3 days previous

bfore i went t indo i had a gud 3 days. th entires lack emotes n entertaining descriptions bcuz im typing this in a bad mood. sorry.
*edit: bt th last entry is all chirpy cz im in a normal mood, n i typed it when i got back t qatar xp

Monday 23rd June 2008

Surprise Party for MD.
I wz too busy at home working on iwan's farewell vid [which is no longer necessary cz he's staying] t help out with th others at nisa's, bt i dd get t visit them n check out wt they wer doin. they wer workin on md's album n stuff. of course ther wer nganggur ppl.
I thot th party wz at th clubhouse bt turns out it wz in DnF's. me n nisa ddnt get t finish our respected vids cz unfortunately we rele had t get th party going cz md [who ddnt kno anythin abt it thank God] wnted t go out t buy some food for her own planned party. it wz tough n confusing trying t stop her..
When I went t Dnf's th place wz packed. Lots of ppl wer workin on th album still n I wz just wandering around n talkin t ppl. Ther wer balloons n confetti sh**.
Finally MD wz seen walkin over t th door n we ALL got t th entrance area, nisa went outside i think carrying her camcorder n when md opened th door..
SURPRISE!!!! we all shouted. i think. lots of streamers wer popped bt ther wz just one tht ddnt, n for like 30 minutes we all fussed over it. MD's reaction wz very very surprised. She had tears in her eyes n kept sayin OMG n bla3 n stuff u know? Bt i wznt paying too much attention. I wonder how i'd react IF i EVER get my own surprise party.
Sooner or later we started eating. KFC obviously. I grabbed a seat next t fadhli or afif or God knows who on th couch n started munching away. Then fajar [who i wznt hating tht day] told me t scoot over n he sat next t me too n we talkd abt RO furiously until carisa came n joined in.. i think. I forget happy times.
Abid wz then sitting next t me. He wz eatin also. I wz lukin at my food when suddenly he pinched some of MY sauce! I wz like 'AGAFOHGHE kmu ini!' n those kinda stuff n i think i sed things abt germs n all.. I told him not t take more i believe. I rele forgot. Bt then after i continued eating ANOTHER piece of chicken flicked on my sauce n this time it wz fajar. I lukd at him in disbelief thinking 'DDNT U JUST SEE N HEAR ME N ABID?!' bt he just lukd at me with those serious eyes i never can reply to.
He left. N after a while i noticed tht it wz just me n abid on th same couch n we wer both just sitting down staring into space doing nothing too. I laughed n talkd abt tht matter with him, he smiled n stuff n md or someone exclaimed something, like 'o iy ya' or 'abid sma bs ngapain jg' bla3 idk. i bet we lukd emo.
We took a lot of pix n vids, n finally th confetti string wz pulled. Papers of different colours n streamers flew evrywher. It wz huge. Best for last.
Bt i had t go home n finish th video, so i went. Fajar n afif wer walkin in front of me. At home I wz just copying it into th CD n all when suddenly someone rang th bell n ocha who opened it sed 'its fajar n hamzah' n my reaction wz '... what?'
Yea, it wz them. In MSN i told fajar something n he misunderstood n ended up with hamzah on my doorstep. They wer playing RO i guess. Hamzah bcame a fan tht day. I told them tht i finished th vid n wud they like t c it? n urged them t come in. Bt in th distance i saw carisa too so we waited for her n so th 4 of us scrambled inside.
After watching n laughing [hamzah wz utterly embarassed at his part *laugh*] they went back t dnf's bt i stayed.
Later on i found out tht some ppl wer gathering at iwan's, some at nisa's. Th nisa ppl wer just tryin t save her video which ddnt work, n th iwan ppl wer DDR-ing. I brot th video t th iwan household n watched DDR-ers n shoved th CD at yoes saying 'come on luk at it'.
Ppl went outside insted. Took pix, bla3. n finally we watched th vid. Evrybody laughed n im glad t get tht reaction from them. When tht wz done i think at nite i went t dnf's n watched TV n karaoke-ed with farah. dhea n md n nisa wer swimming. Ther wz even th Isyna boys.

Tuesday 24th June 2008

CC Mania
Another day tht cant repeat. In th car i wz smsing hamzah bt since my pulsa wnted t run out i ddnt bother replying anymore. He then calld n i wz surprised bt then i heard a familiar voice on th other line, fajar. I remembered in 2007/2006 when we wer gunna ice skate fajar calld me askin wher i wz bt i wz walkin rite towards him n after he turned around n saw me we laughed n closed our phones.
Not evryone wz ther yet so we went t th Food Court n spammed burger king bt i bot McD ice cream insted [tho i tuk some chicken fries from th others later]. Ther wz me md nisa indra dhe3 dnf umzah fajar n iwan. Indra sat with us girls wth.
Then CC came so we rampaged t th rink. We made a terrible fuss cz of th timing n i forgot bt i think argument wz spread over. Arya came. N i think me n fajar wer arguing too. Later me n iwan wer watching some chefs cook something from a restaurant kitchen's window. Finally we bot th tickets n skated.
Yes im sure me n fajar argued over something cz for half an hour we ddnt even skate tgether nor say anything t each other. Iwan n arya wernt skating bcuz arya has something against ice n iwan wz just keeping him company. they bcame bag counters.
Me n cania skated around th rink with a stopwatch keeping track of how fast we cud go. Then i invited hamzah n he wz faster than me. >.>
We skated n often sat down t talk or drink or eat n stuff. Ppl wer eating waffles n nachos.
Mothers n children came after a while n i wz lukin for my camera n mom who wz upstairs pointed at tnte lisna who wz downstairs. t my surprise fajar wz with her n i nervously skated twards him/tnte lisna n he held out his hand which had my camera hanging off it n smiled. So i did. After tht incident we started talkin n skating tgether again as if nothing happened bfore.
I tuk lotsa videos n in th end we had a group pic. It wz a nice skating session. Maybe better than last year, sorta.
Bt th day ddnt end ther. When we wer done we walked t th cinema area wanting t watch something i believe bt after so much fuss over which movie [n th lack of money too] t watch, me indra dhea dhe3 n fajar went t check th bowling alley. It wz me n fajar's idea i think.
We had a totally awesome time. XD when i think abt it i rele gotta smile. as we walked t th elevator dhea n indra kept being tgether so me dhe3 n fajar wer discussing tht matter n joking n talkin n stuff. In th elevator we ridiculously made attempts t take pictures bt when we reached at th bottom we hadta stop. Th picture wz messed up.
When we went inside th alley it wz packed T__T bt th elevator wz deserted o___O so we tried t take more pictures XD n once when it stopped at a floor n ther wz no one we hurriedly tried t close it bt JUST a few inches bfore th door closed we saw a person trying t go in XDXDXDD we wer so crazy. th resulting picture wz very wonderful tho.
On th way back dhea n indra wer alone again so me dhe3 n fajar out of th blue tuk a picture tgether bt failed. It wz funny XD n fajar actually wnted to o__o;; lately he dusnt mind being in pictures. turns out md n th others wer at claire's so we went ther with high spirits n even tuk pix at th escalator. XD we ddnt let others be in th pic later on. n finally me dhe3 n fajar tuk a nice pic in fronta claire's with th help of carisa :] we reported th bowling matter t md n she decided t traktir evryone t th chinese shanghai restaurant. *oh ya i forgot when bt some of us wer acting very stupid by flinging our hands at th restaurant sign as if we wer magicians when it lit up. XD i have th vid t explain. i think it wz umar's idea.
Arya went home sometime after tht or wtever n i sed my last bye t him. Bt now i think byes r for suckers.
Since some of us ddnt wanna eat shanghai bla3, we went t Xtreme world on our own. n by 'we' i meant fajar hamzah umar cania dhe3 n myself. It wz a splendid time. actually, it wz splendid cz me n dhe3 made it t be. we kept laughing n acting very dumb. unforgetful moments~ at first us girls played DDR bt then we watched umar n fajar play some shooting game tht wz very.. horror. hamzah wz just sitting down on a thing n playing with some ski game moving his legs around veeery funnily. After they went me n cania tried i think n th boys went t play some other shooting game. we stalkd em afta. *videos n pix shall describe me n dhe3's doing /gg
I got hungry tho n wnted t buy kfc, so me n dhe3 left cania with th boys n bot kfc. Bt THEN we saw a dreaded sight. Umzah hadta go home! Glek. I rushed over t them n urged for us t take a group pic first bfore leaving. they followed my order o___o;; n we tuk a happy-lukin pic on a table in fronta kfc. ;b then th twins left.
Us girls n fajar walked back t th shanghai restaurant tgether i think. n when all wz done we went home.. i believe. I forgot. At home i played RO i bet.

Wednesday 25th June 2008

Last Day in Qatar bfore goin t Indo
Ther wer no pictures t describe tday bt thers always RO screenshots n my bad memory, bt i cant possibly forget cz it wz very special for me.
Well, from morning til 4/5PM, all i dd wz play RO with evryone, n i mean EVRYONE. I wz hating fajar in th afternoon cz he kept ignoring me n he wz always screaming umar n cania n this n tht, never me .__. I got upset, of course, n ignored back. bt me n hamzah had some fun with th mushrooms n lord of noobs n all, DDNT WE HAMZAH? *note, thts read with a threatening tone
so, cania came t my house thruout midday btw, we played RO next t each other :b we then found out tht they wer makin sushi n stuff in dnf's house, n we dcided t go ther. oh yes, i also got an early bday present [i think] from th isynas, i like it a lot :]
in dnf's, all i dd wz utilise th internet n see pictures, bcuz i had no idea how t make sushi plus md n dhea n others wer already working on it. XD they wer waiting for iwan mostly, who sed he wnted t help. i think at tht time ther wz indra alredy, or dd he come later?
th bell rang, n th sudarsana brothers [well thts not their family name actually, bt i like callin em tht] stepped in n instantly me n fajar glared at each other, bt he sat bhind me anyhow. n idk how, bt he started t talk t me n i just accepted tht by replying, n bfore u knew it we wer.. having a conversation! again, as if nothing happened. we're both pretty stupid, i gotta admit.
then we turned on th karaoke n evrybody kept fighting over th book [i think], hamzah especially tuk over th book longest thruout th day bt he ddnt even sing >__>;; *duh. anyway, th isynas just came in when we started, n fajar calld umar 'u-mar' [i used t call him tht! bt well, not AT him] so when i chose some song n th lyrics had 'you' at th end, i added th 'mar', so 'i miss u' turns out into 'i miss u-mar' XDXDXD it wz very funny n ppl laughed, yes. i wonder if tht boy minded /gg
sososo, since we came at 5-ish maghrib came over soon afta n th boys went t th masjid as th rest.. d stuff.th sushi wz already done bt i ddnt eat it i think, idk y well anyhow i asked permission t get a pencil/pen n paper t draw, i sat in front of th computer lukin at iRO's website for rogue reference >] oh ya sometime bfore maghrib we all huddled over t luk at md's album. i think. God i forgot x.x
when th boys came back [i think umar ddnt come back boohoo], my baka bro grabbed a chair n sat next t me n started drawing his assassin. we wer both seriously drawing when hamzah dcided t do so too bt on ze dinner table. fajar wz then told t go home at 7-ish or wtever, n i hoped tht he'd come back. i migrated t th dinner table afta, n soon cania joined us, well just talking t hamzah mostly bt she wz ther. th rest wer doing other stuff idk wt, they wer random. oh yes, i think it wz finishing iwan's album o=
hamzah drew ravi n kanda i think, n he started doodling stuff on another piece of blank paper, farah fussed so much abt wasting paper this tht >__>;; well anyhow, while us 3 wer chattering away farah told me tht fajar wz lukin for me n he kept askin 'bs msi dsitu' bla3 n stuff, i wz very touched. he came back ~ n joined us anak ke-2s ex.farah at ze table.
i finished th me rogue fajar assassin drawing n started doodling on hamzah's sketch paper. while we wer drawing, we talkd abt various stuff idk wt, bt it wz very fun
when th drawing session wz done we just .. watched TV? yeah thts it. hamzah hadta go home, n i sed farewell. *flutters tissue about* well, i think th only ones watching TV wz me cania n fajar - zack & cody 8D. bt we felt started t feeltired n sleepy so we ddnt say too much. nisa wznt ther btw, she hadta do something idk wt. anyway after hamzah left something happened n tis a secret *cept hamzah knows, DONT U HAMZAH?
oh yes, at some point i asked indra when he's gunna tell me who he likes n stuff n he sed i havta wait n c cz hes gunna tell in ze airport. *he sed tht in chat actually* LE GASP! i wz shocked in ze chat. he's gunna antar us t th airport?!?! i kept complaining in dnf's house later tht i ddnt want him t be th last person i see in qatar. XD lol.
well, at around 9PM or something i wz told t go home, bt cania wz coming with me cz she hadta get her back n all. rite at tht point fajar lukd very moody, i think its cz he wz tired or sleepy or something bt maybe cz of something else.. after sayin bye t carisa [i thot she wz gunna stay longer so i sed simple stuff bt turns out i ddnt meet her afta TAT], dnf [theyre gunna antar us so i ddnt make a big deal outta it], n iwan, i sed bye t fajar, waved, bla3, anything t get him t reply. bt he afta lukin at me for a few secs he turned away twards th TV n ddnt say anything. )= i wz rele upset n when we stepped outta th house cania told me tht maybe its cz he feels very sad he dusnt wanna make it worse by sayin anythin t me? somethin like tht.
at home, evrythin wz covered in newspaper already. i got an sms from hamzah, n told md who wz in th storage room, she wz crying a bit i think. )= cania pamitted n sed bye t my family, bt i decided t walk her back t th house when she opened th door i peeked inside n saw fajar lying down on th couch lukin at me with tired/miserable eyes. n tht wz th last i saw of him til tday, 8th august~ *th day i typed this part of th entry XD
i played in th laptop after packing up n clearing away evrything for th last time. nisa went online n told me she wz gunna antar me too! great, we can say bye properly~ we chatted a while until she ddnt reply suddenly [i think]. fajar went online at 10:30 n he just went home at tht time. he sed he wz rele tired, bt he wnted t antar me t th airport too cz iwan wz gunna. i wz bewildered at tht idea bt th boy sed his mom ddnt allow him cz its too late T___T i urged him n stuff bt in th end he ddnt reply n i knew he wz already in bed.
it wz 12, i think, n iwan indra dnf n nisa wer already outside. ther wz dnf n nisa's car, all us kids huddled inside inside nisa's with om bidin, whilst ocha n my parents went t dnf's iwan n indra sat in th middle, nisa at th front. she recorded n tuk pix of us from th front, they lukd horrible. XD i wz in fear of wt indra wud say. in th journey we talkd abt stuff which of course i forgot abt.
when we reached, all th luggages wer sent off n very quickly we hadta go in. i sed my byes normally like evry year with my friends, bt dhea of course hadta hug XD *i think. so, all those sekompond ppl left [glek iwan th only guy], bt indra stayed of course, n talkd t md n all. i went inside th airport first - he ddnt say wt he sed he wud! *sigh* i knew tht guy cant keep his word.
n so, th flight went off very fine, i watched august rush and horton~ bfore i knew it i reached indo safe n sound, alhamdulillah hopefully u all kno im afraid of planes. XD

