normal status, n u know wt? i dd it rite, with no obvious mistakes. i think i hurted him when i twisted his arm n kickd him, bt i wz rele .. i dunno, wt wz i? sad? depressed? upset? regretful? i had no idea. bt i rele ddnt recover from th heartbreak, so i just.. left him after i finished. th sensei then hadta deal with th senpais, so we just sat down n watched them, th boys n dhe3 n frh wer playin with alif. later on th others joined th circle n we talkd abt perverted stuff lol. it wz then time t break up, n in th car i dd not sit next t fajar, bt on th opposite side wher i cud lean on th window, luk outside n just ignore th conversations goin round in ther, except when they asked me questions or talkd abt jungle zone n such.
in th last gyaku kote of th nite, when i wz in th process of swingin fajar's wrist around so tht he'll fall, n he landed on his front n i wz gettin ready t push his shoulder, he sed 'you can do it' as support - n tht wz th last thing he sed t me tht nite. maybe.
Saturday, 17 May 2008
*sigh*
ther u go again..
i dont wanna cry for this anymore
it happened way too many times
its not my fault
n i dont deserve this
so u dont deserve me
i dont wanna cry for this anymore
it happened way too many times
its not my fault
n i dont deserve this
so u dont deserve me
Thursday, 15 May 2008
crazy n kinda misfortunate day
hha tday's very.. interesting. crazy. funny. disappointing. wonderful. unfortunate. happy. stupid. 
mixed2.
bt i guess thts wt life's all abt eh?
i left th kompond with th boys swimmin. huhu, ppls r all havin a long weekend whilst i suffer with 3 exams in one day >___>;;
th maths exam wznt rele hard..
i wz able t do evrythin .. at least
altho thers kinda confusin stuff.
anyway after discussin th exam as usual;
me n sammy headed t her car so we can go t CC ;D
HER CAR WZ SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SHINYYY!! *_________________________*
i acted like a total noob as i went on abt how its black and thers leather n th top is black n thers AC at th side of th window n bla3..
it's a Mercedes Benz S-Class XDXDXD pkkny it wz so effin cool.. xDD;
on th way i studied for my iCT exams :] i dd tht thru th entire CC journey btw.
when we reached we went t starbucks n sat for like 30mins studyin iCT whilst slurpin frappucinos. i kept dripping mine n puttin stains on th paper XDXDXD
after tht we lukd around a lot of shops, mostly th guy sections n all cz ther wz somethin urgent. we saw other QIS students aussi~
then bfore we knew it it wz 12pm n i hadta sholat o: sammy ordered th food n stuff n we gobbled it down :B kfc. XDXDXD *op corse.
soon after; it wz 12:30. th exam wud start at 1:30.
sammy wnted t buy a .. torso thing in splash, n we dcided t rush.
BT TH STUPID CASHIER GUY SLOWED US DOWN.
it wz already liek 1:00PM N ME N SAMMY WER GOIN 'AHHH' - well in our heads, bt in real life we wer TRYIN t be patient as th stupid guy dd all th idiotic barcode stuff n bla3. i mean.. GOD!! she bot me a shirt tho for QR20. its red :b
we then RAN to th other side of th mall XD t th parking lot near th line-a-lator with magic corn at th bottom. op corse i ran way faster than sammy bt then my ribcage started t ache xp
we wer panickin for dear life. i prayed t God tht we'd make it- just a few times, bt sammy went on and on n on while i wz bein over confident tht we'd reach in time.
and we did :b we reached at like 1:08pm XD
ther wz more time t spare. so i went t th bathroom. XD *th runnin dd it
hmmh.. th french listenin .. wznt hard at all rele. i ddnt memorize any words bt i wz able t understand nearly evrythin alhamdulillah kekhehkehe. well th last question wz hard bt.. its always like tht =\
th iCT exam wz a total PAIN IN TH WRIST.. i mean, i can already get RSI cz of too much typin, bt an ICT exam aching our wrists bcuz of WRITING? oh come on! th questions in th exam wer dronely repeated evry single past paper so i just speed-wrote evrythin i remembered at th last minute in th car n finished 45mins bfore th actual end time which wz 4:30pm. i waited until 4:30pm harhar for mom t come, she told me th others wer havin a party. tht wz th disappointing news. me; doin 3 exams, out from 7:30 til 5:00pm whislt evryone wer havin fun from 11-5? DD: thts so unfair!
when we reached i felt weird bein th only one with uniform so i ddnt bother joinin any photoshoots, insted i'd rather take th pics bt i hardly did anyway.
we went outside after a while n btw in th house i waved at hamzah after like.. a month of not doin so. felt gud felt gud :b
dehors, on a joue avec.. l'appareil-photo. well, les filles. les garcons a premiere jouent devant chez dnf's mais apres ca ils sont alles a de court de tennis. ils ont joue au foot, as usual. *doesnt kno how t say as usual XDXD
in english: outside, we played with.. th camera. well, th girls. th boys at first played in front of dnf's bt then after tht they went t th tennis court. they played football, as usual.
umm, i had a lil idea i wnted t do with mater cz she lukd so pretty i wnted t photo her doin somethin conceptual, bt it kinda failed XD i made iwan th football kicker bt whenever i clickd th cam th ball and her wz never in air at th same time DX hohs weller, at least we tried. iwan n carisa seemd t have fun tgether after tht XDX *we had a billion tries.
fajar seemd t be ignorin me n tht pissed me off so badly bcuz i hate not bein calld by him. he appeared next t me askin if i wz goin t kempo n i sed yes bt deep down i wnted t sneer 'y shud u care'.
until maghrib we just hung around a lamppost takin pix n talkin n doin nothin. i gave dhea a present btw and hopefully she likes it. soon it wz time for kempo n i went home bt then after askin dad who's gonna antar i went back t dnf's t report.
i dcided t open th door cz i wz already siap t go n then i heard a shuffle of footsteps i know distinctly. yes hamzah, thts u, i kno how u walk. XD *plz dont be scared of me DX i just know how u walk out of th blue, ok? indra ke-enam? presences? XD anyhow i quickly fetched my usb which i left on th chair n ran outside. unsure of wt t say, i dcided t yell wt first came out of my mind.
'STOP RITE THER!' -when i told this t mater in kempo, she wz laughin.
he stopped. xD i have no idea wt u wer thinkin rite then.
it wz in front of fajar's house n i went on abt how i told umar t watch my hari kartini vid bt he wudnt want th usb so now im givin it t u, th filename's HK ok bla3
n i have no clue wt u wer replyin t tht hamzah. xD
bt wtever, i wz glad t talk again so i went back home.
soon when dad reached i told him i wz gunna go t dnf's t tell evryone t be prepared. we had a huuuge hassle abt who goes t fajar's car n mine cuz with dhe3 rania CC dnf 1 car wont fit. it wz then dcided tht carisa n dhea goes t fajar's car.
we wer already per kyu *hha i think thts how u spell it* yet they ddnt even arrive yet! i wz worried sick. turns out they wer 'trsesat' n had huge traffic. xp we had huge traffic too, bt dad tuk th normal route so it wznt tht long; bt om agus tuk a different unknown route which is th root of ze problem. *LOL.
when they all came we had another fuss abt who shud stand bhind who cuz we wer gunna practice for th demo. th urutan goes like this [SO WE CAN ALL REMEMBER]:
arya | iwan | carisa | dhea | fajar | cania
[no1] | tisa? | errin | farah | me | dhe3
ther! now next lesson we wont have anymore arguments. :b i dont remember fajar bein in front of me tho >__>;;
here's th demo sequence, which we kept repeatin over and over n over til th sensei wz satisfied XD:
1. gessho/kesu! re - kamei : *kiai* -hidari pose slowly- 'hmmph'. - cania's command
2. giiwakeng daichi 2x - cania's command [no sayin th technique, just ich ni san shi gou]
3. giiwakeng daini 2x - dhea [same rule as above]
4. zentengkang - dhe3
5. tenchikeng daichi once - dhe3
6. ich! -juuji ashi mai; hiraki sangate *my line* - dhe3
7. zentengkang; fajar's line - cania
8. ich! -kote nuki; fajar's line - my line attack - cania
9. ich! -ryuusui geri, fajar's line; my line attack - cania
FIN! oh how i love kempo <3
fajar kept holdin my arm insted of my wrist in kote nuki >_____>;; bt after several practices of his invitation after i complained; he got th grip rite. when we're partnerised we havta luk in each other's eyes cz thts th rule as wt sensei hadi states, bt whenever i luk in fajar's he always make expressions n its rele disturbing x.x
we ddnt practice a lot in th ryuusui geri, just th kote nuki. th sensei wnted us t do gyaku kote, which is when we get t banting th person down *i cudve done tht t fajar* bt th others ddnt wanna. ah dammit~
well; a lot of th times me n mater n cania n dhe3 we laughin hilariously at stupid sasu stuff. XD n stupid smexay poses. XD and dance moves of justin timberlake + sasu xDXD God they wer so funny xp oh yes. i also told em abt th epic hanif kid story n we laughed t death XD n started doin th trademark 'cash.' pose n assumed tht th kid's brother wz th one tht taught it so tht he'll luk cool XDXDXD
oh yes, farah discovered wt STFU means in tht lesson. she sed it out loud n i gasped n when fajar sed it i wz like tutut-ing or somethin. XD
when th kyu session wz over, we all had a drink break n i started tellin fajar abt somethin n he made fun of someone n i started wackin him with my belt bt missed. i glared at tht stupid boy. bt then after i told mater i went back t tellin him anyway xD
in th car me n fajar had th worst physical + verbal fights we've ever had since we first met in 2006 *and even in tht year we had a lot. it wznt our first time doin so in dnf's car tho XD im not sure abt th reason, bt i think it startd by when i wz sulkin abt his insult earlier on tht i started wackin him with my belt again a lil bit. i think from then we got in a huge wrestle of my wonderfully pointy elbows nudgin his arm n wtever i cud get hold of and his blunt elbows shovin against my arm. ddnt hurt >D bt i made him in so much pain cz i hit him rele hard [with th elbow] on his arm, n he started wincing. he tried hittin my legs bt it ddnt hurt [and frh tickled me with her attempt XD]; then when i tried t hit him on his legs with my elbow, it hurted >D MWAHAHAHA~
om ali wz so busy talkin t iwan n dhea wz sleepin n farah wz just watchin th live match XD *4 pplz at th back btw
i went on abt how he's such a nothin-t-be-proud-of show off [cz he wz braggin abt his high level in RO; he sed i wz jealous cz of it n i scoffed n remarkd stuff] even tho he sed other ppl r show offs too n tht he's a hypocrite for tht etc. - n thts when he bgan pushin me n i pushed him back [both with our arms as usual >__>;; i wonder wt happend t fists?] bt turns out he's much stronger than i thot so i got held back bhind farah XDXD i cudnt push him anywher XD he wz at th edge.
i mockd 'ure pretty strong for a stupid game freak' n th match went on in playful anger. frh wz sayin commentaries like 'ya iylah bs namany jg cwok!' xD
sooner or later he bgan mimickin evrythin i sed. when i sed somethin along th lines of 'wahh mau liat' he sed too 'wahh mau liat' n whenever he sed somethin n i wnted t mimick he goes 'hha u cant say it' n yaa gtu deh. more wrestlin n 'i can always hit u with my wonderful pointy elbow' threats by me. *as in, i actually hovered my elbow towards his face t scare him. XD he seriously lukd freakd out by th hand gestures he dd. xp
wew, physical + verbal fights in 1/2 an hour's car drive. oh yes, ther wz a football match goin in th khalifa stadium which conducted severe traffic bt i ddnt feel it at all bcuz of th immense tension of combat. *wtf? XD
i made a stupid phrase, 'shut the heaven down' after we talkd abt STFU - tht is, when we wer havin peace [just for a bit ;D]. he n i also recited th first lines of th video 'shoes' after i talkd abt th twin's bday; n him tiba2 saying 'happy birthday twins' *also tellin me th story of wt happend t him n umzah in th clubhouse* n me laughin so hardly along with him XD we laughed abt other stuff too bsides fightin, bt i forgot wt XD he made me cry cz of 'em xp n dont forget abt farah, she wz in th convo n spectating th violence all th way~
towards th end i waved my belt in front of his face cz i felt like it n he bgan pretendin t wanna gnaw it, like a dog wntin a bone [sorry im usin a dog for a simile], bt i pulld it back n farah went like 'biarin aj, liat klo dia gigit ato engga' n he did *gubrak*
later on i grew pretty tired of threatenin t hit him; n he stopped mimickin me when we reached th masjid near th kompond; n dcided t talk abt an issue tht wz runnin in my head for several days, n he left th car with a large blam of th door.
hohs weller .x.
at home i told mom t wash my belt n she wz like y i washed it already last time n i sed it's dirty, fajar wz biting it n she went ih jorok bgt fajar XDXDXD
LOL car + kempo sessions r crack. XD
mixed2.
bt i guess thts wt life's all abt eh?
i left th kompond with th boys swimmin. huhu, ppls r all havin a long weekend whilst i suffer with 3 exams in one day >___>;;
th maths exam wznt rele hard..
i wz able t do evrythin .. at least
altho thers kinda confusin stuff.
anyway after discussin th exam as usual;
me n sammy headed t her car so we can go t CC ;D
HER CAR WZ SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SHINYYY!! *_________________________*
i acted like a total noob as i went on abt how its black and thers leather n th top is black n thers AC at th side of th window n bla3..
it's a Mercedes Benz S-Class XDXDXD pkkny it wz so effin cool.. xDD;
on th way i studied for my iCT exams :] i dd tht thru th entire CC journey btw.
when we reached we went t starbucks n sat for like 30mins studyin iCT whilst slurpin frappucinos. i kept dripping mine n puttin stains on th paper XDXDXD
after tht we lukd around a lot of shops, mostly th guy sections n all cz ther wz somethin urgent. we saw other QIS students aussi~
then bfore we knew it it wz 12pm n i hadta sholat o: sammy ordered th food n stuff n we gobbled it down :B kfc. XDXDXD *op corse.
soon after; it wz 12:30. th exam wud start at 1:30.
sammy wnted t buy a .. torso thing in splash, n we dcided t rush.
BT TH STUPID CASHIER GUY SLOWED US DOWN.
it wz already liek 1:00PM N ME N SAMMY WER GOIN 'AHHH' - well in our heads, bt in real life we wer TRYIN t be patient as th stupid guy dd all th idiotic barcode stuff n bla3. i mean.. GOD!! she bot me a shirt tho for QR20. its red :b
we then RAN to th other side of th mall XD t th parking lot near th line-a-lator with magic corn at th bottom. op corse i ran way faster than sammy bt then my ribcage started t ache xp
we wer panickin for dear life. i prayed t God tht we'd make it- just a few times, bt sammy went on and on n on while i wz bein over confident tht we'd reach in time.
and we did :b we reached at like 1:08pm XD
ther wz more time t spare. so i went t th bathroom. XD *th runnin dd it
hmmh.. th french listenin .. wznt hard at all rele. i ddnt memorize any words bt i wz able t understand nearly evrythin alhamdulillah kekhehkehe. well th last question wz hard bt.. its always like tht =\
th iCT exam wz a total PAIN IN TH WRIST.. i mean, i can already get RSI cz of too much typin, bt an ICT exam aching our wrists bcuz of WRITING? oh come on! th questions in th exam wer dronely repeated evry single past paper so i just speed-wrote evrythin i remembered at th last minute in th car n finished 45mins bfore th actual end time which wz 4:30pm. i waited until 4:30pm harhar for mom t come, she told me th others wer havin a party. tht wz th disappointing news. me; doin 3 exams, out from 7:30 til 5:00pm whislt evryone wer havin fun from 11-5? DD: thts so unfair!