u kno i find it very odd how me n fajar wer like enemies in th mornin n afternoon bt like best friends [i think its cz we r] in th evenin n nite. God, we are stupid o__O;;


I SHALL TYPE ABT INDO IN ZE NEXT ENTRIES

s'been a while~

greetings journal readers [if any] 8)

its been a while since i typed a journal entry.. xD [a PROPER one tht is]
has anyone of u ever even MET a person who furiously types/writes long detailed journals like i? i shudve made a blog. or maybe i shud - n just copy + paste th stuff i typed here t ther? nahh. blogs r more public. this dA journal is more private XDXDXD /discusses-with-self
speaking of which, wts with this ugly font? *when u type th journal
anyway2, this journal's gunna wrap up th stuff i've been doin between th 7th up til yesterday [18th]
mind u, i dont think ill put a lot of details so hopefully this shall be nice and simple ^_____^;; *altho im mean and complex >D [erase th mean part]

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Saturday 7/6/08 | KAIFA

ermm.. th major event of tday wz 1) personal argument with someone and 2) kaifa. well2, in kaifa surprisingly we had a test, n i forgot all of th answers pdhl i used t know DX sob2. well, it lasted for an hour or so, cz afterwards we hadta go into our kaifa sports day teams. i wz on th blue team with cania i thot it wz just us girls bt then when we wer told t go t each team's respective rooms, i found out we wer also with th kids n boys.

i wz walkin to th room wondering out loud wher th blues go, and then fajar appeared walkin next t me n he asked 'kmu biru?' then i sed 'yeah.. u too?' n he smiled n so did i 8)

inside, we talkd abt who does wt activity [th kids n boys do more pif pif pif *n also more physical], n we also had lots of matters abt th team chant. i made up my own [which i personally find much better] bt om effendi n co. wnted me t lead it and as a girl, of course i ddnt wanna!! so we went on with a lame blue blue blue win win win n stuff. other issues wer also conducted during those premises, altho chat logs + brain memory shall be th witnesses, ty very much.

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Sunday 8/6/08

nothin happened here.

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Monday 9/6/08 | LAST PRIMARY

after school i went t 'take care' [i.e. play games] of yr1s n yr2s like any other monday with dhea, carisa, marc and iwan! 8) i persuaded tht eka graha guy 1000 times th previous day n i seriously thot he wudnt go bt he did! TAT bsides, it wz our last one so it shall be memorable 8) *and it wz.
well2, first of all we came in th class n marc n iwan played blocks with some of th kids, n us girls made necklaces n all with a boy calld.. alex? i forgot~ well i kinda like tht kid, he's got spunk. 8D
soon, th pizza came!! *______* it wz so delicious i tell ya. i only ate 2 tho. i think some ppl tuk 3 or wtever XDXD we even tuk pictures~ they wer so cute and friendly.
after we wer stuffed, th teachers told us t go outside n just randomly play with them xp they wer chasing iwan all over th yard [they love him], clinging to me, marc, carisa, dhea.. bla3.. n i dunno, it wz just free~ i tuk videos n th alex kid n mustafa or wtever his name wz kept being such attention-whores n acting dumb in front of th camera XD
an accident occured; one of th kids fell while me carisa dhea n a buncha kids stood on top of th bench for a picture, altho th kid wznt on th bench XD i think he wz chasing iwan n he tripped or something.. after tht incident, we went back inside XD it wz over.
here's th group picture we tuk outside with a self-timer [its very big]: [link]
afta tht, me dhea n salmaniye stayed in baskin robbins from 2 til 3pm eating 6 ice creams. XD i ate 1 1/3, dhea ate 2 1/3, n salmaniye at 2 1/3 [we shared one of em]. one of salmaniye's flavours wer so icky and tasted like mountain dew XDXDXD me n dhea had an unpleasant sensation in our tongues. we even tuk pictures XD who knows wt th store owners thot of us.

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Tuesday 10/6/08 | ARYA'S HOUSE

glek. i had my chemistry paper 1 tday D<>[which i dd not attend to] bcuz she ddnt wanna go back n forth from home n such.
at first ther wz ichay, we talkd abt my drawings cz i brot my artbook, bt then she hadta go T__T;; so i wz lead [i had problems with th spelling of tht past tense, thus i consulted umar 8D] into arya's room, or whoever's it wz. ther wz faizza and izza and ali and later on mish'al. i just sat against th wall on th bottom mattress [it wz quite comfortable btw] n started drawing - bt most of th time i wz watching th adorable toddlers with huge grins on my faces XD they wer playin with this noisy toy laptop, n none of em knew 2+2. -___-;;
when i asked th vicious ali who kept holding this green + black robot bionicle-lukin toy some math problems, he never answered n lukd as if he ddnt kno!! wt on earth. Dx stil it wz amusing.
th kids wer also playin with kitchen utensils, ali n izza had a little dispute as to who dominated th oven bt ali settled it by pointing at himself sayin 'this is mine' then at izza sayin 'this is urs' [or wz it 'and urs'? well wtever, its along those lines XD]. i tuk a picture of it xDD;; oh yes, ali also made me some chocolate cake.
at around 12 or somethin i wz summoned by mother t consume lunch, which wz bakso i think. it wznt very nice being alone, bt thank God i had th tots. if not, i wudve died of silence. Dx *i wz doodling on th back of my artpad some RO ppls 8)
ther wz another funny izza/ali incident, wher izza grabbed a toy knife n then ali snatched it away from him n sed 'jgn, nnti kepotong! kyk gini' and then he started makin cutting gestures at his WRIST! XDXDXD i wz laughing n in my head thot: ali knows how t be emo. xD oh come on ali, u wont get cut at th WRIST, probably just fingers or somethin xp
it wz a jolly time, bt at 12:30 i went home n played RO n stuff *not studyin of course

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Wednesday 11/6/08 | SABA'S PARTY

I had a great time tday! i forgot abt th person i had a dilemma with for like 4 hours or somethin n it wz relaxing, bt like my famous quote 'happiness is temporary', i snapped back t reality pretty quick.
tday marked th last day of my igcse's!! o: it wz a physics paper 1. paper 1s are multiple choice n take up 45 mins >__>;;
well anyway! when i burst out of th room which i dreaded in from 3:40 til 4:25, i found someone screaming my name 'SYANIA!!!' n it turned out t be RULA?!?!?! i heard from th day bfore she mite be comin t th party we wer having at saba's house, bt i wz rele surprised t find her actually ther o___o;; she lukd much thinner, and prettier too. i liked her hair~

like all my other school friends, she hugged me bt i ddnt hug her back XDXDX i dunno, i just dont like hugging. or am i simply embarassed? it wz nice seeing her for a long time tho.. well, th last time wz th school fair actually. or wz it february?

she went on with her other friends n like planned, me n shaza screamed 'WOOOOOOOOOOTTT!!!' t declare th end of our exams *tchd. we wer th only ones doin tht, of course. she n i r crazy delinquents. xD we plan t get a detention/in trouble for a dumb reason next year. bt not on purpose 8)
so2, we tuk pictures, all of us, and then jet off t saba's house which wz like a 2-minute drive away from school. me n shaza n madusa rode in madusa's car, i thot th guy at th front wz her driver so i sed stupidly 'is tht ur driver?' n shaza hissed at me 'thts her dad u IDIOT' n i wz like OOOOOOPS XDXDXD tht wz rele dumb.
th ppl tht came wer a few, which wz gud, cz i ddnt want a lot of ppl ther t be honest XD ther wz me, shaza, madusa, saba, sammy, dahlia, rula n iman. rodha came later on, bt REAAALLY later. at first we hung in saba's room - we changed, talkd, discussed abt th movie 'teeth' which me n shaza wnted t watch bt cudnt cz of many disapprovals, n.. yeah stuff.
we migrated t th clubhouse, n pizza n ice cream [*_______*] wer brought in. i kept nudging shaza t eat th pizzas with me bt since nobody else wz, we waited Dx me n madusa had horror talks abt this dartboard, with those pointy killer darts.. u kno? we imagined ppl throwing th darts at th board bt somebody wz passing thru n then th dart GOES RITE THRU TH HEAD! ugh it wz horrible n she n i kept going 'AHHH' n makin 'im scared' gestures t ourselves which wz rele stupid XD tht pompom head n i also played with this enormous fan.
ok, since wt we dd ther wz all random and non-linear, here's th singkatan [how d u say tht in english? wait.. abbreviation?! no way. uhh.. brief! oh yeah.. i knew tht]:
*rula/saba/shaza's media players wer switched back n forth t play th music.
*after maghrib we acted like drunk ppl n started dancing - no, not like th dances ppl in clubs do, bt th mental, hyper, high teenager dances XD i wz th one tht danced most t be honest o___O;; it wz actually very fun and energetic. bt i bet i lukd like a moron XD i wudnt dance like tht in front of anyone else. i grew tired after eating 2 more bowls of chocolate ice cream tho. *they tasted so gud TAT
*we.. talkd. yeah we talkd. i mostly talkd with shaza, sammy, madusa n rula tho XD i forgot wt kinda stuff we talkd abt bt yeah we did.
*shaza kept grabbing me n spinning me around, horizontally. she's such a man i tell u. u wudnt believe how strong she is n how fast she can spin me around. i kept yelping tho like a dog with rabies [ckck how dare i compare myself t tht animal] bcuz it wz terrifying, tho quite fun.
*evrythin else wz just random, like th ppl we are. mind u, tht wz th last time i ever saw sammy n th last thing i sed t her wz 'then stalk me!' i think. TAT;; no more sammy .______. i went home at 7:30 cz.. i dunno. i just felt like i shud. bt it wz very fun :]

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Thursday 12/6/08 | KEMPO RHEARSAL

argh. yet again another controversy tday. after 5 days of not. *sigh*
well, t our surprise, ther wz kempo tday cz om susilo wnted us t do a demo for th kaifa sports day on saturday. they thot it wud be a gud thing t show for th kids n th FANAR dudes. riite. dhea n iwan ddnt come bcuz they wer caught up in schoolwork. riite.
fajar acted so miserable and angsty in th car. whenever om ali asked him somethin or made a joke he ddnt even try t force a small laugh, or answer clearly. he kept muttering and replyin short. on th other hand, me n farah kept cackling n talkin n all.
th demo wz so freakin hard. we learnt new moves tht had complicated names n confusing gestures. we even learnt th jumping one - tobireng bla3 or something. i wz with errin again. carisa fajar farah n arya wer like a foursome, they kept giggling n conversing with each other.
i dunno wt else t say abt tht rhearsal bsides th fact tht i cudnt memorise th techniques very well, n i myself wz in a bad mood. bt of course, im someone who exerts full effort at anythin, n can pretend, so i think i managed t laugh n smile sometimes.