when we reached i felt weird bein th only one with uniform so i ddnt bother joinin any photoshoots, insted i'd rather take th pics bt i hardly did anyway.
we went outside after a while n btw in th house i waved at hamzah after like.. a month of not doin so. felt gud felt gud :b
dehors, on a joue avec.. l'appareil-photo. well, les filles. les garcons a premiere jouent devant chez dnf's mais apres ca ils sont alles a de court de tennis. ils ont joue au foot, as usual. *doesnt kno how t say as usual XDXD
in english: outside, we played with.. th camera. well, th girls. th boys at first played in front of dnf's bt then after tht they went t th tennis court. they played football, as usual.
umm, i had a lil idea i wnted t do with mater cz she lukd so pretty i wnted t photo her doin somethin conceptual, bt it kinda failed XD i made iwan th football kicker bt whenever i clickd th cam th ball and her wz never in air at th same time DX hohs weller, at least we tried. iwan n carisa seemd t have fun tgether after tht XDX *we had a billion tries.
fajar seemd t be ignorin me n tht pissed me off so badly bcuz i hate not bein calld by him. he appeared next t me askin if i wz goin t kempo n i sed yes bt deep down i wnted t sneer 'y shud u care'.
until maghrib we just hung around a lamppost takin pix n talkin n doin nothin. i gave dhea a present btw and hopefully she likes it. soon it wz time for kempo n i went home bt then after askin dad who's gonna antar i went back t dnf's t report.
i dcided t open th door cz i wz already siap t go n then i heard a shuffle of footsteps i know distinctly. yes hamzah, thts u, i kno how u walk. XD *plz dont be scared of me DX i just know how u walk out of th blue, ok? indra ke-enam? presences? XD anyhow i quickly fetched my usb which i left on th chair n ran outside. unsure of wt t say, i dcided t yell wt first came out of my mind.
'STOP RITE THER!' -when i told this t mater in kempo, she wz laughin.
he stopped. xD i have no idea wt u wer thinkin rite then.
it wz in front of fajar's house n i went on abt how i told umar t watch my hari kartini vid bt he wudnt want th usb so now im givin it t u, th filename's HK ok bla3
n i have no clue wt u wer replyin t tht hamzah. xD
bt wtever, i wz glad t talk again so i went back home.
soon when dad reached i told him i wz gunna go t dnf's t tell evryone t be prepared. we had a huuuge hassle abt who goes t fajar's car n mine cuz with dhe3 rania CC dnf 1 car wont fit. it wz then dcided tht carisa n dhea goes t fajar's car.
we wer already per kyu *hha i think thts how u spell it* yet they ddnt even arrive yet! i wz worried sick. turns out they wer 'trsesat' n had huge traffic. xp we had huge traffic too, bt dad tuk th normal route so it wznt tht long; bt om agus tuk a different unknown route which is th root of ze problem. *LOL.
when they all came we had another fuss abt who shud stand bhind who cuz we wer gunna practice for th demo. th urutan goes like this [SO WE CAN ALL REMEMBER]:
arya | iwan | carisa | dhea | fajar | cania
[no1] | tisa? | errin | farah | me | dhe3
ther! now next lesson we wont have anymore arguments. :b i dont remember fajar bein in front of me tho >__>;;
here's th demo sequence, which we kept repeatin over and over n over til th sensei wz satisfied XD:
1. gessho/kesu! re - kamei : *kiai* -hidari pose slowly- 'hmmph'. - cania's command
2. giiwakeng daichi 2x - cania's command [no sayin th technique, just ich ni san shi gou]
3. giiwakeng daini 2x - dhea [same rule as above]
4. zentengkang - dhe3
5. tenchikeng daichi once - dhe3
6. ich! -juuji ashi mai; hiraki sangate *my line* - dhe3
7. zentengkang; fajar's line - cania
8. ich! -kote nuki; fajar's line - my line attack - cania
9. ich! -ryuusui geri, fajar's line; my line attack - cania
FIN! oh how i love kempo <3
fajar kept holdin my arm insted of my wrist in kote nuki >_____>;; bt after several practices of his invitation after i complained; he got th grip rite. when we're partnerised we havta luk in each other's eyes cz thts th rule as wt sensei hadi states, bt whenever i luk in fajar's he always make expressions n its rele disturbing x.x
we ddnt practice a lot in th ryuusui geri, just th kote nuki. th sensei wnted us t do gyaku kote, which is when we get t banting th person down *i cudve done tht t fajar* bt th others ddnt wanna. ah dammit~
well; a lot of th times me n mater n cania n dhe3 we laughin hilariously at stupid sasu stuff. XD n stupid smexay poses. XD and dance moves of justin timberlake + sasu xDXD God they wer so funny xp oh yes. i also told em abt th epic hanif kid story n we laughed t death XD n started doin th trademark 'cash.' pose n assumed tht th kid's brother wz th one tht taught it so tht he'll luk cool XDXDXD
oh yes, farah discovered wt STFU means in tht lesson. she sed it out loud n i gasped n when fajar sed it i wz like tutut-ing or somethin. XD
when th kyu session wz over, we all had a drink break n i started tellin fajar abt somethin n he made fun of someone n i started wackin him with my belt bt missed. i glared at tht stupid boy. bt then after i told mater i went back t tellin him anyway xD
in th car me n fajar had th worst physical + verbal fights we've ever had since we first met in 2006 *and even in tht year we had a lot. it wznt our first time doin so in dnf's car tho XD im not sure abt th reason, bt i think it startd by when i wz sulkin abt his insult earlier on tht i started wackin him with my belt again a lil bit. i think from then we got in a huge wrestle of my wonderfully pointy elbows nudgin his arm n wtever i cud get hold of and his blunt elbows shovin against my arm. ddnt hurt >D bt i made him in so much pain cz i hit him rele hard [with th elbow] on his arm, n he started wincing. he tried hittin my legs bt it ddnt hurt [and frh tickled me with her attempt XD]; then when i tried t hit him on his legs with my elbow, it hurted >D MWAHAHAHA~
om ali wz so busy talkin t iwan n dhea wz sleepin n farah wz just watchin th live match XD *4 pplz at th back btw
i went on abt how he's such a nothin-t-be-proud-of show off [cz he wz braggin abt his high level in RO; he sed i wz jealous cz of it n i scoffed n remarkd stuff] even tho he sed other ppl r show offs too n tht he's a hypocrite for tht etc. - n thts when he bgan pushin me n i pushed him back [both with our arms as usual >__>;; i wonder wt happend t fists?] bt turns out he's much stronger than i thot so i got held back bhind farah XDXD i cudnt push him anywher XD he wz at th edge.