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Friday 13/6/08 | YR10 STUDY SESSIONS [gone bad] & WEDDING

tday wz nisa's 14th bday n i ddnt prepare a drawing for her so i worked on it til 11:30 wher i rushed t her home only t find iwan fajar n indra leaving. they wer wrapping th prizes for kaifa sports day - ther wer a hell loada bags i tell ya. i saw a mysterious pan being clutched by one of th mothers. i ddnt come early cz i wz too busy playin RO bfore drawing /gg. neverthless, i hadta go home after presentin her th picture anyway cz i wz ordered t hang up th laundry.
when i wz done n such, i went t nisa's house, wher i ate bubur. ther wz dnf, nisa, me, dhe3, md, hamzah, khalid, fadhli n bla3, i forgot. in th room we watched 'smiling pasta' videos, bt then dhea told me she promised th yr10 boys tht they'd study tgether n i wz dragged along.
in th clubhouse ther wz indra, abid n iwan. ther wer papers n books all over th place like a hurricane had swept thru. *glek* anyhow, we went ther at 2-ish i believe. since i ddnt havta study /gg, i just sat n watched wt they wer doing, also shuffling thru icha's past papers n abid's accounting stuff. we wer calld over by nisa t get some cake, which we delivered t th boys.

i brot my drawing stuff bt i ddnt use em at all XD insted, i helped indra with his biology n others with their maths or wtever subject it wz, n well.. talked! XD i even ran home n back like 4x t sholat n get my own past papers which indra borrowed all of. xD

t tell u th truth, they wernt REALLY studyin like ther wz an exam th next day. we wer too busy joking around, takin pictures n complainin abt accounting or fussin abt papers n questions n such. it wz rele fun XDXDXD
BUT th highlight of tht study session wz .. E.A. its a secret, only us attendants + MD [who came very later btw] kno abt th true meaning bhind it. altho i told fajar a few days later xp bt we 6 wer th only witnesses! i shall never forget wt we did. XD
when i came back from sholat asar ther wz fajar, nisa n frh already so E.A. wz abrupted. u___u th session ended at like 5 i believe, cz ther wz a wedding in alkhor later on n we hadta get ready. at dnf's house tho, we helped prepare th parcels for tmorrow~ it wz fast work.
th ride t alkhor wz soooo long i actually slept. th only teens tht came wz dnf, me, md n nisa. -o-;; th boys ddnt wanna come, well hamzah dd, bt since he wz th only dude he backed out. *sigh* we only stayed ther for 2hrs actually - we ate n watched th performances [link] . i sat with farah all nite. th singers wer gud 8) dita wz especially admirable *0* idk, not much t say abt tht nite. bt i dressed quite 'girly' if u can call it tht, tho i dunno when i can wear those clothes ever again. tmorrow im back t my manly self.

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Saturday 14/6/08 | KAIFA SPORTS DAY

im listenin t 'keep ur hands off my girl' rite now n i just wanna say: JOEL'S VOICE IS SO SEXAAAYYY!! XD
*cough* us sekompond-ers came exceptionally early n th place wz pretty deserted when we entered.
since i already have pictures n videos of th sports day, n rele memorable things both gud and bad happened, i wont bother typin in detail abt it. bt i shall present in bullet points:
*i totally messed up th kempo demonstration.
*i had a grudge on th colour green for a while cz of tht day.
*us blue ppl lost. green won.
*i broke off a piece of th team card n calld it th "piece of victory"
*i found fikar n jihad t be very amusing ther.
*after evrybody left, n us sekompond ppl wer th only ones, me n mater hung around next t [umar?] n hamzah wer he [they?] wer sitting. we wer fiddlin with our al-tazaj food n goodie bags i believe. md soon came very norakly playin with a tambourine n teasing th awfully poor twins. this resulted in them playin football.
*we wer then calld by th mothers t pick out th leftover prizes [i remember boii being thrilled abt his pan] n we dd tht for a while.
*after much confusion, we found out tht we hadta go with th fathers bcuz me n cc's mom had errands t do. dnf disappeared btw.
*me md dhe3 CC n ocha hadta squeeze in one car with mr.bang [om bangun] n dad at th front. i wz th last one t come in, bt when md wz tryin t get in th car she sorta stumbled n flew backwards, bumping into me who yelped in reflex 'ALHAMDULILLAH' bt th case wz tht i wz also stumbling backwards XDXDXDXD it dusnt sound funny when i describe it, bt BELIEVE ME, me n md wer laughin til tears came out, n when we told th story t evryone else in th car, they laughed very, very hard too. XD *specially carisa. th reason y i screamed 'alhamdulillah' whilst nearly FALLING wz cz i just finished burping when md bumped into me. : D BWAHAHAAHAHAH XDXDXDXD we roared for a long, long time.
*turns out we wer goin t arya's apartment!! th actual event wznt actually in his house bt we spent th hours ther, watchin 'th moment of truth'. it wz rele suspensin n interestin n we wer all like gasping n ooh-inh n aah-ing n goin 'ckck u naughty woman' n stuff. XD hamzah wz sittin bhind me surprisingly and then his twin brother joined.
*me n CCwer th only ones left i think. i went t arya's room with cania n played guitar hero. it wz nice~
i think thts all i havta say for tday!~

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Sunday 15/6/08

nothing happened tday - i just played in th laptop as usual. th yr10's had another study session i think bt i ddnt come.

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Monday 16/6/08

i cant say nothin happened tday. lots of things happened. one of em includes th end t my personal fights *alhamdulillah y Allah. th other wz just playin RO all afternoon n evenin with fajar. i felt bad, cz he wz meant t be studying. well, not yet rele. xD bt it wz great fun.

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Tuesday 17/6/08 | STUDY SESSION AGAIN

ther wz confusion as t when tday's study session wud start, bt i went ther aftar asar at 3:30pm-ish. i told fajar i'd go after asar n he sed he wud too. he also told me tht he wznt allowed t play in th laptop [as instructed by tnte siwi] so when in RO he logged in all of a sudden i asked somethin along th lines of 'wt abt ur mom?'. he told me she wz asleep, so we played tgether freely. bt then he went off all of a sudden, then back online again. he sed tht his mom wz awake, bt she's gone now. later on he went offline again and now his and iwan's msn went off too!! im pretty quick at thinkin when it comes t solvin stuff like this so i grinned t myself 'fajar ure soo busted'. bsides, he wz meant t be studyin! n th day bfore i wz like tmorrow u better not play RO for too long.
well, since i already sholated, i went t th clubhouse wer ther wz iwan indra dhea n andin~ o: i wz just sittin down helpin andin with her maths, when i noticed tht they all had a study date except me cz they wer teachin one another TAT
iwan > dhea
indra > andin {both maths?}
LOL XDXDXD i wz all gunyuu cz i ddnt have a date n they told me t find one n someone suggested fajar n i wz like yeah he's supposed t be here! i then felt hungry so i rushed back home t eat some ice cream. i checkd my mobile n i got an sms from fajar o: he sed he got caught. BWAHAHAHAHA XDXDXDXDXD i knew it.
so, i smsed tht guy pleading him t try n ask his mom if he wz allowed t come or not. he sounded as if he wznt able t make it or even try askin cz his mom's angry. in th clubhouse md appeared, thus resulting in iwan having 2 dates now cz andin went over t him XD i think.
since i wznt teachin anymore, i went t th gym and started runnin on th treadmill. when i stepped outside, i found fajar sitting on th couch next t mine! : D i wz grinning. i asked him somethin t do abt how his mom let him n all n he went on with a long story abt his ESCAPE. tht kid actually ran away XD stupid stupid. it wz a funny story tho.

th yr10s wer studyin math n he, as a yr8, wz studyin science. in msn he told me he wz too shy t come cz of tht matter bt well at least in th end he came anyway XD

well, from then on til maghrib, adi n farah came. adi wz of course with th yr10s, n farah with me n fajar. md talkd more with th others obviously - th yr8s wer much more serious in their studies than them xDD *this fact only applied 20 minutes bfore maghrib btw.
bfore th yr8s wer so serious, me n fajar kept chattering abt a buncha stuff. i only remember stuff abt his fantasies n dreams, n his school life. i dunno, we dd talk a lot. ther wz also adi's dad, tho i ddnt rele notice him obviously.
fajar also told me how he sneaked in his house n snatched a math paper he wnted t ask me abt, bt his mother wz actually ther reading a newspaper XDXD unfortunately i cudnt answer his question very surely. it wz a maths igcse paper 2, abt venn diagrams @___@;; once he sighed n sed something along th lines of 'yahh g bsa chatting deh nnti' [bcuz ehem2, his mom raged] n i questioned without knowing th answer at all 'emank chatting sma siapa?' n he lukd at me n replied 'kmu' as if its obvious. i wz like 'oh', bcuz its not!
during th session i wz drawing a pic of a random person n after a while i added features tht made fajar remark 'thts trent harrison' rite after i sed how cool he lukd. i resented tht he luks too keren t be trent harrison n tht boy started glaring at me. XD we had several quiet utterances of unacceptance, n my mouth sometimes sed th opposite of wt my heart wz thinkin. *yes ppl, it's my heart tht does all th thinkin, not my brain XD
after those quiet moments [i dunno y bt we spoke lowly out of reflex. bsides, it wz pretty private so we ddnt anyone t hear dd we?] he started studyin for real, n i bgan helpin farah by askin her questions. while i wz drawin n talkin t fajar bfore btw, she kept sayin stuff so loudly bt i ddnt even pay attention, bcuz she wz interrupting our conversation! >___>;; *if u read my previous journal u cud have remembered tht she also kept interrupting when me n fajar wer partners n practised in kempo
finally it wz maghrib, n after some minutes i went out n started walkin home. th rest wz still in th clubhouse or dhea's house, idk. i went up t fadhli n inquired abt his poor poor hand. fajar also went up n disturbed. hohs weller. we 3 walkd tgether home n i sensed tht tht boy wz in a pretty bad mood. i wz just starin blankly at front when fajar softly sed tht he saw a shooting star n pointed at th sky. urghh i so wnted t see!! >___< at nite i started bein miserable again n ranted at poor arya.

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Wednesday 18/6/08 | ANDIN'S HOUSE

i cant believe its a week til i go t indo. im so not ready. ther will be large changes. no arya, iwan or md. i wonder how tht'll be.. *also, im just not anticipating for th flight >__<
tday i wz reluctantly brot out of th house at 9AM [NOT in my usual schedule of arousement at 10:30-11:30AM] t andin's house, bt first we went t th house next door tht belonged t tnte nurul.
when andin n dhea came into view [they finished their exams tht day] all th mothers tht wer ther went t andin's. her house wz HUUUUUUUUUUGE. o____o;; and pretty. and had lots of entertainment - stop thinkin pervertedly u naughty ppl *slaps*. it wz 10AM already.

i went t andin's room n it wz just as big. my eyes wer entranced by th DDR mat tht laid on th floor ready t be stepped on. me n dhea wer all hyped up n immediately started playing XDXDXD we wer such noobs. bt dhea wz better than me. n whoa, andin's sure got DDR skills. she wz so faast! Dx tho bfore i left tht house, i knew i improved 8)

th mothers wnted t go t andin's house mainly t learn how t bake some cake which i discovered later at home fantastically delicious! *0*
bt me dhea n andin ddnt bother t watch. insted, we played DDR, watched America's Got Talent [its a gud show btw, bt thers just too much singing n im kinda sick of tht], ate yummy soto.. dhea n andin played in th computer whilst i karaoke-ed. tnte retno sed my voice wz gud >__>;; i wz tryin not t be heard!! DX bt oh well.
at 12:30 we went t school~ me n mater tried lukin for mr.parry t deal with IA business bt we cudnt find him TAT i even asked hamzah bt he ddnt c him either. nobody did!! Dx oh well. im gunna havta suffer a wrong-name-calling in th ceremony on thursday .__. unless i talk t him bforehand!!
i wz just standin around with nisa n cania or someone when i saw th kompond boys walkin by. my God fajar lukd so irate o___O he lukd like he wnted t beat a person up if they dare get near him.
in ze car [oh its been forever since i sat at th back after school T__T] me n nisa talkd abt dumb stuff like her lack of studying n school stuff. me n fadhli talkd abt RO. 8) i thot nisa wz gunna go t villaggio with me later tht day bt she ddnt >___>
i dont bother typin abt th villaggio trip cz its not interesting xcept tht virgin is band products heaven, except it doesnt have ANY good charlotte or wtever stuff. they just have AC/DC, slipknot, korn, green day, linkin park, bla3. bleh.

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sooo tht wz my past almost-2-weeks. when u read it it dusnt seem long, bt it LOOKS long. and trust me, it takes even longer t type it up! duh. x___x;;
well i hope this journal's entertaining anyway - if u actually read it. XDXDXD
i cant believe it's 1:00AM now. n i sed i wnted t sleep at 10.

riite.. june impression

its been a while since i typed long journals, bt i guess ppl dont rele bother reading em so wt difference dus it make?


june's no better than may.


n hurray, hurray, my bday will be in indo. no im bein sarcastic
if i wz still in qatar on th 30th i can hang out with CC cz theyre staying til like early july. itll be like last year, goin t th cinema. i dont talk t my cousins in indo. dont ask me y - i just cant. bsides, im closed, even t my friends here, so how d u expect me t get on with them? i dont even rele care either. im sick of caring. plz dont think im evil.


well, this week i got thru 2 of th worrying exams, physics paper 3 and english literature. wew, english lit.. probably th hardest exam ull ever take in ur life! bt i found th one i did kinda ok. xcept i rushed th last question, i dd it for 30 mins when each one's meant t be 45mins.. >__<;; 2hrs15mins of 6 paged writing.. my wrist hurted after tht. alhamdulillah i only have multi choice papers left, so im basically free ~ altho im gunna miss my friends cz kempo's over too, so ther goes 2 chances t meet them.


on thursday, we had our last kempo session, which i ddnt even kno abt. we practised for our demo, th sensei gave us a new ..show thing, altho i preferd th old one.. evryone went against me.. they always do.. well, at first i stood bhind fajar cz we wer originally partners, bt when om hari or wtever left, n elang had no partner, fajar went to him.. and so i wz with errin. th demo thing wznt all-that.. wznt rele cool.. ddnt have any partnerisation.. bt wt can i do? when we wer done, we just talkd n stuff, i sat first talkin with idk who, n then i moved to th crowd, wher we talkd abt th most disgusting stuff we cud ever talk abt, i.e. our flabby and straight belts n other biological stuff; and then resided with fajar n cania as we listened t his airplane stories.. he sed 'just for laughs' as 'just for LOVE' - n i sed, 'i wanna laugh at u' as 'i wanna love at u' OLOLOLOL.


on friday, ther wz a rapat at nisa's, th girls wer ther bt i just stayed at home playin RO, altho when they sed they wer havin a photoshoot i dcided t go t dnf's at 12. i wznt in th shoot of course, i hate bein in em, insted i tuk th pix and just stood watchin while talkin t nisa n cania. theyre painting th houses orange o:
later on, we went t nisa's, ate n watched nigahiga videos in utube [and laughed tremendously of course] then .. went outside. welll we wer just talkin n walkin, takin pix n stuff whilst others wer randomly bustling abt. we hung in front of fajar's house, then aman n ali cried so nisa hadta take care of em lol. th other girls wer just modelling. XD after tht fajar told me a story of a nigahiga vid, he sed it so full of spirit and stuff bt ddnt finish it cz .. idk. we just went.

oh yes. only me n cania wer tgether i believe, turnd out th rest wer at th swimmin pool so we dcided t go ther. we dipped our feet n legs in th water, it wz sooooo refreshin n cool~ XD it felt great : D dhea md dhia carisa farah wer photo2ing, bt me cania n nisa just sat n talkd, n lama2, after video-ing ourselves n stuffs, bgan splashing each other with water XD we wer soakin wet!
nisa kept whining and squealing n makin annoyin noises so i made her rele wet as i cud XD bsides, when we threw th water, th wind made th droplets blow back t us so we ended up laughing and gettin wet ourselves xp yes, we wer very drenched. we kept up th routine for a long time until we hadta go t dnf's t dry ourselves and .. just sit.
we lukd at pix from th cameras n all, then it wz time t go t th kbri so i went home ..


i wz told t go with nisa by mom n dad, bt she sed she wz goin with om hanif with her dad, n i thot tht maybe their car wud be too full.. so i turned t iwan n fajar n dcided t go with them also with md.
we waited in his house n all wz quiet until fajar brot this kipling monkey with demented arms tht r placed at its BACK insted of SIDES.. we laughed at it xp
in th car, me n fajar talkd abt nigahiga videos.. as usual.. n wt else? he told me somethin else.. bt i forgot. well we talkd thru th entire journey wtsoever.



we reached with dhe3 n arya, who ended up not doin th demo cz well.. yeah. we waited at th back, just hangin round talkin n watchin evryone but us kyu 3 wear these black vests. we tuk pix n speculated their practises. soon umzah nisa md n bla3 came, they saw wt we had t offer ther, too bad we ddnt surprise them in th actual thing.
i wz just starin at some money when all of sudden arya appeared bside me, n he wz FREAKIN CLOSE btw, we touched asdusdhas. he mumbled somethin n i wz like 'whaaaaat?' n he sed 'maaf ya g bsa ngajak ngobrol hri ini' n i wz like 'ohh its ok' n he left n mater who wz observing th scene started laughing n i laughed too. XD it wz such an awkward moment o__O and his mumbling wz REAALLY g jelas. i think he stood very close cz he wz nervous XD bt tht wz too close my God.
anyhow we stayed ther for quite a long time til we went t th front and stood on th scorching hot bricks waitin for our turn.



after watchin balloons gettin stuck t a wire n th kids' performance, it wz our turn. i think we dd ok. ther wer so many premans and unfriendly-lukin men bt i wz nowher near nervous. my left foot wz achin tho.. it still is.. thers this huge bubble on my heel n dhe3 n carisa told me itll dry n then peel off. sick. i have difficulty walkin cz of tht -____-;;
th senpais' embu wz cool too~ kinda short tho. later on ther wz this silat thing, hard t believe those graceful movements can be used t fight.. iqbal wz pretty cool >]
we then travelled t th back, wher we just hung around n i tried t eat my bakso bt it wz hot, and while i wz waitin for it t cool i conversed for quite a while with iwan, i forgot abt wt rele bt we just talkd, n dhe3 farah n cania n nisa or wtever sed t each other not t interrupt me n iwan.. like, let us talk ALONE, BRDUAAN, bla3. as usual, iwan put on his 'wtf' expression n i lukd at him attempting th same. XD it wz pretty funny tho. i also made small talk with hamzah abt his books, our performance n dhe3's house n bla3, i think he seemd pretty annoyed. *swt. i wz still carrying my bakso when i wz calld t go out cz its time t go t dhe3's -o-
outside some of us conversed with om hanif, he sed he's talkd his kids into joining kempo since 2003.. wow.. xD even til now they havent joined? ckckck. they appeared as we sort of finished th convo n i again commented abt th matter.


it wz th first time i went t dhe3's house, n i wz utterly norak-ly amazed. it wz huuuge *___* n ther wz so many pretty furniture.. xD n lotsa carpets.. i love carpets.. /gg
well, evryone sholated n tuk a shower n all cept me, cz.. yeah i have my reasons. XD th pngajian started at 8:30pm zomg n we reached at 6-ish btw, during those hours we wer doin th activities as mentioned previously, along with watchin ppl play th laptop. i drew, n t my horror it wz th most ugliest drawing ive ever drawn in june.
which reminds me, tday's drawing day! D i shall draw something. gud. very gud.
so anyway, all we dd in tht house wz fiddle with ppl's phone numbers bcuz of this magazine thing.. matching up each of our total numbers with other's.. apparently i wz a 3, n i wz compatible with.. i forgot. : D we wer doin tht instead of wtchin 21.. XDDX
th only ppl ther wz me dnf dhe3 CC annisa n md.. nisa wznt allowed t come, umzah wz at home, iwan n fajar wz at arya's. we chatted with arya n hamzah also, n lukd at emails n watched utube videos n lukd at dA. : D
surprisingly we went home at 11:30 o: th food wz gud btw. we all cried n sniffed n stuff cz of th oh-so-spicy bakso XDXD which food i already consumed in th kbri, if u noticed.


im staying up.. cz its th last time i will until school starts.. : D

studyin start!?

ahh i havent typed a journal in 4 days ~ lol so wut xp

RO ISNT LOGGING ON!! x_________x;;


its makin me annoyed.. cz i wanna level up!! argh argh argh DX it says 'failed t connect t server' n im so worried cz i wz just installing a firewall n maybe thts th cause ToT;; RO PLZ WORK, I DONT WANNA STUDY!! DX

anyway i wnted t type a journal cz i had a .. kinda sad dream last nite; well ther wz more than 1 bt i only remembered th last one i had bfore wakin up.


ok so, i wz in a mall, n my family split up, so i wz with dad. we went t th food court t eat after goin up sum mouldy staircase - th place lukd like a typical indonesian mall/pasar thing .. like.. ITC or something u know?
ok so then we wer eating, n then i heard an enormous rumble, bt my dad continued eatin his burger n i wz lukin around th place worried. all of a sudden water came rushing in th mall n it went as high as my knee i think! o______O;; i wz terrified bt evrybody continued eating, like this wz somethin typical t happen on like th 3rd floor or something! bt THEN a HUGE wave came bursting in and th entire place wz DROWNED n i thot i wz gunna die.
my dad tugged at my arm t go t th left, bt i cudnt c an exit ther n just swam t th rite, with my instincts. i held my breath for as long as i cud as i kept swimming twards an opening of light. when i exited, for some odd reason i wz on a sloping pavement n all th water wz like.. soaked or summat oxo!
bt for dear life, i climbed up a nearby hill [?] n stood next t a tree clinging on shivering cz of how wet i wz, as i watched families n ppls n bla3s trudge away from th mall soaked n hugging each other. then i screamed ' PAPAHHH! PAPAHH!' for ages n ages til i found him walkin bhind some other men, NOT WET and READING A MAP? WTH? bt then i ran t him n started hugging n crying n stuff XD he seemed fine ToT;;
afterwards we went t th front of th mall wer i saw many vendors lukin after their stuff [for wt?] n then i met up with th rest of my family n .. thts abt it i think. i woke up at 9AM 8D


now i shall amuse myself with katekyo hitman reborn episodes insted of studyin~

>____>

in yr11

th exams u take
r not only iGCSE's
or wtever they cud be

bt ..

thers life exams too
abt love
friendship
personality
..

ya, gtu deh
n theyre not by th cambridge or wtever exam board
theyre by Allah SWT

n u kno wt

theyre way more difficult than writing pages n pages of 19 exams

im havin trouble with one of my tests.. God's trials..
n well, ive done this so many times
bt unlike exams, which u can easily ace if u memorise all th answers t 1 paper-
th ones God make.. has so many ways t get th rite solution

its not easy bein me -
its not easy bein 15 =\
n its definitely not easy takin 19 school exams ..
n abt 10 other ones tht matter much more for ur life n afterlife

im tryin t be patient u kno
tryin t .. just wait?
or prhaps do somethin?

bt basically wt i mean is ..

i just want help


now; wt am i gunna do over th week insted of studyin, cz i have no exams yet til th 2nd of june?

die another day

when i c ur smiling face it makes me wanna cry

idk
idk
idk
idk
idk

actually i do.


exams from mon-fri

7 in total i think

..


stupid . .

life

or person?


thers nobody t talk abt this to.
well, ther is
bt theyre not ther for me.

someone used t be-
bt they're th last person i want t kno abt this
cz they wont care, u know?

overall : bad

ugh, i thot tht with th revival of terms with hamzah, i'd not be so emo anymore bt its staying >_____>;;


ill make th journal as short as i can [which is possibly an impossible task for me], cz it's 1AM n i rele wanna sleep. its abt yesterday btw.


kaifa: mr. bilal phillips speech like wt umar mentioned. i listened t th smoking parts, n th some history parts. bt other than tht, i wznt payin attention. i have no idea wt i wz doin - oh yeah, readin th sunnah booklet + drawing th draft for umar's pic. :b i wz sittin inbetween carisa n nisa, we wer at th top of th auditorium 8D after several droning hours, me, dk, md, carisa, ichay n icha wnted t go t th toilet *we wer DESPERATE* bt at th floor we wer in [1 or somethin], it wznt ther so we went t th ground floor. bt then it wznt ther either XD we climbed up th escalator bt th door only lead t th elevator! so then we went t th 2nd floor, bt ther wz nothin ther so we went back down. bt wnted t go back up or somethin - only t find th elevator stuck XD it wudnt close or open. imagine if we wer in it! id be freaked out. im scared of elevators u know? ;D finally we found th toilet in th ground floor in th woman's section. we wer saved yeah ~ i calld tht th toilet chronicles. *hero music* ive had several others bfore, in th kbri n at school i think. oh yes, i failed t find n meet th twins t wish them a happy bday DD: oh well.