i mockd 'ure pretty strong for a stupid game freak' n th match went on in playful anger. frh wz sayin commentaries like 'ya iylah bs namany jg cwok!' xD
sooner or later he bgan mimickin evrythin i sed. when i sed somethin along th lines of 'wahh mau liat' he sed too 'wahh mau liat' n whenever he sed somethin n i wnted t mimick he goes 'hha u cant say it' n yaa gtu deh. more wrestlin n 'i can always hit u with my wonderful pointy elbow' threats by me. *as in, i actually hovered my elbow towards his face t scare him. XD he seriously lukd freakd out by th hand gestures he dd. xp
wew, physical + verbal fights in 1/2 an hour's car drive. oh yes, ther wz a football match goin in th khalifa stadium which conducted severe traffic bt i ddnt feel it at all bcuz of th immense tension of combat. *wtf? XD
i made a stupid phrase, 'shut the heaven down' after we talkd abt STFU - tht is, when we wer havin peace [just for a bit ;D]. he n i also recited th first lines of th video 'shoes' after i talkd abt th twin's bday; n him tiba2 saying 'happy birthday twins' *also tellin me th story of wt happend t him n umzah in th clubhouse* n me laughin so hardly along with him XD we laughed abt other stuff too bsides fightin, bt i forgot wt XD he made me cry cz of 'em xp n dont forget abt farah, she wz in th convo n spectating th violence all th way~
towards th end i waved my belt in front of his face cz i felt like it n he bgan pretendin t wanna gnaw it, like a dog wntin a bone [sorry im usin a dog for a simile], bt i pulld it back n farah went like 'biarin aj, liat klo dia gigit ato engga' n he did *gubrak*
later on i grew pretty tired of threatenin t hit him; n he stopped mimickin me when we reached th masjid near th kompond; n dcided t talk abt an issue tht wz runnin in my head for several days, n he left th car with a large blam of th door.
hohs weller .x.
at home i told mom t wash my belt n she wz like y i washed it already last time n i sed it's dirty, fajar wz biting it n she went ih jorok bgt fajar XDXDXD
LOL car + kempo sessions r crack. XD
Tuesday, 13 May 2008
x
just when im in a good mood
somethin's always ther t crash me down
i never thot i'd be th kind of person who can get jealous ..
.___________.
-
umm im gunna type abt my day..
i came at 1st break just in time t umm.. c everyone at break XD
ahh i miss school T.T;;
anyway th exam's at 10:10 so i just .. walked around.
when i wnted t go t th tech block after th bell rang, i saw fajar khalid n th twins
then i saw fajar luk towards my direction n he peered thru th leaves xD he lukd like he wz thinkin somethin along th lines of 'is tht bs?'. he lukd like he wz squintin bt i cudnt c cz his hair covered his eyes up.
after tht i saw sammy n wtevers, then we walkd t mr.kearn's room t 'revise' [actually i wz just readin bits n pieces of books n past papers so tht anythin wud go in]. i miss our english class T______T
then it wz time t go outside;
and th exam started~
it wz ok rele.. lotsa stuff abt plants n i rele hate tht topic cz i cant get anythin rite =\ i made up a lotta stuff bcuz ive never learnt em or heard of em bfore XD bt oh well. i dont think i dd THT bad *amin2
later on it wz 2nd break! i wz so excited t go t th ict room again x]
bt i kinda got upset in ther. .___.;;
anyway we played this .. hardest game in th world thing n i just reached lvl6 when th bell rang.
me n sammy put our bags down in th girl's block n headed off t west bay! >]
dahlia n shaza tagged along ~
we went t tasty bell n sammy bot fries with my money - 15QR. i wz bewildered. WTF 15QR? after waitin 1090 hours whilst playin with shaza's uber cool mobile, th fries came. n it wz srsly HUGE. XD
i finished it mostly by myself, bt shaza n dahlia sorta helped. i consumed 4 sachets of ketchup along with it XD i cudnt finish it tho.. my stomach wz meant t be saved for baskin robbins!
sammy paid for my 2 scoops bcuz i only had 5QR left :b
shaza already went home so we 3 walkd back t school
on th way ..
omg XD
my ice cream wz meltin probably as fast as th polar ice caps XD *na'udzhu bilah himin zalik
droplets of ice cream ran all over my fingers my hands cones arms n th sand XDDXD
it wz a total mess. xD sammy ate hers quickly n peaceful n nothin happened t her at all xp
french vanilla + mint chocolate chip tgether wz delicious tho :]
i reached school with drippin ice cream [it made stains on th sidewalk XD] n rushed t th girls block t wash my hands, ppl wer stormin out th doors n sammy bhind me wz yellin somethin like 'hurry up and eat it!' and i screamed 'I CANT' and UMAR WZ RITE IN FRONT OF ME XDXDXXDXDXD
omg it wz so FUNNY XDXD bt in front of umar, embarrassing too DX
anyhow i rele wnted t go in th bathroom bt th entire door wz blockd n i felt so uncomfortable holdin meltin ice cream with sticky disgustin-lukin hands whilst waitin t go in xp
bt i finally survived n held th cone avec tissue 8) *toilet tissue xD
and .. tht wz tht
somethin's always ther t crash me down
i never thot i'd be th kind of person who can get jealous ..
.___________.
-
umm im gunna type abt my day..
i came at 1st break just in time t umm.. c everyone at break XD
ahh i miss school T.T;;
anyway th exam's at 10:10 so i just .. walked around.
when i wnted t go t th tech block after th bell rang, i saw fajar khalid n th twins
then i saw fajar luk towards my direction n he peered thru th leaves xD he lukd like he wz thinkin somethin along th lines of 'is tht bs?'. he lukd like he wz squintin bt i cudnt c cz his hair covered his eyes up.
after tht i saw sammy n wtevers, then we walkd t mr.kearn's room t 'revise' [actually i wz just readin bits n pieces of books n past papers so tht anythin wud go in]. i miss our english class T______T
then it wz time t go outside;
and th exam started~
it wz ok rele.. lotsa stuff abt plants n i rele hate tht topic cz i cant get anythin rite =\ i made up a lotta stuff bcuz ive never learnt em or heard of em bfore XD bt oh well. i dont think i dd THT bad *amin2
later on it wz 2nd break!
i wz so excited t go t th ict room again x]bt i kinda got upset in ther. .___.;;
anyway we played this .. hardest game in th world thing n i just reached lvl6 when th bell rang.
me n sammy put our bags down in th girl's block n headed off t west bay! >]
dahlia n shaza tagged along ~
we went t tasty bell n sammy bot fries with my money - 15QR. i wz bewildered. WTF 15QR? after waitin 1090 hours whilst playin with shaza's uber cool mobile, th fries came. n it wz srsly HUGE. XD
i finished it mostly by myself, bt shaza n dahlia sorta helped. i consumed 4 sachets of ketchup along with it XD i cudnt finish it tho.. my stomach wz meant t be saved for baskin robbins!
sammy paid for my 2 scoops bcuz i only had 5QR left :b
shaza already went home so we 3 walkd back t school
on th way ..
omg XD
my ice cream wz meltin probably as fast as th polar ice caps XD *na'udzhu bilah himin zalik
droplets of ice cream ran all over my fingers my hands cones arms n th sand XDDXD
it wz a total mess. xD sammy ate hers quickly n peaceful n nothin happened t her at all xp
french vanilla + mint chocolate chip tgether wz delicious tho :]
i reached school with drippin ice cream [it made stains on th sidewalk XD] n rushed t th girls block t wash my hands, ppl wer stormin out th doors n sammy bhind me wz yellin somethin like 'hurry up and eat it!' and i screamed 'I CANT' and UMAR WZ RITE IN FRONT OF ME XDXDXXDXDXD
omg it wz so FUNNY XDXD bt in front of umar, embarrassing too DX
anyhow i rele wnted t go in th bathroom bt th entire door wz blockd n i felt so uncomfortable holdin meltin ice cream with sticky disgustin-lukin hands whilst waitin t go in xp
bt i finally survived n held th cone avec tissue 8) *toilet tissue xD
and .. tht wz tht
Monday, 12 May 2008
UHFUESAHFNJE
TMORROW'S GUNNA BE TH 2ND HARDEST EXAM ILL EVER TAKE THIS YEAR
AND I DDNT EVEN STUDY FOR MORE THAN 1.5HRS ON IT!
CHEMISTRY =___+;;
OMG WISH ME LUCK DX DX DX
-is worried abt exams for th first time ever-
*maybe..
STUPID LAPTOP
TMORROW IM GUNNA STUDY FROM WHEN I WAKE UP TIL I GO T SCHOOL!! D<
*PRAYS T GOD THT ILL PASS AMIN AMIN AMIN*
IM NOT FINE.