home: th miserable part! it wz like 1pm or somethin n i had my laptop on my bed so i can listen t music while i draw umar's pic at my study table. *oh yes i just realised i havent had any memorable dreams since a while DD: bt then i rememberd abt our little ice skatin plan, which backfired cz umar wudnt ask hamzah for me *u made me so angry ther man* n fajar wudnt help me ask umar either. i forgot y [th chat log can explain] bt then afterwards me n fajar had a fight, with my huge meaningful rants n his calm ignorant replies >___>;; God, he made me so angry n sad, bt heh heh guess wt i ddnt cough up any tears. he n umar made me so effed up n i told like carisa n cania n afdal some parts of it [th fajar log shall be kept secret]. i wz like angry/depressed for 2hrs. i cooled down by lukin for SLR cameras for my bday present. i also started umar's pic, which i dd so reluctantly cz of wt happened earlier, bt i just wnted t be nice n prhaps a drawin cud make him happy for he receives somethin in his bday =\ . i rushed it so bad whilst listenin t music n 10 minutes bfore maghrib hijrah-ed t th twins' house. i wz still sad bcuz of th fajar incident, bt when i rang th bell hamzah opened th door, just th person i wnted t c~ th conversation goes somethin like 'hamzah, happy bday!' n he went 'thanks' or somethin idk, then i shoved his pic at him n asked wher umar wz, hamzah lukd inside his house n sed 'he's.. sumwher' or somethin along those lines, then i sed 'oh ok wtever give this t him ok n tell him i sed happy bday' *shoves umar's pic at hamzah* 'byee!' 'bye' n he closed th door. :b mission accomplished 8D sorta. well enjoy ur pic umar. i transferred my laptop back t th dining room n wz abt t get ready for kempo when suddenly th adzhan boomed n i saw fajar openin up a chat with me t say he wz sorry n stuff. oh, i dcided not t be so soft on him anymore so i asked him questions first n well.. yeah. bt at least tht shows he still finds me his friend.. or somethin .__.


drive: i went in th sudarsana mobile n he n i ddnt say a word until dhea came in >__> or dd he ask me abt somethin i wz takin out of my bag? ahh wtever. she wz in th middle. we talkd abt jungle zone n arranged t go tmorrow [aka tday], altho we needed t invite th others n stuff. he seemed so cheerful rite ther n then, so different when he's online. thruout th rest of th journey they kept talkin abt indonesia n stuff n evrytime they do tht i get upset .. cz of a private reason; n so i just stayed quiet n only talkd whenever - whenever.


kempo: it wz kinda happy, bt overall upsetting n regretful .x.;; we wer warming up n fajar stud next t me, n while we wer doin so he kept sayin somethin bt i had no idea who to, maybe t himself, or t iwan who wz bside him, or myself even. bt i ddnt hear any word he sed - except somethin like 'i thot u wer happy'. i wnted t answer bt i ddnt. he also attempted t say somethin tht wud make me laugh bt i ddnt understand him n just choked out a small grin. i dunno y i wz like tht at first, bt then later on in th nite i realised its cuz i wz still kinda heart broken by his words tht his rele friendly actions rite in those 2hrs wer too fast n too much for me t handle. i ddnt recover yet, t put it simply. i believe i kept puttin a blank face, n like wt i remember hamzah saying, when im not smiling or frowning, it luks like im frowning. i felt fajar luk at me several times. after warmup th sensei [ther wz only 1, so he hadta handle us 3 kyus himself] dealt with th small kids so us girls sat tgether n talkd abt stuff. me n carisa wer laughin so hard abt this girl's name in my class XDDXD i dunno whether t say astaghfirullah or not, so let's just say it: astaghfirullah. bt i wz so dyin of laughter, thanks mater, thanks mater. just th rite medicine :b after a while it wz time t practise our demos again x.x our daii2s wer fine bt then th sensei sed we shud stop at tenchikeng - n he then sed he wnts t change our kote nuki to gyaku kote! o___o;; *glek* thts th one wher u get t banting2. i mean, i sed i wnted t banting fajar bt i ddnt kno it wud come true.. n turns out, gyaku kote is so hard for me. fajar kept teachin me [he wz so gud at it .__.] bt i kept failin n i felt bad cz i wz th one thts meant t banting him bt i cudnt even twist his wrist rite. i kept grabbing his arm insted of his wrist + palm, n it hurted him in th way its not supposed to. i kept tryin n tryin, basically just with him, n sometimes from dhe3 n th sensei. once when he dd it t me, a billion times infact, he hurted my wrist rele bad, so when i sed 'fajar tht hurts!' n stuff, n he replied 'so wt', i glared at him n sed 'i wont be able t draw anymore' n in reflex simply walkd off n he wz sayin 'im sorry' bt then he went t carisa t .. fool around? idk. she n i wz still laughin abt th name. sooner or later, th sensei wnted us t form a circle so we can all watch each other, n when it wz me n fajar's turn i messed up evrything. i cudnt do it at all T____T i also felt bad cz fajar tried t teach me n he wz actually patient with it, carefully showin me wher t put my fingers n all bt i fell thru. when he wz showin me by tryin t banting me, his fingernails wer diggin in my hand n i snapped 'cut ur nails' n he apologised ther too. i dunno how he can be so nice n caring when just a few hours ago he wz sayin things tht wud end a bond in a cinch. i sat down in th circle next t him n carisa in complete failure; when th sensei calld hariz over n he gave a very gud demonstration of th technique. us girls clapped bt th boys arya iwan n fajar ddnt, i sed ' pd jealous niih' n dhea sed so too i guess, fajar answered 'kyk kmu bsa aj' n i got offended. i think he tried a lot of times after tht t make conversation bt i ddnt answer much - so then i sat quietly hugging my knees n when th circle wz over, th sensei dealt with somethin n i wz just .. sittin doin nothin rele except thinkin. later on it wz time for a final practise of th demo, n i wz determined n actually more remorse + upset than bfore. soon it wz time for th gyaku kote, n ppl forgot tht they hadta do it after someone's command; only me dhe3 fajar n cania got it rite. th sensei wntd us t repeat it, i tuk a deep breath in my head as i prformed th gyaku kote, not lukin at fajar's eyes at all like wt i usually do when we're in normal status, n u know wt? i dd it rite, with no obvious mistakes. i think i hurted him when i twisted his arm n kickd him, bt i wz rele .. i dunno, wt wz i? sad? depressed? upset? regretful? i had no idea. bt i rele ddnt recover from th heartbreak, so i just.. left him after i finished. th sensei then hadta deal with th senpais, so we just sat down n watched them, th boys n dhe3 n frh wer playin with alif. later on th others joined th circle n we talkd abt perverted stuff lol. it wz then time t break up, n in th car i dd not sit next t fajar, bt on th opposite side wher i cud lean on th window, luk outside n just ignore th conversations goin round in ther, except when they asked me questions or talkd abt jungle zone n such.


in th last gyaku kote of th nite, when i wz in th process of swingin fajar's wrist around so tht he'll fall, n he landed on his front n i wz gettin ready t push his shoulder, he sed 'you can do it' as support - n tht wz th last thing he sed t me tht nite. maybe.

*sigh*

ther u go again..

i dont wanna cry for this anymore
it happened way too many times

its not my fault
n i dont deserve this

so u dont deserve me

crazy n kinda misfortunate day

hha tday's very.. interesting. crazy. funny. disappointing. wonderful. unfortunate. happy. stupid.

mixed2.
bt i guess thts wt life's all abt eh?

i left th kompond with th boys swimmin. huhu, ppls r all havin a long weekend whilst i suffer with 3 exams in one day >___>;;
th maths exam wznt rele hard..
i wz able t do evrythin .. at least
altho thers kinda confusin stuff.
anyway after discussin th exam as usual;
me n sammy headed t her car so we can go t CC ;D

HER CAR WZ SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SHINYYY!! *_________________________*

i acted like a total noob as i went on abt how its black and thers leather n th top is black n thers AC at th side of th window n bla3..
it's a Mercedes Benz S-Class XDXDXD pkkny it wz so effin cool.. xDD;
on th way i studied for my iCT exams :] i dd tht thru th entire CC journey btw.

when we reached we went t starbucks n sat for like 30mins studyin iCT whilst slurpin frappucinos. i kept dripping mine n puttin stains on th paper XDXDXD
after tht we lukd around a lot of shops, mostly th guy sections n all cz ther wz somethin urgent. we saw other QIS students aussi~
then bfore we knew it it wz 12pm n i hadta sholat o: sammy ordered th food n stuff n we gobbled it down :B kfc. XDXDXD *op corse.
soon after; it wz 12:30. th exam wud start at 1:30.
sammy wnted t buy a .. torso thing in splash, n we dcided t rush.
BT TH STUPID CASHIER GUY SLOWED US DOWN.
it wz already liek 1:00PM N ME N SAMMY WER GOIN 'AHHH' - well in our heads, bt in real life we wer TRYIN t be patient as th stupid guy dd all th idiotic barcode stuff n bla3. i mean.. GOD!! she bot me a shirt tho for QR20. its red :b
we then RAN to th other side of th mall XD t th parking lot near th line-a-lator with magic corn at th bottom. op corse i ran way faster than sammy bt then my ribcage started t ache xp
we wer panickin for dear life. i prayed t God tht we'd make it- just a few times, bt sammy went on and on n on while i wz bein over confident tht we'd reach in time.
and we did :b we reached at like 1:08pm XD
ther wz more time t spare. so i went t th bathroom. XD *th runnin dd it

hmmh.. th french listenin .. wznt hard at all rele. i ddnt memorize any words bt i wz able t understand nearly evrythin alhamdulillah kekhehkehe. well th last question wz hard bt.. its always like tht =\

th iCT exam wz a total PAIN IN TH WRIST.. i mean, i can already get RSI cz of too much typin, bt an ICT exam aching our wrists bcuz of WRITING? oh come on! th questions in th exam wer dronely repeated evry single past paper so i just speed-wrote evrythin i remembered at th last minute in th car n finished 45mins bfore th actual end time which wz 4:30pm. i waited until 4:30pm harhar for mom t come, she told me th others wer havin a party. tht wz th disappointing news. me; doin 3 exams, out from 7:30 til 5:00pm whislt evryone wer havin fun from 11-5? DD: thts so unfair!

when we reached i felt weird bein th only one with uniform so i ddnt bother joinin any photoshoots, insted i'd rather take th pics bt i hardly did anyway.
we went outside after a while n btw in th house i waved at hamzah after like.. a month of not doin so. felt gud felt gud :b
dehors, on a joue avec.. l'appareil-photo. well, les filles. les garcons a premiere jouent devant chez dnf's mais apres ca ils sont alles a de court de tennis. ils ont joue au foot, as usual. *doesnt kno how t say as usual XDXD
in english: outside, we played with.. th camera. well, th girls. th boys at first played in front of dnf's bt then after tht they went t th tennis court. they played football, as usual.

umm, i had a lil idea i wnted t do with mater cz she lukd so pretty i wnted t photo her doin somethin conceptual, bt it kinda failed XD i made iwan th football kicker bt whenever i clickd th cam th ball and her wz never in air at th same time DX hohs weller, at least we tried. iwan n carisa seemd t have fun tgether after tht XDX *we had a billion tries.

fajar seemd t be ignorin me n tht pissed me off so badly bcuz i hate not bein calld by him. he appeared next t me askin if i wz goin t kempo n i sed yes bt deep down i wnted t sneer 'y shud u care'.
until maghrib we just hung around a lamppost takin pix n talkin n doin nothin. i gave dhea a present btw and hopefully she likes it. soon it wz time for kempo n i went home bt then after askin dad who's gonna antar i went back t dnf's t report.


i dcided t open th door cz i wz already siap t go n then i heard a shuffle of footsteps i know distinctly. yes hamzah, thts u, i kno how u walk. XD *plz dont be scared of me DX i just know how u walk out of th blue, ok? indra ke-enam? presences? XD anyhow i quickly fetched my usb which i left on th chair n ran outside. unsure of wt t say, i dcided t yell wt first came out of my mind.

'STOP RITE THER!' -when i told this t mater in kempo, she wz laughin.
he stopped. xD i have no idea wt u wer thinkin rite then.
it wz in front of fajar's house n i went on abt how i told umar t watch my hari kartini vid bt he wudnt want th usb so now im givin it t u, th filename's HK ok bla3
n i have no clue wt u wer replyin t tht hamzah. xD
bt wtever, i wz glad t talk again so i went back home.

soon when dad reached i told him i wz gunna go t dnf's t tell evryone t be prepared. we had a huuuge hassle abt who goes t fajar's car n mine cuz with dhe3 rania CC dnf 1 car wont fit. it wz then dcided tht carisa n dhea goes t fajar's car.

we wer already per kyu *hha i think thts how u spell it* yet they ddnt even arrive yet! i wz worried sick. turns out they wer 'trsesat' n had huge traffic. xp we had huge traffic too, bt dad tuk th normal route so it wznt tht long; bt om agus tuk a different unknown route which is th root of ze problem. *LOL.
when they all came we had another fuss abt who shud stand bhind who cuz we wer gunna practice for th demo. th urutan goes like this [SO WE CAN ALL REMEMBER]:

arya | iwan | carisa | dhea | fajar | cania

[no1] | tisa? | errin | farah | me | dhe3


ther! now next lesson we wont have anymore arguments. :b i dont remember fajar bein in front of me tho >__>;;

here's th demo sequence, which we kept repeatin over and over n over til th sensei wz satisfied XD:
1. gessho/kesu! re - kamei : *kiai* -hidari pose slowly- 'hmmph'. - cania's command
2. giiwakeng daichi 2x - cania's command [no sayin th technique, just ich ni san shi gou]
3. giiwakeng daini 2x - dhea [same rule as above]
4. zentengkang - dhe3
5. tenchikeng daichi once - dhe3
6. ich! -juuji ashi mai; hiraki sangate *my line* - dhe3
7. zentengkang; fajar's line - cania
8. ich! -kote nuki; fajar's line - my line attack - cania
9. ich! -ryuusui geri, fajar's line; my line attack - cania

FIN! oh how i love kempo <3

fajar kept holdin my arm insted of my wrist in kote nuki >_____>;; bt after several practices of his invitation after i complained; he got th grip rite. when we're partnerised we havta luk in each other's eyes cz thts th rule as wt sensei hadi states, bt whenever i luk in fajar's he always make expressions n its rele disturbing x.x
we ddnt practice a lot in th ryuusui geri, just th kote nuki. th sensei wnted us t do gyaku kote, which is when we get t banting th person down *i cudve done tht t fajar* bt th others ddnt wanna. ah dammit~
well; a lot of th times me n mater n cania n dhe3 we laughin hilariously at stupid sasu stuff. XD n stupid smexay poses. XD and dance moves of justin timberlake + sasu xDXD God they wer so funny xp oh yes. i also told em abt th epic hanif kid story n we laughed t death XD n started doin th trademark 'cash.' pose n assumed tht th kid's brother wz th one tht taught it so tht he'll luk cool XDXDXD
oh yes, farah discovered wt STFU means in tht lesson. she sed it out loud n i gasped n when fajar sed it i wz like tutut-ing or somethin. XD

when th kyu session wz over, we all had a drink break n i started tellin fajar abt somethin n he made fun of someone n i started wackin him with my belt bt missed. i glared at tht stupid boy. bt then after i told mater i went back t tellin him anyway xD

in th car me n fajar had th worst physical + verbal fights we've ever had since we first met in 2006 *and even in tht year we had a lot. it wznt our first time doin so in dnf's car tho XD im not sure abt th reason, bt i think it startd by when i wz sulkin abt his insult earlier on tht i started wackin him with my belt again a lil bit. i think from then we got in a huge wrestle of my wonderfully pointy elbows nudgin his arm n wtever i cud get hold of and his blunt elbows shovin against my arm. ddnt hurt >D bt i made him in so much pain cz i hit him rele hard [with th elbow] on his arm, n he started wincing. he tried hittin my legs bt it ddnt hurt [and frh tickled me with her attempt XD]; then when i tried t hit him on his legs with my elbow, it hurted >D MWAHAHAHA~
om ali wz so busy talkin t iwan n dhea wz sleepin n farah wz just watchin th live match XD *4 pplz at th back btw
i went on abt how he's such a nothin-t-be-proud-of show off [cz he wz braggin abt his high level in RO; he sed i wz jealous cz of it n i scoffed n remarkd stuff] even tho he sed other ppl r show offs too n tht he's a hypocrite for tht etc. - n thts when he bgan pushin me n i pushed him back [both with our arms as usual >__>;; i wonder wt happend t fists?] bt turns out he's much stronger than i thot so i got held back bhind farah XDXD i cudnt push him anywher XD he wz at th edge.
i mockd 'ure pretty strong for a stupid game freak' n th match went on in playful anger. frh wz sayin commentaries like 'ya iylah bs namany jg cwok!' xD
sooner or later he bgan mimickin evrythin i sed. when i sed somethin along th lines of 'wahh mau liat' he sed too 'wahh mau liat' n whenever he sed somethin n i wnted t mimick he goes 'hha u cant say it' n yaa gtu deh. more wrestlin n 'i can always hit u with my wonderful pointy elbow' threats by me. *as in, i actually hovered my elbow towards his face t scare him. XD he seriously lukd freakd out by th hand gestures he dd. xp
wew, physical + verbal fights in 1/2 an hour's car drive. oh yes, ther wz a football match goin in th khalifa stadium which conducted severe traffic bt i ddnt feel it at all bcuz of th immense tension of combat. *wtf? XD
i made a stupid phrase, 'shut the heaven down' after we talkd abt STFU - tht is, when we wer havin peace [just for a bit ;D]. he n i also recited th first lines of th video 'shoes' after i talkd abt th twin's bday; n him tiba2 saying 'happy birthday twins' *also tellin me th story of wt happend t him n umzah in th clubhouse* n me laughin so hardly along with him XD we laughed abt other stuff too bsides fightin, bt i forgot wt XD he made me cry cz of 'em xp n dont forget abt farah, she wz in th convo n spectating th violence all th way~



towards th end i waved my belt in front of his face cz i felt like it n he bgan pretendin t wanna gnaw it, like a dog wntin a bone [sorry im usin a dog for a simile], bt i pulld it back n farah went like 'biarin aj, liat klo dia gigit ato engga' n he did *gubrak*
later on i grew pretty tired of threatenin t hit him; n he stopped mimickin me when we reached th masjid near th kompond; n dcided t talk abt an issue tht wz runnin in my head for several days, n he left th car with a large blam of th door.
hohs weller .x.

at home i told mom t wash my belt n she wz like y i washed it already last time n i sed it's dirty, fajar wz biting it n she went ih jorok bgt fajar XDXDXD


LOL car + kempo sessions r crack. XD

x

just when im in a good mood
somethin's always ther t crash me down

i never thot i'd be th kind of person who can get jealous ..


.___________.


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umm im gunna type abt my day..

i came at 1st break just in time t umm.. c everyone at break XD
ahh i miss school T.T;;
anyway th exam's at 10:10 so i just .. walked around.
when i wnted t go t th tech block after th bell rang, i saw fajar khalid n th twins
then i saw fajar luk towards my direction n he peered thru th leaves xD he lukd like he wz thinkin somethin along th lines of 'is tht bs?'. he lukd like he wz squintin bt i cudnt c cz his hair covered his eyes up.
after tht i saw sammy n wtevers, then we walkd t mr.kearn's room t 'revise' [actually i wz just readin bits n pieces of books n past papers so tht anythin wud go in]. i miss our english class T______T
then it wz time t go outside;
and th exam started~
it wz ok rele.. lotsa stuff abt plants n i rele hate tht topic cz i cant get anythin rite =\ i made up a lotta stuff bcuz ive never learnt em or heard of em bfore XD bt oh well. i dont think i dd THT bad *amin2
later on it wz 2nd break! i wz so excited t go t th ict room again x]
bt i kinda got upset in ther. .___.;;
anyway we played this .. hardest game in th world thing n i just reached lvl6 when th bell rang.
me n sammy put our bags down in th girl's block n headed off t west bay! >]
dahlia n shaza tagged along ~
we went t tasty bell n sammy bot fries with my money - 15QR. i wz bewildered. WTF 15QR? after waitin 1090 hours whilst playin with shaza's uber cool mobile, th fries came. n it wz srsly HUGE. XD
i finished it mostly by myself, bt shaza n dahlia sorta helped. i consumed 4 sachets of ketchup along with it XD i cudnt finish it tho.. my stomach wz meant t be saved for baskin robbins!
sammy paid for my 2 scoops bcuz i only had 5QR left :b
shaza already went home so we 3 walkd back t school
on th way ..
omg XD
my ice cream wz meltin probably as fast as th polar ice caps XD *na'udzhu bilah himin zalik
droplets of ice cream ran all over my fingers my hands cones arms n th sand XDDXD
it wz a total mess. xD sammy ate hers quickly n peaceful n nothin happened t her at all xp
french vanilla + mint chocolate chip tgether wz delicious tho :]
i reached school with drippin ice cream [it made stains on th sidewalk XD] n rushed t th girls block t wash my hands, ppl wer stormin out th doors n sammy bhind me wz yellin somethin like 'hurry up and eat it!' and i screamed 'I CANT' and UMAR WZ RITE IN FRONT OF ME XDXDXXDXDXD
omg it wz so FUNNY XDXD bt in front of umar, embarrassing too DX
anyhow i rele wnted t go in th bathroom bt th entire door wz blockd n i felt so uncomfortable holdin meltin ice cream with sticky disgustin-lukin hands whilst waitin t go in xp
bt i finally survived n held th cone avec tissue 8) *toilet tissue xD
and .. tht wz tht

UHFUESAHFNJE

TMORROW'S GUNNA BE TH 2ND HARDEST EXAM ILL EVER TAKE THIS YEAR
AND I DDNT EVEN STUDY FOR MORE THAN 1.5HRS ON IT!

CHEMISTRY =___+;;


OMG WISH ME LUCK DX DX DX
-is worried abt exams for th first time ever-

*maybe..

STUPID LAPTOP
TMORROW IM GUNNA STUDY FROM WHEN I WAKE UP TIL I GO T SCHOOL!! D<

*PRAYS T GOD THT ILL PASS AMIN AMIN AMIN*

IM NOT FINE.


EDIT: AHAHAHHA IT WZ EASIER THAN I THOT! XDXD well it wznt wt u call easy.. bt i wz able t answer evry single question unlike past papers! n ther wz more questions abt BIOLOGY than chemistry itself! XD yesterday's slackin paid off.. thank God i ddnt study so hard like all my other friends or else it wudve been a waste XDDXD

DUREE-MING~

i shud have a diary just for dreams cz i keep getting memorable ones this year and i dont wanna forget em XD

so anyway.
ill start with th part i remember th dream from.

i was in an elevator with fajar and someone else, i dunno who - or maybe i forgot.
we wer runnin away from something and th other person wz holding a huge rifle.
when th elevator reached th ground floor i flew out and lukd bhind me t find th elevator goin back up, bt with th door open.
fajar wudnt climb down cuz he wz too scared he'll jump bt get caught between th wall and th elevator. th interior of it wz like.. fajar wz on a platform, and th rifle person wz on top on another platform. fajar seemed t be in th way of th door.
i was screamin like, 'FAJAR GET DOWN! HURRY UP!'
bt he wz too scared. th elevator went down several times bt then again went up, so it wz pretty confusing as t how and when he shud jump.
and then ..
th other person shot him.
rite at th head. and he FELL OFF TH ELEVATOR NEXT T ME.
i went down on my knees and started cryin man. WHO WUDNT?!!?!
then i felt his blood .___.
th person jumped and landed next t me and i had no idea wt i dd t her/him.. nothin i guess.
all of a sudden th scene change t me with our mothers.
i wz sobbing rele hard n they wer comforting me i think. we wer in a restaurant.. or someplace. tht scene wz rele short, cz then i found myself in my house.
i wz wearin PJs, and so wz MD, and we wer alone in ther.
i lukd out th window cz i heard loud noises and then i saw it -
army tanks and soldiers o___o;;

THEY BURST INTO MY HOUSE AND I WZ LIKE RUUUUUUUUNNN!!
my God u wudnt kno how terrified i wz. and md ran out with me too btw.
th boys wer playin outside n with my revealance like tht.. hoo boy xD;; my dreams are often like this too.
they wer in front of nisa's house and so wer th girls, so we hid ther. i sat on top of nisa's car hood and tried t cover myself with a cardboard box or something, wtf XD
afterwards, they explained t me tht th soldiers wer ther cz they needed t kill this leopard or jaguar tht wz prowling around our compound and i wz like ohh. *and when i think back t it i go WTF?
i stepped off th car and peered inside one of th alleys and saw a leopard!! OMGG O_____O;;
and th army soldier men shot it. DX ANIMAL ABUSE!!
soon it wz safe t go back home and th army ppl went keekheekheke. in front of my doorstep i saw wt seemd t be FEATHERS? WTF? LEOPARDS/JAGUARS RELEASE FEATHERS?

amusing dream, bt i gotta get a break. XD
AND STOP DYIN IN MY DREAMS FAJAR!!