EDIT: AHAHAHHA IT WZ EASIER THAN I THOT! XDXD well it wznt wt u call easy.. bt i wz able t answer evry single question unlike past papers! n ther wz more questions abt BIOLOGY than chemistry itself! XD yesterday's slackin paid off.. thank God i ddnt study so hard like all my other friends or else it wudve been a waste XDDXD
AND I DDNT EVEN STUDY FOR MORE THAN 1.5HRS ON IT!
CHEMISTRY =___+;;
OMG WISH ME LUCK DX DX DX
-is worried abt exams for th first time ever-
*maybe..
STUPID LAPTOP
TMORROW IM GUNNA STUDY FROM WHEN I WAKE UP TIL I GO T SCHOOL!! D<
*PRAYS T GOD THT ILL PASS AMIN AMIN AMIN*
IM NOT FINE.
EDIT: AHAHAHHA IT WZ EASIER THAN I THOT! XDXD well it wznt wt u call easy.. bt i wz able t answer evry single question unlike past papers! n ther wz more questions abt BIOLOGY than chemistry itself! XD yesterday's slackin paid off.. thank God i ddnt study so hard like all my other friends or else it wudve been a waste XDDXD
Friday, 9 May 2008
DUREE-MING~
i shud have a diary just for dreams cz i keep getting memorable ones this year and i dont wanna forget em XD
so anyway.
ill start with th part i remember th dream from.
i was in an elevator with fajar and someone else, i dunno who - or maybe i forgot.
we wer runnin away from something and th other person wz holding a huge rifle.
when th elevator reached th ground floor i flew out and lukd bhind me t find th elevator goin back up, bt with th door open.
fajar wudnt climb down cuz he wz too scared he'll jump bt get caught between th wall and th elevator. th interior of it wz like.. fajar wz on a platform, and th rifle person wz on top on another platform. fajar seemed t be in th way of th door.
i was screamin like, 'FAJAR GET DOWN! HURRY UP!'
bt he wz too scared. th elevator went down several times bt then again went up, so it wz pretty confusing as t how and when he shud jump.
and then ..
th other person shot him.
rite at th head. and he FELL OFF TH ELEVATOR NEXT T ME.
i went down on my knees and started cryin man. WHO WUDNT?!!?!
then i felt his blood .___.
th person jumped and landed next t me and i had no idea wt i dd t her/him.. nothin i guess.
all of a sudden th scene change t me with our mothers.
i wz sobbing rele hard n they wer comforting me i think. we wer in a restaurant.. or someplace. tht scene wz rele short, cz then i found myself in my house.
i wz wearin PJs, and so wz MD, and we wer alone in ther.
i lukd out th window cz i heard loud noises and then i saw it -
army tanks and soldiers o___o;;
THEY BURST INTO MY HOUSE AND I WZ LIKE RUUUUUUUUNNN!!
my God u wudnt kno how terrified i wz. and md ran out with me too btw.
th boys wer playin outside n with my revealance like tht.. hoo boy xD;; my dreams are often like this too.
they wer in front of nisa's house and so wer th girls, so we hid ther. i sat on top of nisa's car hood and tried t cover myself with a cardboard box or something, wtf XD
afterwards, they explained t me tht th soldiers wer ther cz they needed t kill this leopard or jaguar tht wz prowling around our compound and i wz like ohh. *and when i think back t it i go WTF?
i stepped off th car and peered inside one of th alleys and saw a leopard!! OMGG O_____O;;
and th army soldier men shot it. DX ANIMAL ABUSE!!
soon it wz safe t go back home and th army ppl went keekheekheke. in front of my doorstep i saw wt seemd t be FEATHERS? WTF? LEOPARDS/JAGUARS RELEASE FEATHERS?
amusing dream, bt i gotta get a break. XD
AND STOP DYIN IN MY DREAMS FAJAR!!
so anyway.
ill start with th part i remember th dream from.
i was in an elevator with fajar and someone else, i dunno who - or maybe i forgot.
we wer runnin away from something and th other person wz holding a huge rifle.
when th elevator reached th ground floor i flew out and lukd bhind me t find th elevator goin back up, bt with th door open.
fajar wudnt climb down cuz he wz too scared he'll jump bt get caught between th wall and th elevator. th interior of it wz like.. fajar wz on a platform, and th rifle person wz on top on another platform. fajar seemed t be in th way of th door.
i was screamin like, 'FAJAR GET DOWN! HURRY UP!'
bt he wz too scared. th elevator went down several times bt then again went up, so it wz pretty confusing as t how and when he shud jump.
and then ..
th other person shot him.
rite at th head. and he FELL OFF TH ELEVATOR NEXT T ME.
i went down on my knees and started cryin man. WHO WUDNT?!!?!
then i felt his blood .___.
th person jumped and landed next t me and i had no idea wt i dd t her/him.. nothin i guess.
all of a sudden th scene change t me with our mothers.
i wz sobbing rele hard n they wer comforting me i think. we wer in a restaurant.. or someplace. tht scene wz rele short, cz then i found myself in my house.
i wz wearin PJs, and so wz MD, and we wer alone in ther.
i lukd out th window cz i heard loud noises and then i saw it -
army tanks and soldiers o___o;;
THEY BURST INTO MY HOUSE AND I WZ LIKE RUUUUUUUUNNN!!
my God u wudnt kno how terrified i wz. and md ran out with me too btw.
th boys wer playin outside n with my revealance like tht.. hoo boy xD;; my dreams are often like this too.
they wer in front of nisa's house and so wer th girls, so we hid ther. i sat on top of nisa's car hood and tried t cover myself with a cardboard box or something, wtf XD
afterwards, they explained t me tht th soldiers wer ther cz they needed t kill this leopard or jaguar tht wz prowling around our compound and i wz like ohh. *and when i think back t it i go WTF?
i stepped off th car and peered inside one of th alleys and saw a leopard!! OMGG O_____O;;
and th army soldier men shot it. DX ANIMAL ABUSE!!
soon it wz safe t go back home and th army ppl went keekheekheke. in front of my doorstep i saw wt seemd t be FEATHERS? WTF? LEOPARDS/JAGUARS RELEASE FEATHERS?
amusing dream, bt i gotta get a break. XD
AND STOP DYIN IN MY DREAMS FAJAR!!
Thursday, 8 May 2008
=DD
hha! tday marks th first day of my igcse's.
i woke up at like 5:30, knowin i wz late t pray .x.;; i shudnt have slept at 12! at abt 7:10AM, i fell asleep [on purpose] until 8AM when md woke me up with a start.
i reached school at 9-ish, and went inside my geo class. ahh, school th exam.. it wznt wt i wud call HARD, bt ther wer lotsa terms i never heard of, and sometimes i ddnt kno which case study t use cz none seemed t match th question. x.x;; so i skipped like 2 or 3 six marked questions.. hha xD;; oh well, i tried my best. hopefully ill get higher than a C! *amin. i want an A tho xDXDXD
anyhow, after th exam we all discussed it *who wudnt?
i went t CC with mom, informed tht we wer gunna watch a movie.
when i reached i saw md hangin out with th mothers. xDXDXDXD it made me wanna laugh.
tnte ita n tnte siwi rambled on with questions xD i ddnt think i answerd them. whoops sorry mothers.
when they all left, me n md jln2ed for a bit. we dcided t watch iron man cuz 21 started at 3, n om ali wnted t pick us up at 3:30 or somethin. th movie started at 2, and th only ppl ther wz me md andin carisa dhea n adi. not my typical cinema friends DD: i wz hopin fajar n iwan wud come, n frh too >___<;; bt they ddnt.
inside, i watched with carisa bside my left, and nobody on my rite D: frh or fajar cudve sat ther HHA.