=DD

hha! tday marks th first day of my igcse's.


i woke up at like 5:30, knowin i wz late t pray .x.;; i shudnt have slept at 12! at abt 7:10AM, i fell asleep [on purpose] until 8AM when md woke me up with a start.

i reached school at 9-ish, and went inside my geo class. ahh, school th exam.. it wznt wt i wud call HARD, bt ther wer lotsa terms i never heard of, and sometimes i ddnt kno which case study t use cz none seemed t match th question. x.x;; so i skipped like 2 or 3 six marked questions.. hha xD;; oh well, i tried my best. hopefully ill get higher than a C! *amin. i want an A tho xDXDXD

anyhow, after th exam we all discussed it *who wudnt?
i went t CC with mom, informed tht we wer gunna watch a movie.
when i reached i saw md hangin out with th mothers. xDXDXDXD it made me wanna laugh.
tnte ita n tnte siwi rambled on with questions xD i ddnt think i answerd them. whoops sorry mothers.

when they all left, me n md jln2ed for a bit. we dcided t watch iron man cuz 21 started at 3, n om ali wnted t pick us up at 3:30 or somethin. th movie started at 2, and th only ppl ther wz me md andin carisa dhea n adi. not my typical cinema friends DD: i wz hopin fajar n iwan wud come, n frh too >___<;; bt they ddnt.

inside, i watched with carisa bside my left, and nobody on my rite D: frh or fajar cudve sat ther HHA.
th movie wz so INTENSE. i had no idea th plot wz like tht. altho ther seemd t be racial elements, it wz SO WORTH WATCHING! i ddnt care if i ddnt watch 21, iron man is A MUST FAVOURITE FILM!! >D i came out of th cinema satisfied.
after watchin, me dhea n md hung out at MAX XDXDXD then we stopped at MNG for a bit, n i wz lukin for somethin in shoe mart. later on at 4:30 we wer jemput-ed by om ali.

i reached th kompond with nobody bein outside. wts up with th boys these days? all home stay. x.x;; well i wz pretty pooped anyhow so i researched abt th movie SHROOMS, which i wz rele heboh abt in CC. xD

then mom told me t deliver somethin t tnte siwi.
i went ther and fajar opened th door! yayy ~ its been a while since i saw him and actually SED SOMETHING.
he wished me gud lak for my igcse's tmorrow! bt then i remarked tht my igcse's started tday xDDD;; tht wz still sweet of him. OH FAJAR WT WUD I DO WITHOUT U~
i wz also wearin my uniform so he asked me if i came t school tday or not, n i sed yes. he sed tht he ddnt c me. HHA~ i wudve searched for u jar bt i wz too busy cramming, sorry. XD he also asked if i wz goin t kempo or not, n with who. he always wants me t come with him xD;; bt in th car we ddnt even talk! blehh. *well, we talkd at th start of th journey.

KEMPO WZ FAN AS USUAL.
me n carisa laughed rele hard abt somethin, i forgot abt wt tho. cania dd her special wohepoke which made me laugh too. me n dhe3 laughed at th stuff we used t do. and and, me n fajar laughed abt a bunch of stupid things such as japanese names, hafiz's kempo moves and buttblade, etc. me n carisa n dk also talkd abt iwan n hariz's intimacy. SSH~ in th end we wer partnerised, i wz with fajar bt we only dd tht for 10 minutes LOL XD
turns out th exam's in june.. JGERRR~

may's not happy it seems

..
im still 15
thers still a long way t go
i still havta go t university
i still havta get married
and have kids
and make comics
and draw cartoons
and get grandchildren
and keep prayin t Allah
seek His forgiveness

i still have a lot t do
bt evrythin ive done ..
its all .. useless
evrythin ive done up til now
i dont c it in my future
i dont feel it ahead of me
i dont think.. anythin matters now

i rele love u ..
y dont u c it?
y do u reject it
and assume all these stupid things
i never even sed?
and when i explain it,
u dont listen
u dont wanna know
bt i rele, rele, rele, rele, love u
rele i do.
i cud say it
bt im afraid u wont even feel th same
n with a fate like mine
how shud i have hope u do anyway .. ?

best for first

i never followed my timetable correctly XDXDX tututut me..
tday i DID study from 8 til 1pm tho, as i punished myself.
buuut, i had a 1hr toilet n snack break, n i wznt rele payin attention t th 80pgs of biology i read; i wz insted playin with my hair n bein tired.

i turned on th laptop n until 3:30/4pm nobody went online! from th kompond tht is. i wz furiously lukin for em, turns out they wer at landmark! huhh, no fair. x.x;; well, insted of studyin again knowing they wudnt go online, i watched dr.phil house. its such an intresting show, and 1 'woman' pissed me off apparently, and i wnted t hit her with a hammer XD God she wz so freakin annoyin! grown ups can be way immature than teens sometimes =__+;;


after i wudhu-ed for sholat asar all of a sudden my mind burst out th most handsomest photo of a boy ive ever imagined in my entire life. XD he lukd SO COOL! i wz squealin in my head n it felt like th photo wz really taken. pkkny it wz th most wonderful thing ive ever fantasised in my life. *maybe. anyhow, here's stuff i can describe: th photo view wz from a high angle, so his head wz bigger than his body. his right hand wz holdin a mouse, with a small part of it and th table showin. his left arm wz on th side of his head, it wz those kinda 'confused' gestures u know, bt th boy wz smilin! and th bg wz a bed. oh yes, he wore those white button-on shirts, kemeja2. and he lukd way tidy. XD omg it wz soooooo cuute and handsome and charmin and .. HOT? XD stupid imagination! ure makin me want it forreaal. btw th boy's someone i know >]

*cough*

it wz ngaji at 4 bt i arrived at dnf's at 4:30 hha .
we ngaji-ed til 5 or somethin, n offered th boys some pop ice - they wer swimmin .
it wz nearly maghrib n we frantically made lots and lots of em; and actually delivered t houses! lol
when i went outside t hand out th orange one, salmaniye tuk it.
and then when frh n nisa came with more, hamzah n afif n fajar tuk i believe
fajar's eyes wer SO RED and his wet emo hairstyle made him luk like th grudge male version XD and he lukd like he wz havin a grudge on someone. md agreed with my statements n then he put his bathrobe hood on t luk scarier bt me n my sis laughed insted cz th pattern wz NEMO XDXDXD

all th pop ices wer finished and it wz maghrib. oh yeh when we went t fajar's house his eyes wer still red and he wz practically whisperin at me askin if i wz goin t kempo and with whom. when i think abt it rite now it seems creepy xD when i went home i found out dad's sick [i dunno wt sickness tho] and om ali's gone out so yeh we went with fajar. *heal dad, heal )x amin


in th sudarsana mobile [pronounced mo-beel, LOL] i sat in th middle again x.x;; at least fajar wz t th left of me so i ddnt squish him again like last time x___x;; i squished farah tho. anyhow, he n i talked abt RO thru half of th journey i think, and then we talkd abt good charlotte [we always do, cz we listen t it in ther all th time] n wt else.. teachers? school? music in general? i forgot xp
oh yes, towards th end of th trip i wz talkin abt gud lukin guy bands like joel and martin. well they wer th only ones i cited XD i sed tht they wer so keren, and then fajar asked in a low amplitude 'wt abt me' and i paused n sed 'wtever'. after we got out of th car, he sed 'u ignored me' - lol XD sorry fajar.
for once we wernt late! :'D we had time t chat first, bt then it wz warm up time! we learnt some difficult basic punches, i forgot their names already XD *bt i remember how t do em .
then it wz time for que! [or however u spell it] we had a drink break first, and when we walkd back and i wz wonderin who i shud stand bhind, fajar gestured his arm and said 'bs stand bhind me' or somethin liek tht, i wznt sure [if it wz in indon and eng too, even]; bt yeah i ended up standin next t him. bsides, th numbers wer even, evryone had a partner
first of all we dd moves, bt then evry single person hadta yell out th commands one by one XD i noticed tht sensei hadi ddnt call out fajar =.=;; no fair! i wnted t hear him. th quietest person wz this kevin guy, th loudest wz me i think o__o;; iwan sounded rele manly! i wz surprised. tisa sed hers dead quick, carisa n cania sounded way similar, dhea kept makin mistakes, bla3. i yelled th command for giiwakengdaiini *tling2

bfore tht btw, th teacher calld out th brown belt guys t stand at areas so they can view how our techniques are. bt frh thot tht th sensei sed t watch cania XD so she moved forward - and th sensei told her t do pushups cz she wz mistakened XDXDXD we all laughed lol XD

all of a sudden sensei hadi wnted us t do th giiwakeng daichi defenses n stuff - he sed 'face ur partner' and yehh i bcame partners with fajar: well i expected tht anyway XD its our 2nd time *cling2. evryone got t work while he n i wer just fiddlin as t wt uke t use when u do this n tht n bla3.. bt sensei hadi saved us by showing us wt t do! *tchd. so then, he and i began takin turns attacking and defending, and just like wt we're meant t do, we spun around 360 degrees! XD bt somethin felt different abt him, maybe just my imagination tho bt, fajar dd way more impressively than when i usually c him when we do individual practicing, and when he's partnered up with frh or elang n others. he also actually lukd pretty cool with th serious faces he kept havin XD even so, we laughed a lot at th stupid mistakes we did xp he moved too fast tho, and i accidentally kicked his butt 2x HAHHAHAHHA XDXDXD i also seemed t injure his leg when i blockd his kick with my wrist XD at a point then we wer talkin abt steel condoms [he started it] n such stuff then stopped cz of how stupid it wz xD n tht it wz sick. farah kept interrupting us by tellin us stories she already told me, and ditchin errin by wantin t practice with me. fajar wz speculating us by sitting down n he lukd like he wz at th beach xD he and i rele did practice exuberantly, and deserved rest. we watched th fat orange cat and heard its irritating meowing and predicted it wz giving birth. XD also, farah mentioned abt fariz's curly hair and i sed he lukd like hercules, when i asked errin she knew and we started laughin XD fajar sed he wz tired bt he and i practiced a bit more and i guess we pulled it off. its pretty fun spinnin round and round hitting and defending knowin ure doin it rite XDDXD me n fajar made a pretty gud partnership :] DONT WE ALWAYS? XD *btw this paragraph has lotsa XDs


then tria's dad [aka sensei hadi] specified tht next lesson we're gunna do giiwakeng daiini defences! oh noo ~ i wanna do it with fajar rele, cz we're both actually serious at these and we're pretty much th same height now o:
we knew tht om ali wud come late so we sat/stood and talkd! :] we mostly talkd abt school - lots and lots of weird stories. i think dhe3 frh n fajar dd most of th talking, altho i kinda forgot th details of tht. it wz a rele long wait bt it ddnt seem tht cz it wz a nice chat ~

soon th car arrived and we waited outside cz om ali wz conversing with other men, and th AC wznt on. dhea went in th car first, and then me n frh argued abt how if i wnted t be at th edge i shudve went in first, bt my mom ALWAYS told me tht whoever gets in th car first shud always be at th edge! grr. so then she got in and i told fajar t get in too, bt he sed he wnted t be at th edge cz its better if he's just next t 1 girl insted of between 2 - bt i ddnt wanna be in th middle! farah or dhea then snapped for me t go t th other side if i wntd t be at th edge =.=;; so i got off in a huff and went t th right seat. fajar sat on th left edge next t frh, iwan at th front.

we wnted t buy baskin robbins. i wnted t sleep, bt obviously i cudnt so i just talkd with dnf n fajar n a bit of iwan [he's always quiet] while puttin my arm on th window n my hand on my head, fajar sed it wz emo lol. shut up XD

baskin robbins wz reached bt fajar wz sleepin n iwan ddnt want any ice cream so us girls ordered it n stuff. th boy ddnt wake up after much calling and nudging, bt when we came back he woke up =___+;; he ddnt finish his ice cream too xD;; o well .


HAHA, ITS 12:30 AM! :'D i dont need t wake up t pray so i guess its ok t stay up. NYEHEHEHEE. XD
excuse th long entry, i just had a pretty nice evening n night x]
oh yeah btw, my feet r aching cz apparently they got lecet. i dunno how t say it in english xp therfore, i have difficulties walkin properly. x.x;; its th first time they got this lecet ~ maybe cz of all tht spinning around n scrapin th soles t th ground? xp

Study Leave~

je suis en study leave mode!

bt im not rele studying. XD
hha ~
im too busy playin th laptop n wakin up late insted. *is 8am considered late?
well, im also writing geo case study notes.. 7 topics of pure facts-abt-countries work.. ahh curse geo;
glad its gunna be over with after th 8th of may! NO GEO FOREVER!!! XD
my wrist aches a lot n thers lots of reading t go thru which is y i dont bother t study my other subjects afterwards :b
bt now im nearly done with it, once i am, i shall start reading my bio book~

t tell u th truth, im actually keepin up with my schedule even tho im missin some parts of it, i feel tht this is th ONLY SCHEDULE ill ever follow in my entire life. igcse gtu.

i miss school tho DX DX
i only get t c ppl when i play outside =___+;; *sigh*
2 months more of thiis ~

let's c wt else is ther t type abt.
ah yeh.
til my iG's r over im gunna sleep at 9PM XDXDX well unless i get th .. thing, u know thing- then ill stay up late. xD its bcuz i havta wake up rele early t pray, then afterwards i wanna wake up at 8 or something so i shall feel refreshed t study. i also eat dark chocolate t boost me energy >D *i love dark choc x]

im makin a 3-page comic now btw, in my artbook. :b im still sketchin th first page, i dont have time *yeahh rite* t do th others.. it takes forever ! )'x


OH YEAH! OH YEAH! KEMPO EXAM IS COMING UP! AM I READY? NO IM NOT O_______O;; sensei hadi taught us some weird jujis and ukis n wtever-i's tht i cant possibly remember! @.@;; furthermore, we havta BANTING2 EACH OTHER!! last saturdays' kempo session wz th first time th sensei threw me on th brick floor.. xD;; i felt .. POWERFUL? XD WTZEFAK, im th one thts gettin beaten up xD i dunno xp my wrist started aching xD i wz meant t throw down farah .. or someone, bt i cudnt. G TEGA. XD

wt else wt else ..
dd i say tht my ig's r cumin up bt im not worried? :b
oh yes i did.