th movie wz so INTENSE. i had no idea th plot wz like tht. altho ther seemd t be racial elements, it wz SO WORTH WATCHING! i ddnt care if i ddnt watch 21, iron man is A MUST FAVOURITE FILM!! >D i came out of th cinema satisfied.
after watchin, me dhea n md hung out at MAX XDXDXD then we stopped at MNG for a bit, n i wz lukin for somethin in shoe mart. later on at 4:30 we wer jemput-ed by om ali.
i reached th kompond with nobody bein outside. wts up with th boys these days? all home stay. x.x;; well i wz pretty pooped anyhow so i researched abt th movie SHROOMS, which i wz rele heboh abt in CC. xD
then mom told me t deliver somethin t tnte siwi.
i went ther and fajar opened th door! yayy ~ its been a while since i saw him and actually SED SOMETHING.
he wished me gud lak for my igcse's tmorrow! bt then i remarked tht my igcse's started tday xDDD;; tht wz still sweet of him. OH FAJAR WT WUD I DO WITHOUT U~
i wz also wearin my uniform so he asked me if i came t school tday or not, n i sed yes. he sed tht he ddnt c me. HHA~ i wudve searched for u jar bt i wz too busy cramming, sorry. XD he also asked if i wz goin t kempo or not, n with who. he always wants me t come with him xD;; bt in th car we ddnt even talk! blehh. *well, we talkd at th start of th journey.
KEMPO WZ FAN AS USUAL.
me n carisa laughed rele hard abt somethin, i forgot abt wt tho. cania dd her special wohepoke which made me laugh too. me n dhe3 laughed at th stuff we used t do. and and, me n fajar laughed abt a bunch of stupid things such as japanese names, hafiz's kempo moves and buttblade, etc. me n carisa n dk also talkd abt iwan n hariz's intimacy. SSH~ in th end we wer partnerised, i wz with fajar bt we only dd tht for 10 minutes LOL XD
turns out th exam's in june.. JGERRR~
i woke up at like 5:30, knowin i wz late t pray .x.;; i shudnt have slept at 12! at abt 7:10AM, i fell asleep [on purpose] until 8AM when md woke me up with a start.
i reached school at 9-ish, and went inside my geo class. ahh, school th exam.. it wznt wt i wud call HARD, bt ther wer lotsa terms i never heard of, and sometimes i ddnt kno which case study t use cz none seemed t match th question. x.x;; so i skipped like 2 or 3 six marked questions.. hha xD;; oh well, i tried my best. hopefully ill get higher than a C! *amin. i want an A tho xDXDXD
anyhow, after th exam we all discussed it *who wudnt?
i went t CC with mom, informed tht we wer gunna watch a movie.
when i reached i saw md hangin out with th mothers. xDXDXDXD it made me wanna laugh.
tnte ita n tnte siwi rambled on with questions xD i ddnt think i answerd them. whoops sorry mothers.
when they all left, me n md jln2ed for a bit. we dcided t watch iron man cuz 21 started at 3, n om ali wnted t pick us up at 3:30 or somethin. th movie started at 2, and th only ppl ther wz me md andin carisa dhea n adi. not my typical cinema friends DD: i wz hopin fajar n iwan wud come, n frh too >___<;; bt they ddnt.
inside, i watched with carisa bside my left, and nobody on my rite D: frh or fajar cudve sat ther HHA.
th movie wz so INTENSE. i had no idea th plot wz like tht. altho ther seemd t be racial elements, it wz SO WORTH WATCHING! i ddnt care if i ddnt watch 21, iron man is A MUST FAVOURITE FILM!! >D i came out of th cinema satisfied.
after watchin, me dhea n md hung out at MAX XDXDXD then we stopped at MNG for a bit, n i wz lukin for somethin in shoe mart. later on at 4:30 we wer jemput-ed by om ali.
i reached th kompond with nobody bein outside. wts up with th boys these days? all home stay. x.x;; well i wz pretty pooped anyhow so i researched abt th movie SHROOMS, which i wz rele heboh abt in CC. xD
then mom told me t deliver somethin t tnte siwi.
i went ther and fajar opened th door!
yayy ~ its been a while since i saw him and actually SED SOMETHING.he wished me gud lak for my igcse's tmorrow! bt then i remarked tht my igcse's started tday xDDD;; tht wz still sweet of him. OH FAJAR WT WUD I DO WITHOUT U~
i wz also wearin my uniform so he asked me if i came t school tday or not, n i sed yes. he sed tht he ddnt c me. HHA~ i wudve searched for u jar bt i wz too busy cramming, sorry. XD he also asked if i wz goin t kempo or not, n with who. he always wants me t come with him xD;; bt in th car we ddnt even talk! blehh. *well, we talkd at th start of th journey.
KEMPO WZ FAN AS USUAL.
me n carisa laughed rele hard abt somethin, i forgot abt wt tho. cania dd her special wohepoke which made me laugh too. me n dhe3 laughed at th stuff we used t do. and and, me n fajar laughed abt a bunch of stupid things such as japanese names, hafiz's kempo moves and buttblade, etc. me n carisa n dk also talkd abt iwan n hariz's intimacy. SSH~ in th end we wer partnerised, i wz with fajar bt we only dd tht for 10 minutes LOL XD
turns out th exam's in june.. JGERRR~
Sunday, 4 May 2008
may's not happy it seems
..
im still 15
thers still a long way t go
i still havta go t university
i still havta get married
and have kids
and make comics
and draw cartoons
and get grandchildren
and keep prayin t Allah
seek His forgiveness
i still have a lot t do
bt evrythin ive done ..
its all .. useless
evrythin ive done up til now
i dont c it in my future
i dont feel it ahead of me
i dont think.. anythin matters now
i rele love u ..
y dont u c it?
y do u reject it
and assume all these stupid things
i never even sed?
and when i explain it,
u dont listen
u dont wanna know
bt i rele, rele, rele, rele, love u
rele i do.
i cud say it
bt im afraid u wont even feel th same
n with a fate like mine
how shud i have hope u do anyway .. ?
im still 15
thers still a long way t go
i still havta go t university
i still havta get married
and have kids
and make comics
and draw cartoons
and get grandchildren
and keep prayin t Allah
seek His forgiveness
i still have a lot t do
bt evrythin ive done ..
its all .. useless
evrythin ive done up til now
i dont c it in my future
i dont feel it ahead of me
i dont think.. anythin matters now
i rele love u ..
y dont u c it?
y do u reject it
and assume all these stupid things
i never even sed?
and when i explain it,
u dont listen
u dont wanna know
bt i rele, rele, rele, rele, love u
rele i do.
i cud say it
bt im afraid u wont even feel th same
n with a fate like mine
how shud i have hope u do anyway .. ?