WELL, BSIDES SOMEONE BOTHERING MY SOCIAL LIFE, IVE HAD A NICE WEEK SO FAR. :B *even tho im at home ~


EDIT: I CANT SLEEP AT 9. XD

Roboticihiy.

I like t call Robotics 'Roboticihiy' XD I have no idea yy. It sounds cute x]

AAAANYWAY.
ive had rele nice botball meetings recently :'D ever since i came back from umrah, its mostly wt i spend my time on. *ckck h/w forgotten.
so so so, this entry is t describe my happy mecha/documenting days + some inserts of school n other aspects of life.

Sunday 6th April
Ze first botball meeting! n it wz on th first day of school too :b

I went t icha's house with carisa, by icha's car. we talkd abt how british n american word pronounciation is different XD and we laughed at th songs tht wer on th CD.
oh yes tday i finally saw fajar after 1 week of not *touched-. he greeted me while i wz goin t french, he ran up th stairs n talkd t me abt our wooden guy from ikea. XD we had th same mind - since we first laid our eyes on it we immediately bot it. xD
anyhow, nobody else came yet so we watched a movie called 'Who's Your Caddy?' or somethin like tht. it wz so hilarious, cz ther wer background voices of women tht wer freakin random. XD it got kinda typical and boring towards th end tho =\
fajar n iwan came at.. probably 2 or 3 or somethin? im not rele sure. and umzah came rite when th movie wz already more than halfway. we ate kfc, hhe. so so so, after watchin we finally got t work. i cant rele say wt we did in chronological order bt basically:

1. carisa, icha n iwan dd most of th work.
2. umar wz playin with ghabot a lot of th time
3. afif wz colouring n so wz dihan
4. me n fajar drew thru th entire day and hamzah too.
5. i helped work on th PPT at nite tho xD
6. th boys made this.. onigiri thing, wher they put sliced chicken inside rice and rolled it up XD and then they put rectangle foil on th bottom. it wz hillarrrioous ~
7. we watched mathmaticious and white n nerdy, hhe. XD
8. we went home at th same time - 7:30. i wz with fajar n iwan, n we talkd thru th entire joureney. i forgot abt wt tho XD
9. thers pictures for remembrance :]

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Tuesday 8th April
Le deuxieme robotics meeting, located in my hoousey.

iahaihihaa XD this robotics day wz verry fun too XD
i assume tht after school we brot th board t th girl's block bt i had no idea wt we did with it- just fiddled n all, searchd for th missing parts, then went upstairs t doodle [link] and .. yeah i forgot rele.
i think tht CC came later on tht day too bt we gathered in my house since maghrib [bfore we wer bringing th robots n icha's laptop from dnf's t th clubhouse n bla3]. mater's usb got busted bt iwan th mighty stuck th pieces back tgether with tape *it broke bcuz my laptop crashed into it XD
oh oh and i saw umar bouncing on ocha's orange bike. it wz so crack and i laughed t death. XD
so anyway, thruout th entire nite icha n carisa n iwan dd most of th work, as usual. iwan wz utilising icha's laptop in my room, and carisa n icha wer usin md's most of th time. dnf came later on at i dunno wt time; by then me n fajar wer already digging thru most of my old stuff ranging from diaries t presents from friends t drawings n old artbooks. He seemd so serious lukin thru all tht XD and i bothered him by recording.
dhea n md n frh n iwan wer tgether playing board games, bt we changed our venue t md's room.
th game wz calld Ludo, and 6 ppl [dhea,frh,md,cania,fajar,ocha] played. i wnted t play too bt i wz busy doin somethin else bfore so i cudnt. oh wel, i recorded th funny moments anyhow.
md knocked fajar out of his way once, and as revenge fajar actually knockd her out too! XD evryone went 'go fajar, go fajar' and it wz so freakin loud xD carisa kept shushing us. :b th person who won wz .. wew i forgot. *oh yes i think fajar K.O.-ed cania too?. th game kept running until dnf wz told t go home, at around 8:30 or somethin ~
we ate kfc for dinner, again XD and i believe we dd random stuff afterwards like watching CC's dance, etch-a-sketching and lukin at my laptop's vids.

i have pictures t remember tht wondrous afternoon/nite ;D

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Thursday 10th April
3rd Roboticihiy at school.

It wz Pop Idol so i went t watch it insted of goin t robotics. bsides, they sed mr.mustafa's comin at 1:30, so yeah. th pop idol thing wz nice overall, except some rele weird and bad performances by some kids XD farhan's playin wz too long bt it wz nice :b carisa's singing is nice too, bt i wish they sang a song with more power and different lyrics DD:
so anyway, just as i wz abt t check if mr.mustafa wz ther, i met him on th stairs t hear he's leavin! oookk. so i went back t watch - and it finished at 2 with a great act by mr.bonnar n other ppls. x]
i went t G10, ther wz evrybody ther + nisa. we wnted t stay til 3, planning t walk t west bay [bt g jdi anyway =__+;;] and i had a phone fight with md sayin tht we dont wanna go home yet this tht this tht. i wz rele angry =.= and evrybody cud hear me. bt o well . :b
i started t draw on th whiteboard, and fajar joined me. i 'cursed' n stuff then went on abt someone else, n how tht person acts totally different t bla3.. n he began patting my back *or dd he pat my back just bcuz of th cursing?. tht wz very reassuring jar :b. he n i drew n drew, 'til suddenly cania n nisa n a bit of hamzah joined in t scribble loads of weird stuff like monsters and .. math equations. [link]
afterwards they started t work on th board and talk with those ppl so it wz just me n fajar. [link]
soon it wz 3 and we went back home ~ and turns out md wz still ther so we went home with mom =___+;;
later on in th nite, it wz kempo time! ther wz no elang tho, and .. who else wz missing? oh yes, no iwan cz he injured his foot/leg a bit when he swam tht afternoon. i forgot wt we did - i think it wz just basics. nothin interestin happened much ~ o yes, somethin happened in th car on our way back home, hha. XD its a secret. *only witnesses know

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Saturday 12th April
ahh i forgot t type abt my day n afternoon~

after kaifa me, fajar, iwan, afif, dihan, md, ocha n our respected mothers walkd t th souq. XD we went on abt how we wnted t walk t rawnaq bt our mthers ddnt grant to us th permission, and we wer afraid we'd get lost XD dad joined us at first bt just when we reached th kain place, he walkd back t th car XD we all laughed.
at th tailor place, we heard some freaky noise tht turns out t be a washing machine. we made up jokes abt th clothes we saw n all, and talkd abt other stuff which i forgot wt it wz. it wz reaaally sad we ddnt get t go t rawnaq cz we cudve had fun lukin at th lame cheap stuff >o<
in th afternoon icha ordered me t take pix of th robot at iwan's house, so after much discussion i set off, alone. he and i tuk th robot outside bcuz it wz brighter ther, and walkd over t nisa's house. apparently nisa wz sleepin so yes i wz th only girl thruout th entire evening - bt thts ok. it wz my first time :] and turns out it duznt feel weird at all xD
so anyway, after takin pix n askin iwan their names [i also listened t wt th boys wer talkin abt], i went inside t c wt fadhli wz doin, which wz watch happy tree friends. i showed he fajar n hamzah th new music vid which i completed last nite and then iwan n umar came in. i also heard hamzah play 1000 miles.
later on, evryone left and it wz only me fajar n fadhli o: we played with his webcam XD it wz so stupid and crack. i ddnt decorate myself bcuz i wnted t save th embarassment and ugly-ness so i let fajar n fadhli get edited. XD we kept doin tht til nisa woke up and i forgot wt we did after bsides talk n walk outside [fajar n fadhli joined us and we played hide and seek for like 5 minutes XDXDD], then when we went back in we gorged on delicious bakso. and oh yes i had arguments with dnf abt if they wnted t go t kempo n who's takin us n all.
in kempo, we learned tenchikengdaichi! x] it tuk us around 10 minutes t memorise it probably. it wz a matter of learning th defences tht wz hard x.x;; oh yes on th way t kbri, we listened t GC in fajar's car XD we sang along n stuff [well just me n fajar], it wz very stupid - th CD got busted on broken hearts parade, boohoo.
oh yes at home time somethin happened too.ill never forget. :b

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Sunday 13th April
4th meeetttiingg! iwan n maii house lawlz. :b uber super random n fun.

OHOHO NOW U KNOW Y I LOVE ROBOTICS MEETINGS.
i had my OFFICIAL IGCSE ICT PAPER 2 EXAM tday. i finished way earlier byond normal bcuz i rele hadta pray. Sholat kan pnttiiingg. x] Th exam wz meant t end at abt 3:30 bt i finishd at 2:42. I believe i wz th first t leave! XD hha. th paper wz a bit harder than wt we usually do - th microsoft access tht is. i made up a lot of stuff bt hopefully wt i attempted can gain marks x___x;; *amin.
at home ther wz cc, so i cudnt rele do my h/w. insted we watched videos n stuff. fajar n iwan came at around 4 or somethin then icha trailed in after. we ddnt do any work t be honest, until 5pm i guess. i had no idea wt they did bcuz i wznt helpin at all XDXD i wz too busy watchin vids n listenin t music. me n cania went t iwan's house t watch iwan download programming files.
after maghrib, th brothers came back. bt then i got a surprise, umzah came too - i forgot wt time. it wz hamzah tht rang n i ddnt wanna say anythin, so i just gestured my arm and actually smiled. i immediately consulted dear brother XD he wz doin his h/w.
i kept repeating videos over and over again, n evrybody laughed at all th funny ones. :b they wer crowding around ocha n icha's laptop basically, doin programming n wtever. th twins played with th etch-a-sketch *evryone loves it- and eventually th robot wz speculated. sooner or later we hadta go t iwan's house bcuz th essential files wer located ther and so whoosh we went ~ i brot my laptop too cz i hadta do a PPT. i wz meant t be doin it with hamzah at first as instructed by icha bt i asked iwan for th component names insted hhe.
in their house, we sorta gazed at th arirang tv channel which has lotsa asian stuff. i dd my PPT with help from fajar, and iwan too op corse. mom called t say we hadta go back home t eat when it's isya, and we did. at around 7:45 or somethin we came back t find th boys grabbing plates of tnte siwi's delicious food, which i consumed th noodles of ~ *duz tht even make sense?
and sooo! i continued my work while listening t music; and fajar showed us all a super cool vid of past robotics competitions. their robots wer SOOOOOOO PROFESSIONAL LUKIN AND FAST! *___* God, how'd they do it! we wer totally amazed.
i loaded white n nerdy for future viewing and nearly finished my work after much babbling from th boss x] th phone rang at 9-ish or bfore, and umzah lgsung zoomed outta th house believing it wz their mother who calld, bt it wz mine sayin she wz goin t FSC. XDDXDXD lol. icha went home a while later n it wz just me md ocha cc n iwan n fajar. for some odd reason we all started ticklin each other, cania had so many weak spots XD at first when fajar poked parts of my neck it ddnt tickle at all bt later on i kept squirming XDXD we eventually started pokin and pokin and screaming and .. stuff [cania especially].
finally, we watched white and nerdy.
and we HAD t point out th stupid background guy waving part.
seriously, we all cudve died.
except iwan.
he ddnt even bother t luk at wt we wer laughin at!
we crackd and hit and exploded for abt 10 minutes til we settled down bfore goin home - altho we wer still laughin xD . cuna kept repeating it over and over again which caused me t suffocate and cania too probably, and fajar's laugh in th background motivated me t release my laughing gas even more! XD he also dd th stupid hand gestures which increased th possibilities of my death. XD bt it wz soo fun and funny xDxdXD we never watched anythin funnier than tht tgether! x] *probably
us and cc got locked out of th house for like 5 minutes cz our parents wernt back yet, bt tht wz ok.


ANNNNDD THTS ALL FOLKS! XD