Friday, 2 May 2008
best for first
i never followed my timetable correctly XDXDX tututut me..
tday i DID study from 8 til 1pm tho, as i punished myself.
buuut, i had a 1hr toilet n snack break, n i wznt rele payin attention t th 80pgs of biology i read; i wz insted playin with my hair n bein tired.
i turned on th laptop n until 3:30/4pm nobody went online! from th kompond tht is. i wz furiously lukin for em, turns out they wer at landmark! huhh, no fair. x.x;; well, insted of studyin again knowing they wudnt go online, i watched dr.phil house. its such an intresting show, and 1 'woman' pissed me off apparently, and i wnted t hit her with a hammer XD God she wz so freakin annoyin! grown ups can be way immature than teens sometimes =__+;;
after i wudhu-ed for sholat asar all of a sudden my mind burst out th most handsomest photo of a boy ive ever imagined in my entire life. XD he lukd SO COOL! i wz squealin in my head n it felt like th photo wz really taken. pkkny it wz th most wonderful thing ive ever fantasised in my life. *maybe. anyhow, here's stuff i can describe: th photo view wz from a high angle, so his head wz bigger than his body. his right hand wz holdin a mouse, with a small part of it and th table showin. his left arm wz on th side of his head, it wz those kinda 'confused' gestures u know, bt th boy wz smilin! and th bg wz a bed. oh yes, he wore those white button-on shirts, kemeja2. and he lukd way tidy. XD omg it wz soooooo cuute and handsome and charmin and .. HOT? XD stupid imagination! ure makin me want it forreaal. btw th boy's someone i know >]
*cough*
it wz ngaji at 4 bt i arrived at dnf's at 4:30 hha .
we ngaji-ed til 5 or somethin, n offered th boys some pop ice - they wer swimmin .
it wz nearly maghrib n we frantically made lots and lots of em; and actually delivered t houses! lol
when i went outside t hand out th orange one, salmaniye tuk it.
and then when frh n nisa came with more, hamzah n afif n fajar tuk i believe
fajar's eyes wer SO RED and his wet emo hairstyle made him luk like th grudge male version XD and he lukd like he wz havin a grudge on someone. md agreed with my statements n then he put his bathrobe hood on t luk scarier bt me n my sis laughed insted cz th pattern wz NEMO XDXDXD
all th pop ices wer finished and it wz maghrib. oh yeh when we went t fajar's house his eyes wer still red and he wz practically whisperin at me askin if i wz goin t kempo and with whom. when i think abt it rite now it seems creepy xD when i went home i found out dad's sick [i dunno wt sickness tho] and om ali's gone out so yeh we went with fajar. *heal dad, heal )x amin
in th sudarsana mobile [pronounced mo-beel, LOL] i sat in th middle again x.x;; at least fajar wz t th left of me so i ddnt squish him again like last time x___x;; i squished farah tho. anyhow, he n i talked abt RO thru half of th journey i think, and then we talkd abt good charlotte [we always do, cz we listen t it in ther all th time] n wt else.. teachers? school? music in general? i forgot xp
oh yes, towards th end of th trip i wz talkin abt gud lukin guy bands like joel and martin. well they wer th only ones i cited XD i sed tht they wer so keren, and then fajar asked in a low amplitude 'wt abt me' and i paused n sed 'wtever'. after we got out of th car, he sed 'u ignored me' - lol XD sorry fajar.
for once we wernt late! :'D we had time t chat first, bt then it wz warm up time! we learnt some difficult basic punches, i forgot their names already XD *bt i remember how t do em .
then it wz time for que! [or however u spell it] we had a drink break first, and when we walkd back and i wz wonderin who i shud stand bhind, fajar gestured his arm and said 'bs stand bhind me' or somethin liek tht, i wznt sure [if it wz in indon and eng too, even]; bt yeah i ended up standin next t him. bsides, th numbers wer even, evryone had a partner
first of all we dd moves, bt then evry single person hadta yell out th commands one by one XD i noticed tht sensei hadi ddnt call out fajar =.=;; no fair! i wnted t hear him. th quietest person wz this kevin guy, th loudest wz me i think o__o;; iwan sounded rele manly! i wz surprised. tisa sed hers dead quick, carisa n cania sounded way similar, dhea kept makin mistakes, bla3. i yelled th command for giiwakengdaiini *tling2
bfore tht btw, th teacher calld out th brown belt guys t stand at areas so they can view how our techniques are. bt frh thot tht th sensei sed t watch cania XD so she moved forward - and th sensei told her t do pushups cz she wz mistakened XDXDXD we all laughed lol XD
all of a sudden sensei hadi wnted us t do th giiwakeng daichi defenses n stuff - he sed 'face ur partner' and yehh i bcame partners with fajar: well i expected tht anyway XD its our 2nd time *cling2. evryone got t work while he n i wer just fiddlin as t wt uke t use when u do this n tht n bla3.. bt sensei hadi saved us by showing us wt t do! *tchd. so then, he and i began takin turns attacking and defending, and just like wt we're meant t do, we spun around 360 degrees! XD bt somethin felt different abt him, maybe just my imagination tho bt, fajar dd way more impressively than when i usually c him when we do individual practicing, and when he's partnered up with frh or elang n others. he also actually lukd pretty cool with th serious faces he kept havin XD even so, we laughed a lot at th stupid mistakes we did xp he moved too fast tho, and i accidentally kicked his butt 2x HAHHAHAHHA XDXDXD i also seemed t injure his leg when i blockd his kick with my wrist XD at a point then we wer talkin abt steel condoms [he started it] n such stuff then stopped cz of how stupid it wz xD n tht it wz sick. farah kept interrupting us by tellin us stories she already told me, and ditchin errin by wantin t practice with me. fajar wz speculating us by sitting down n he lukd like he wz at th beach xD he and i rele did practice exuberantly, and deserved rest. we watched th fat orange cat and heard its irritating meowing and predicted it wz giving birth. XD also, farah mentioned abt fariz's curly hair and i sed he lukd like hercules, when i asked errin she knew and we started laughin XD fajar sed he wz tired bt he and i practiced a bit more and i guess we pulled it off. its pretty fun spinnin round and round hitting and defending knowin ure doin it rite XDDXD me n fajar made a pretty gud partnership :] DONT WE ALWAYS? XD *btw this paragraph has lotsa XDs
then tria's dad [aka sensei hadi] specified tht next lesson we're gunna do giiwakeng daiini defences! oh noo ~ i wanna do it with fajar rele, cz we're both actually serious at these and we're pretty much th same height now o:
we knew tht om ali wud come late so we sat/stood and talkd! :] we mostly talkd abt school - lots and lots of weird stories. i think dhe3 frh n fajar dd most of th talking, altho i kinda forgot th details of tht. it wz a rele long wait bt it ddnt seem tht cz it wz a nice chat ~
soon th car arrived and we waited outside cz om ali wz conversing with other men, and th AC wznt on. dhea went in th car first, and then me n frh argued abt how if i wnted t be at th edge i shudve went in first, bt my mom ALWAYS told me tht whoever gets in th car first shud always be at th edge! grr. so then she got in and i told fajar t get in too, bt he sed he wnted t be at th edge cz its better if he's just next t 1 girl insted of between 2 - bt i ddnt wanna be in th middle! farah or dhea then snapped for me t go t th other side if i wntd t be at th edge =.=;; so i got off in a huff and went t th right seat. fajar sat on th left edge next t frh, iwan at th front.
we wnted t buy baskin robbins. i wnted t sleep, bt obviously i cudnt so i just talkd with dnf n fajar n a bit of iwan [he's always quiet] while puttin my arm on th window n my hand on my head, fajar sed it wz emo lol. shut up XD
baskin robbins wz reached bt fajar wz sleepin n iwan ddnt want any ice cream so us girls ordered it n stuff. th boy ddnt wake up after much calling and nudging, bt when we came back he woke up =___+;; he ddnt finish his ice cream too xD;; o well .
HAHA, ITS 12:30 AM! :'D i dont need t wake up t pray so i guess its ok t stay up. NYEHEHEHEE. XD
excuse th long entry, i just had a pretty nice evening n night x]
oh yeah btw, my feet r aching cz apparently they got lecet. i dunno how t say it in english xp therfore, i have difficulties walkin properly. x.x;; its th first time they got this lecet ~ maybe cz of all tht spinning around n scrapin th soles t th ground? xp
tday i DID study from 8 til 1pm tho, as i punished myself.
buuut, i had a 1hr toilet n snack break, n i wznt rele payin attention t th 80pgs of biology i read; i wz insted playin with my hair n bein tired.
i turned on th laptop n until 3:30/4pm nobody went online! from th kompond tht is. i wz furiously lukin for em, turns out they wer at landmark! huhh, no fair. x.x;; well, insted of studyin again knowing they wudnt go online, i watched dr.phil house. its such an intresting show, and 1 'woman' pissed me off apparently, and i wnted t hit her with a hammer XD God she wz so freakin annoyin! grown ups can be way immature than teens sometimes =__+;;
after i wudhu-ed for sholat asar all of a sudden my mind burst out th most handsomest photo of a boy ive ever imagined in my entire life. XD he lukd SO COOL! i wz squealin in my head n it felt like th photo wz really taken. pkkny it wz th most wonderful thing ive ever fantasised in my life. *maybe. anyhow, here's stuff i can describe: th photo view wz from a high angle, so his head wz bigger than his body. his right hand wz holdin a mouse, with a small part of it and th table showin. his left arm wz on th side of his head, it wz those kinda 'confused' gestures u know, bt th boy wz smilin! and th bg wz a bed. oh yes, he wore those white button-on shirts, kemeja2. and he lukd way tidy. XD omg it wz soooooo cuute and handsome and charmin and .. HOT? XD stupid imagination! ure makin me want it forreaal. btw th boy's someone i know >]
*cough*
it wz ngaji at 4 bt i arrived at dnf's at 4:30 hha .
we ngaji-ed til 5 or somethin, n offered th boys some pop ice - they wer swimmin .
it wz nearly maghrib n we frantically made lots and lots of em; and actually delivered t houses! lol
when i went outside t hand out th orange one, salmaniye tuk it.
and then when frh n nisa came with more, hamzah n afif n fajar tuk i believe
fajar's eyes wer SO RED and his wet emo hairstyle made him luk like th grudge male version XD and he lukd like he wz havin a grudge on someone. md agreed with my statements n then he put his bathrobe hood on t luk scarier bt me n my sis laughed insted cz th pattern wz NEMO XDXDXD
all th pop ices wer finished and it wz maghrib. oh yeh when we went t fajar's house his eyes wer still red and he wz practically whisperin at me askin if i wz goin t kempo and with whom. when i think abt it rite now it seems creepy xD when i went home i found out dad's sick [i dunno wt sickness tho] and om ali's gone out so yeh we went with fajar. *heal dad, heal )x amin
in th sudarsana mobile [pronounced mo-beel, LOL] i sat in th middle again x.x;; at least fajar wz t th left of me so i ddnt squish him again like last time x___x;; i squished farah tho. anyhow, he n i talked abt RO thru half of th journey i think, and then we talkd abt good charlotte [we always do, cz we listen t it in ther all th time] n wt else.. teachers? school? music in general? i forgot xp
oh yes, towards th end of th trip i wz talkin abt gud lukin guy bands like joel and martin. well they wer th only ones i cited XD i sed tht they wer so keren, and then fajar asked in a low amplitude 'wt abt me' and i paused n sed 'wtever'. after we got out of th car, he sed 'u ignored me' - lol XD sorry fajar.
for once we wernt late! :'D we had time t chat first, bt then it wz warm up time! we learnt some difficult basic punches, i forgot their names already XD *bt i remember how t do em .
then it wz time for que! [or however u spell it] we had a drink break first, and when we walkd back and i wz wonderin who i shud stand bhind, fajar gestured his arm and said 'bs stand bhind me' or somethin liek tht, i wznt sure [if it wz in indon and eng too, even]; bt yeah i ended up standin next t him. bsides, th numbers wer even, evryone had a partner
first of all we dd moves, bt then evry single person hadta yell out th commands one by one XD i noticed tht sensei hadi ddnt call out fajar =.=;; no fair! i wnted t hear him. th quietest person wz this kevin guy, th loudest wz me i think o__o;; iwan sounded rele manly! i wz surprised. tisa sed hers dead quick, carisa n cania sounded way similar, dhea kept makin mistakes, bla3. i yelled th command for giiwakengdaiini *tling2
bfore tht btw, th teacher calld out th brown belt guys t stand at areas so they can view how our techniques are. bt frh thot tht th sensei sed t watch cania XD so she moved forward - and th sensei told her t do pushups cz she wz mistakened XDXDXD we all laughed lol XD
all of a sudden sensei hadi wnted us t do th giiwakeng daichi defenses n stuff - he sed 'face ur partner' and yehh i bcame partners with fajar: well i expected tht anyway XD its our 2nd time *cling2. evryone got t work while he n i wer just fiddlin as t wt uke t use when u do this n tht n bla3.. bt sensei hadi saved us by showing us wt t do! *tchd. so then, he and i began takin turns attacking and defending, and just like wt we're meant t do, we spun around 360 degrees! XD bt somethin felt different abt him, maybe just my imagination tho bt, fajar dd way more impressively than when i usually c him when we do individual practicing, and when he's partnered up with frh or elang n others. he also actually lukd pretty cool with th serious faces he kept havin XD even so, we laughed a lot at th stupid mistakes we did xp he moved too fast tho, and i accidentally kicked his butt 2x HAHHAHAHHA XDXDXD i also seemed t injure his leg when i blockd his kick with my wrist XD at a point then we wer talkin abt steel condoms [he started it] n such stuff then stopped cz of how stupid it wz xD n tht it wz sick. farah kept interrupting us by tellin us stories she already told me, and ditchin errin by wantin t practice with me. fajar wz speculating us by sitting down n he lukd like he wz at th beach xD he and i rele did practice exuberantly, and deserved rest. we watched th fat orange cat and heard its irritating meowing and predicted it wz giving birth. XD also, farah mentioned abt fariz's curly hair and i sed he lukd like hercules, when i asked errin she knew and we started laughin XD fajar sed he wz tired bt he and i practiced a bit more and i guess we pulled it off. its pretty fun spinnin round and round hitting and defending knowin ure doin it rite XDDXD me n fajar made a pretty gud partnership :] DONT WE ALWAYS? XD *btw this paragraph has lotsa XDs
then tria's dad [aka sensei hadi] specified tht next lesson we're gunna do giiwakeng daiini defences! oh noo ~ i wanna do it with fajar rele, cz we're both actually serious at these and we're pretty much th same height now o:
we knew tht om ali wud come late so we sat/stood and talkd! :] we mostly talkd abt school - lots and lots of weird stories. i think dhe3 frh n fajar dd most of th talking, altho i kinda forgot th details of tht. it wz a rele long wait bt it ddnt seem tht cz it wz a nice chat ~
soon th car arrived and we waited outside cz om ali wz conversing with other men, and th AC wznt on. dhea went in th car first, and then me n frh argued abt how if i wnted t be at th edge i shudve went in first, bt my mom ALWAYS told me tht whoever gets in th car first shud always be at th edge! grr. so then she got in and i told fajar t get in too, bt he sed he wnted t be at th edge cz its better if he's just next t 1 girl insted of between 2 - bt i ddnt wanna be in th middle! farah or dhea then snapped for me t go t th other side if i wntd t be at th edge =.=;; so i got off in a huff and went t th right seat. fajar sat on th left edge next t frh, iwan at th front.
we wnted t buy baskin robbins. i wnted t sleep, bt obviously i cudnt so i just talkd with dnf n fajar n a bit of iwan [he's always quiet] while puttin my arm on th window n my hand on my head, fajar sed it wz emo lol. shut up XD
baskin robbins wz reached bt fajar wz sleepin n iwan ddnt want any ice cream so us girls ordered it n stuff. th boy ddnt wake up after much calling and nudging, bt when we came back he woke up =___+;; he ddnt finish his ice cream too xD;; o well .
HAHA, ITS 12:30 AM! :'D i dont need t wake up t pray so i guess its ok t stay up. NYEHEHEHEE. XD
excuse th long entry, i just had a pretty nice evening n night x]
oh yeah btw, my feet r aching cz apparently they got lecet. i dunno how t say it in english xp therfore, i have difficulties walkin properly. x.x;; its th first time they got this lecet ~ maybe cz of all tht spinning around n scrapin th soles t th ground? xp
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